Hot tears stream down my face and burn my skin,
Hot flames consume me is i burn for my sin,
Living itself should be i crime,
Just barely scraping by on the dime,
I guess hell would be better then being alive,
In this world how do so many survive,
Suicide rates have never been higher,
As peoples need for help becomes more dire,
But so many screams will never be heard,
So many people ignored every word,
Mind like a cage that keeps me inside,
Id ask to be free but I already died.

O' what I would not do to live in my dreams,
My mind is filled with voices and screams,
My head it feels as thought it will burst,
When I try to be happier it hurts the worst,
I try to be silent and sit in the dark,
But my brain just shorts and continues to spark,
The fire it lights consumes all it can see,
My mind is a prison and I will never be free,
It hurts like hell is only in my head,
Most time it flares up I wish I was dead,
The things they say it makes no sense,
I can be completely alone yet feel so tense,
I used to be loud and crazy,
Now I am sad and lazy,
Why cannot my mind be

My mind drifts so far away,
My heart slows as it begs me not to stay,
In this reality we are like cattle marked with a brand,
So we must find our way to our own Never-land,
We spread the our wings or ride our kites,
We could fly by day or through the cover of many nights,
  A place we can go where we long to be,
A place where our dreams play as they always longed to be free,
Whether our Never-land is a Island or Planet,
Whether its a house made of logs or a cave laden with granite,
A place that is wild or peaceful and silent,
A home filled with love or broken and violent,
We all have a place we would rather inhabit,
From the largest of foxes to the tiniest rabbit.

Someone slap me in the face,
So I can forget that I am a disgrace,
Someone **** my pain,
So I can stop going insane,
Someone fix the voices inside,
So I can finally hide,
They scream at me and say I am wrong,
To listen to music be happy or sing a song,
All the noise hurts as my soul weighs me down,
I fell as though the sound is the water in which I drown,
Could I ever be happy again in any way,
If not yesterday perhaps today,
Id gladly give heart soul and mind,
To finally have joy to stand behind,
But inside I cry,
I feel like I should die,
I hold my breathe waiting to see black,
And let it out wishing the air was crack,
Cause id rather be anyone but me,
Cause them maybe I could be free,
But if must stay me,
Can someone help distract me from myself...

My sweet release so sad and dark,
Was the start of the black fire that tiny spark,
Ignite my once weak soul,
The fire that burns me is what makes me whole,
I have become the pain,
My soul is no longer free to stain,
I am Greed,
I am Lust,
I am Hunger,
I am Malice,
I am Hate,
I am Wrath,
I am Envy,
I am Sorrow,
I take it all I breathe it in,
I am it and it is now within,
My soul shakes at what I have become,
But its now all said and done,
The monster I am now all may fear,
Till the day I die and disappear...

How can this ever possibly be,
That this would ever happen to me,
No not another day,
How could life even find another way,
To hurt my heart and melt my soul,
I guess I will just never be whole,
Another way to feel alone,
As I wither from skin to bone,
My body shake shivers then stops,
Yes I wither like freshly poisoned crops,
Nothing left to fear,
I guess this means the end is near,
I shed my last silent tear,
Before I tell you all goodbye.....

________
Every time I see your face,
_________
It makes me feel like I found my place,
__________
I wish I could see it everyday day,
_________
I wish I could tell you everything I want to say,
____________
I wish I could see your smile on replay,
___________
I wish these thing cause you are perfect to me,
_____________
And I hope I make that clear to see.
_____________

>>>>>EMO<<<<<
>>>>>ALONE<<<<<
>>>>>SUICIDAL<<<<<
>>>>>YOUNG<<<<<
/\
ALWAYS
\/

People still don't care about my dream,
They act like what I love is just a meme,
They stomp all my hopes of being me,
They act like who I am just cannot be,
I am so sick of you hating what I love,
Isn't this stupid hate easier to stand above,
If you really love me then set me free,
Let me grow wild like a redwood tree,
That is not to much to ask for,
U just say it is as a reason to close my favorite door.

I had a meaning but now i am lost,
I must be unlucky that this thought my mind crossed,
I thought that i could sustain,
that which i cannot obtain,
And now i fell feel lost,
Lost Lost Double Heart Crossed,
Drowning in a river of dreams,
That sinking deep between the board's cracks and seams,
Lost, empty, pointless, and broken,
Ask me how i am feeling? Fine, enough spoken,
I am doing fine
FEELING
INTENSELY
NEGATIVE
EVERYDAY
But some reason i feel lost in every way,
What should have been a burden off my chest,
Is this constant feel of sorrow and unrest,
I brought somone into my life and made them my all,
I thought they would love me forever if i could stand tall,
But wearing stilts will never help those who are hard to love,
when you feel dead inside nothing can help you stand above,
The feelings that you are lost in,
The feelings deep within,
The feelings that grasped the mind heart and soul,
Only end up eating me Whole,
Save Our Ship,
Here's A Tip,
Don't have hopes for the things you cant have now,
Only hope that one day you can .

