Judge if you want,
we are all
going to
die

I intend
To deserve it.

I can laugh
Because I have
Known sadness

It's hard to let go of someone
When you loved them it hurts to let them go off on their own
I can't let it go so I fake it
They think I am ok
I am not ok
I didn't let go because I can't
I care too much to do so
I can't let go
I pains me too
But I guess I will now
I see you with them
I will let go
For your sake

Lies are used to Build Walls
Lies are used to Barcade our true selves in.
Lies are used to Hide what we think is wrong
Lies are used to Build a fase world that encases us and destroys our humanity.

It's a race.
We are all running in it.
But no one wins.
Unless they cheat.
Some people get lost on the way.
I am running.
Close to first.
But all I see is them laughing at me.
So I am crying out at them.
They won't stop.
They cheated.
So I am running still.
But it hurts.
I am trying so hard.
So I am running.
In the game of life.

Life is short,
so make sure you
make use of it.

We're so obsessed with
finding someone to love us
Because we need to feel like we matter to someone
When we can't
matter to ourselves

All Monsters
are humans

People tell me to "Move On"
How can I when I hurt
Then I get told "Forget"
How can I if it hurts me
I lost my greatest love
When I was young I lost my cat, dog, and fish
They told me to move on and forget
Buster
Lexi
Star
I won't forget you
I loved you all
Don't forget anything you care for
Remember but move on from the hurt
Let it build you up
Move on
but don't forget

My life is messy
Everything I touch falls apart
I pull away because I am afraid I will care
I don't want my love to hurt someone
Everything I do messed something up
Why can't I do something right?
I am never that lucky
I am maybe just a little more smart than most people my age
That's the only good thing about me
Everything falls apart around me
I fall apart
Everyday
Why?
Why can't the clouds go away?

Your writing my story My Fox.
Your writing it for me and all I can do it read it and find that...
You make my life perfect.
I am sorry that I didn't see how much you cared.
I want to say yes to everything you say.
Follow you around like a lost puppy.
Thank you for writing my story.
But I think I can take it from here now.
I never realized what you did for me.
Now I do thank you.
I am sorry if I caused you trouble.
Thanks.
My Fox.

Life never treated me far,
I ask too many questions.
Know too much.
Loved too little.

I keep it all inside because I'd rather the pain destroy me, then everyone else

Don't worry about people from our past

There's always a reason

Why they didn't make it to your future

I am a protector,
I protect those I hold dear.
But... I sacrifice myself for others,
I have no time for myself.
I lose who I am,
But I protect those I love.
They say that I am too
Brave,
Fierce,
Wise,
And protective.
I am like a treasure map but without the X
I am useless without who I really am,
But I am useless without the people I care for.
So I gave myself up for them.

Life is like a puzzle.
Some peices you lose.
Some it takes you forever to fit them in.
Then there are the ones that fit in easily.
I am one of the lost peices.

You cry to feel better
But it only lasts a little bit
You hide your scratches with long sleeves
You hide your dark circles with makeup
You hide and let no one it because you are to sad
This breaks people
It broke me
Let someone know the truth
It gets better some say
For me it stays the same but we are all different
I hope things get better for you

I fell into a pit of sadness
I tried to keep up and pick everyone up
I did so but hurt myself
Being sad and heart broken
is like you have broken ribs
It hurts to breath
But you need to even though you don't want to
I tried
Now I am in a pit
I can't get out or escape
It was a trap
And I fell for it

The definition is:
A condition or quality of being sad.
It's more than that,
It is...
well--- how do I put this?
It's a way we express our displeasure with something sadly.
Sadness is an emotion, an expression, a state of mind.
Sadness its weakness...
but also,
Strength.
Sadness is a state where we feel sad and express how sad we feel.
Some of us express sadness by, crying, hiding, and being quiet.
But sadly some of us cut, burn, mutilate, and starve ourselves.
Sadness is good and bad.
Sadness is something I give off as I write this poem.
Realizing what I have done and what I will do.
I strive though to change.
Sadness is something,
Good and bad,
Sadness is something that is seen as,
Strong and weak,
Sadness is seen,
as a state of mind and thought

Sad people
Always try and make
other people happy
because
they
know
how
terrible
it is
to feel
worthless

It helps you know what physically is coming
Some don't have this gift
Use it wisely
I am losing mine
Please us it knowing some don't have this gift
Please be happy you have it

I have always felt
Sleep is one step away from death.
So if that is so...
We come so close to death every night.
Is that why I love sleep so much?
But sleep helps bring us life for the next day.
It brings dreams.
And lets us think.
So is sleep bad or good?
We may never know

Be more like the snow,
cold and silent.

The easiest solutions to our pain
Are the most frightening ones

Sorry
Thats all I can say to you.
Sorry
But thank you for trying.
You are writing my story and it makes things hard for you, because all I do is spell check it and sometimes I am wrong.
Sorry
Take care
For me

Someone once stabbed me in the back.
Then,
They asked me why I was bleeding.

Stand up
Be brave
Fight back

The most precious and valuable smiles
are from
Those who suffer the most

The person always willing to fight.
Is right next to you.
That one who has been with you for forever.

Silence is
the greatest strength.

The other day a ******* the bus was talking to someone
She said, "If you can't see, hear or whatever, or don't have a limb, you should **** yourself." The other girl agreed with her and everyone on the bus started talking too.
Me, my brother, and one girl didn't agree with her.
Out of maybe 30 kids, only 3 of us didn't get involved.
The girl turned to me and said, "Like her, she should **** herself."
My brother didn't hear this...
"If that makes you happy, then I will. Because people like you make this world a living hell, so I would **** myself if that makes this world just a little better."
She laughed, and some other kids laughed.
The truth is that was the day that I lost my best friend to my anger.
I did try to **** myself that night and the night after that.
You shouldn't **** yourself if you are blind or deaf, or don't have an arm or leg.
This world likes to pick on people who seem weak.
But.
We are only weak if we give up that's why we have friends,
To hold us up.
Please don't be like the girl the other day.
Lift those people up,
The people that are not "Perfect"
Don't be like that girl the other day.

Years
Months
Weeks
Days
Hours
Minutes
Seconds
It all ends
In time