Pour me a drink I want my ******* soul to sink Deep enough to float and chill Maybe then i will take it easy
Maybe then i wiĺl fight no more Maybe then it will all be smouth
Pour me another drink I dont want my mind to overthink About the future Maybe i will **** things up Wait , things are already ****** up **** , how did they get ****** up ?
Pour me another drink ( a strong one this time ) I want to sit and overthink About how did i **** things up ? Was i angry ? Was i reckless ? **** no , i actually was indifferent So ******* indifferent .
Tears fall off my cheek, every night i cannot sleep Why? i just want to dream, but i'm burden hurled and threaten by the memories in the back of my mind filling me like a creek I want silence, a hushed mind not a rambling mushed one Sometimes i may think today will be the last pick up the blade, take it to the vein I put it down, can't, cause no more pain I'll stay in this pain, i don't want no one to feel this way
I said it'd be idealistic the way I would meet someone but I can't tell with you If it's **** or something else There's a strange stirring The diamonds on your finger there's something real about you and it disarms me completely
How slowly it crept on me a deadly poison I drank the brackish liquid nestled in the dunes of my mind and realized again what it felt like to be in love
It makes no sense you don't say a word I laugh at every single thing you say you're the best thing I've ever heard
I stare into your eyes and I am a child I am lost without myself, my mind wanders It does not seem real and I am unable to even speak I cannot tell you What it means to feel again How you've so gently warmed my heart how you've given me hope, a thing, a reason I want to thank you and It's not even you