I wanna fall
I wanna fall in love
again
I wanna enjoy you
like I used to do
I wanna wake up
to you
I wanna make it come
true
Why can't you
love me
like you used to do
I wanna know
why you walked away
I wanna know
so my heart can heal
I wanna feel alive again
like I used to feel
I wanna is alot
in 2 simple words
I wanna just live
in love once again
I wanna
I just wanna
© Jennifer Delong 11/3/18

Reality is knowing the truth
Seeing our lives
Living in such distruction
We fight We ****
We struggle
What changes
We continue to see
the harsh reality
We watch sadly
how things fail
We can only hope
Reality is it's not changing
Reality it's getting worse
How can we be hopeful
How can one live broken
We had chances
But our truth is
We put faith in the misguided
We didn't come together
So here we are living
in the mess of our reality
© Jennifer Delong 11/7/2018

Breath your scent onto me
I wish to taste you
I wish for you to show me
With your dragon eyes
Burn me with your fire
Let the passion fire red
Take us where only lovers go
With your wings wisp me up
Wrap tight hold me close
Let your skin become mine
Let us be where's our world
for us can only flee..
Come my dragon lover
Take me to your den
Where our passions
can burn fire red
© Jennifer Delong 10/26/18

I wish , I could be wicked
I wish , I could not care
I wish , I could be mad
I wish , I could show you
just once
how you hurt me
left me in despair
not a word shed
not a even a good bye
there's nothing , I could wish more
then , I hope karma slaps you like a *****
That's my curse , I give to you
cause your not a man
your who ? ??
© Jennifer Delong 10/23/18

My body helpless as desire seems to consume

My bed so lonely without you

As steaming hot passion burns uncontrollably free

My lips are moistened with my feverish tongue

As inside my hearts flaming desires are definitely ripened

My breast bare as the night chill gives them a rush

I begin to moan but try hard to keep it hush

Tenderly my fingers dribble down my bare breast

To delicate places my fingers slowly come to a rest

I circle my ****** as a chill flows through

Inside of me a passion burns so deep with thoughts of you

As sweat begins to build upon my body so warm

I linger on to places that even more feelings can dwell

Down to my stomach my fingers seem to glide

Down to that spot where my passion seems to hide

A hot burning desire, I feel the flames flowing so free

As my fingers dip into the deeper depths of me

So wet and flaming the power of my desire

Inside this spot is the total passion of my extreme desire

My mind trapped in thoughts of you beside me

As , I begin to moan with excitement, 

The faster my fingers seem to go

A deep sigh a ****** purr a deep emotion breaking free

Sounds of rapture wanting to erupt, 

And open up to this total ecstasy

A burning desire inside my body so deep

So much hot passion that I moan

Unable for silence to keep

Thoughts of you consume my soul and my heart

As this burning desire within me comes forth to depart

I let go of myself and seem to float high above

As emotions inside me remind me of your sweet body

My bed empty where in my mind you lay

Upon my body a burning desire, I can't keep away

Oh tonight, I may dream and feel this
pleasure so true

But tomorrow my **** man

I will give all this desire to you and only you

A burning desire inside we both shall feel

As tonight may be just a fantasy

For tomorrow it will be so real

© Jennifer L DeLong 5/7/17

I feel like a trinket
Put up on a shelf
Only to be admired
You can only look
But please it's not a toy
Only taken down
for a minute or two
Then back to the shelf I go
You can't imagine
the thoughts or the feelings
I may have
It's easier to just put me on a shelf
How is this better
Why am, I not to be enjoyed
I know quite alot
I got a great sense of humor
But this isn't funny
Now ya got me feeling like a trinket
Can't tell me it's ok
I just can't live this way
Sitting on a shelf
This I cannot do
© Jennifer Delong 9/28/18

Sitting here listening to the rain
It's like a song playing to remind me
The air though fresh yet looks so sad
Times & days , I have sat
Feeling this rain drawing me sad
Lonely feelings arise from my depths
Hearing this melody reminding me
How can something so cleansing
Draw us in to only feel so down
When rain begins to pour
In doors , I will go
Try to stay warm
Hoping to find
Maybe this time
I will feel refreshed maybe sunny
For rain always draws a feeling
a lonely kinda sad
© Jennifer L DeLong 9/22/18

Within the mind , I travel
I stop & observe
I stroll thru the unpaved streets
Like nothing will stop me
I can go there or here
It's quite a journey
I do say but what a thrill
For what I see & hear
It's quite remarkable
For my mind plays rock & roll
While , I journey thru
Seeing art & pictures strewn about
I think , I could stay
Must , I go .. return
For you see , I like it here
As , I leave , I smile
My mind though never far
Can be stubborn
For you see
Can only visit
not very frequently
Quite satisfying
So , I will return
Very soon

© Jennifer Delong 9/22/18

Thinking is getting me lost
Lost in the memories
of someone , I used to know
Where did you go
Who are you now
Confused & feeling used
How did you get inside
Past my armour
Thought , I was steel
I will wonder how
I will figure it out
But for now just
My thoughts are on
Trying to heal
Trying to not get lost
In what I believed
The truth is
Just that is
I'll leave it at that
© Jennifer Delong

Legends say that hummingbirds float free of time, carrying our hopes for love, joy, and celebration. Hummingbirds open our eyes
to the wonder of the world
and inspire us to open our hearts
to loved ones and friends.
Like a hummingbird,
we aspire to hover
and to savor each moment as it passes, embrace all that life has to offer
and to celebrate the joy of everyday.
The hummingbird’s delicate grace reminds us that life is rich,
beauty is everywhere,
every personal connection has meaning
and that laughter is life’s sweetest creation.
From Jason Aaron Swanson
RIP 6/1/2018
It's not goodbye it's see you soon

The light was all, I saw
The door locked tight
I couldn't move
For a sense of warning
impaled me still
Mindfully, I screamed
Cast me protection
From this , I plead
I stared at that light
As, I kept silently still
But thankfully, I awoke
Just in time I do say
Who knows what was
Just beyond that door
©Jennifer L Dlg 5/25/18

Your there now
Thinking you have won
But warning is a *****
Who will come calling
I can promise you that
Your thinking you got it
But ***** be warned
Your karma is crawling
she is almost at your door
Ready or not
To late your done
© Jennifer Delong 5/22/18

Here we go again
45 soon
in a blink

Years gone
Celebrate another
getting older

Now I'm not asking much
Wanna have something
a little amazing

Tired of cruising
so accelerating
this dam pedal

Wanna have a little fun
Try something new

It's all down hill
from here it's true

So gonna make this year
Something to remember

45 oh 45
let's live a little
Be crazy , laugh and smile
Make it memorable
so here we go
turning 45

© Jennifer Delong 5/9/18

When you think of lust
What images do you conjure up ?
Is it truly what you imagined
Would that enough
Could it turn into love
Would you be satisfied
If that's all you could have
Imagine that ..
or for that matter
imagine me
© Jennifer L Delong 4/19/2018

Ask me if I care
As you play your ignore me game
Ask me if I hurt
when I see you online
acting like you don't know me
when I posted my gift
as usual you pretend it's not there
when you wanted me
you only wanted to play your selfish game
taking what you wanted out of me
not caring how I felt
not caring how Id hurt
when you decided you wanted no more
Leaving me here without a care
If only people really knew
how selfish you are
how mean you are
How you played me
all these long 5 years
just to go on to **** someone else
cause your not a man your a game
who needs to be turned off
and told to *******
So
*******
© Jennifer Delong

Wild and Colorful
sky's gone crazy , I say
Look it's lost control

Clouds are swirled
With colors so captivating
the sun has the sky lit to the eye

It's breathtaking & wild
It's got us in perfect attention
Staring gasping for words

Cameras clicking
It's got a heavy metal rhythm
Can you feel it
Can you dig it

Sky of wild imagination
Dancing with the wind
Twirling & Twisting

Sky & cloud gone crazy
Do you feel it
Can you dig it
© Jennifer L DeLong Dec 2016

Falling in reverse
As I fall I can feel my path
towards the bottom
Unsure of how far I must fall
will I hit so hard I break
or will , I bounce
It's never a good feeling
not really knowing
It's alot of frustration
With no communication
wondering what's coming
next and what will , I hit
I just hope , I don't break
Falling leaves me feeling empty
please leave a lil empathy
and maybe a cushion or two
seriously im not kidding here
Falling ohhhh nooo
now I hope to leave the ??
on your mind
how was my landing
down at the bottom
© Jennifer Delong 3/26/18

My eyes are my weapon
They can bring you up
or tear you down
they speak there own
language if you pay
attention
there exciting
can be enlightening
These eyes can dance
follow your moves
but do me wrong
they'll bring you down
I hope you never find out

© Jennifer Delong 3/2018

Life is full days of memories
to be made
Taking risks being alive
tomorrow is today
make it something
even small
say how you feel
be real be you
Don't let it pass you by
memories are vital
it's those that get you by
when life's full of ****
you can always remember
those days you laughed
those days you were hugged
its never to late remember
make it you make it something
Memories of the love you gave
the love you felt
it will be there I promise you
© Jennifer Delong 3/14/2018

Walking in a field
found a flower or two
can't quite remember
lost in a daze that day
going through my thoughts
I wish I could remember
We're they red or blue
oh well it was a just a day
walking in a field
I'm sure I'll do it again
maybe next time
I will remember
red or blue

© Jennifer Delong 3/2018

Eye on life
Eye is here
Eye of me
Eye of you
Eye can see
Eye can be
Eye I am
Eye can
Eye is true
Eye can see you
Eye of blue
Eye can't lie
Eye is true
No eyes
Can't see
Eye is done
Eye will laugh
Eye hope you do

© Jennifer Delong 3/7/18

When you try and try
how can it be
life's not easy for me
When you give your all
still it's not enough
there always wanting more
can't they see
Ive got nothing else
**** my bones clean
If you want
there's nothing I can do
I've got nothing else to give
I try I try nothing is all
I'm coming up with
You can't know my pain
I live with it everyday
Wonder why this hell
won't give me a break
Can't it tell I'm doing my best
can't it just let me rest
I need a change
I'm begging for change
A little happiness
Why is it not for me
Why am I not worth
as much as this life
Where can I hide
Where can I find
a little peace
I work and can do
just about anything
I have a soul it is kind
my intentions are good
So how do I stop the bleeding
it's ripping me apart
I feel like jumping
I feel like not breathing
would then I find
at best a little rest ..
© Jennifer Delong 3/6/18

Mystery of me
do you see
Do you wish to

It's a mystical trip
If you could go inside

You'd find a heart that's been stitched
a soul with loving magic music soaked
A beauty that's sad and alone
Some happy rivers flowing wildly
Trees with leaves of memories
some special special delicate flowers

When you see me
Do you really know
How , I crave to be loved
touched with good intentions

Wildly daring but deeply loving
Seeker of truth wise in years
Giving of all within me
stories so many
but in it all
is me all me

Mystery only
If you don't wish to see
© Jennifer Delong 2/2018