All roads lead back to black,
the sound of leaking blood from bodies in a sack,
A rose of white begins to fade and slack,
and is quenched in the glory of one that is black,
The shirt fell off the rack,
Wasn't onto paint but it still turned black,
When anyone falls of the track,
Their souls turn black.


{|JOIN THE LEGIONS|}

Skin them alive,
leave none to survive,
Shred them to pieces,
I am as phantom as cold summer breezes,
Lapping up blood like a good cat,
Eating children rather than a rat,
I can take flight like a bat,
Beat you to death from behind,
Eat your bones fresh from the grind,
Cut your throat pull out your tongue,
Can't find your body its so far slung,
A lil here a lil there,
*♥♥DEAD BODIES EVERYWHERE ♥♥

{|:|::|:|}
I am writer,
|::|
I am not a fighter,
|::|
But the pen is stronger than the sword,
|::|
and spilling blood isn't as powerful as a single word,
|::|
Fear that of which the writer will write,
|::|
Cause the writer is always right,
|::|
And his knowledge is what you think of till the end of the night.
{|:|::|:|}

Anything I would do for you,
Everything is something i would do too,
Cause in the end all i want is you and me,
Together and free

***>>>>>FINE<<<<<<***
***>>>>>UNTIL<<<<<***
***>>>>>NOW<<<<<***

The Kat was always the better side,
The crow was always her place to hide,
The Kat had a heart of Shattered Glass,
The Crows heart was quite the lifeless mass,
But every time their paths cross,
Off their hearts they pull the moss,
And surface the love the knew they had,
Together smiling and feeling glad.

I cant say anyone smells more like flowers,
I can say u look better than any towers,
I cant say anyone looks more like a rose,
I can say u r beautiful from your head to your toes,
I cant say anyone is more kind,
I can say you are always there for me to hide behind,
I cant say anyone is more of a freak,
I can say i love you cause i am a geek,
I cant say i hate you,
But i can say i love you too.

______________
I will fall for you if you fall for me,
|<>|
If we fall for each other we will be falling free,
|<>|
And I promise as we grow close to the ground,
|<>|
My love will be the loudest sound,
|<>|
That echoes gracefully in your ears,
|<>|
And I will wipe away all your tears,
|<>|
Because I Love U.
______________

''':::::Stuck:::::'''
''':::::Magically:::::'''
''':::::In:::::''­'
''':::::Love:::::'''
''':::::Eternally:::::'''

***>>>>>WANT<<<<<***
***>>>>>ANOTHER<<<<<***
***>>>>>LITTLE<<<<<***
***>>>>>LICK<<<<***



{Ø|\BLOOD IS GOOD/|Ø}

|-1-|
I love you Beautiful Angel with a halo,
|-2-|
But I am a demon stuck in the flames though,
|-3-|
Growing wings and beginning to fly,
|-4-|
But I was born in chains and born to die,
|-5-|
Please save me,
|-6-|
Don't forget who we can be,
|-7-|
Together forever,
|-8-|
Never say never,
|-9-|
When I see You I set flight to the sky,
|-10-|
I break my chains and leave the world behind,
|-1@1-|
SO IS THE POWER OF LOVE
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__________________
Remem­ber when we ran away,
|<>|
Remember when saying I love u was all I could say,
|<>|
Remember when we would run into each other's passionate caress,
|<>|
Now we are in this ugly mess,
|<>|
But with all these good times in our mind,
|<>|
It allows us to hide behind,
|<>|
Foot long smiles,
|<>|
That we can wear for miles,
|<>|
Thank you for the good days,
|<>|
That keep me going when things go the wrong ways.
__________________­_

Hi am crazy,
I have the perfect mix of soldier and lazy,
When i pass the flowers die,
When i pass the children cry,
I laugh i joke i have good fun,
Slaughtering all the people under the sun,
I am just an innocent child,
All the crimes i have done are just quite mild,
Except all the things that make me smile,
That list of accusations is quite the pile,
Each one could put me away for life,
At least those people don't have to deal with all their strife,
So let me sing,
And let me bring,
The death i love,
No peace or dove,
Bullets and rockets,
Picking dead men's pockets,
Plastered my face with many a smiles,
As i carry on my fun for miles after miles,
All my friends carried away,
Of course for the time they need to pay,
They thought it would be cool but they knew i was mad,
But at least i will never have to be sad,
Which is a fact that makes me quite glad,
Sorry if i hurt you a bit,
But that building just needed to be more lit,
Sorry if your parents died,
Not my fault they failed to hide,
Sorry for all this chaos i bring,
And that is the only thing about which i am lying.
/|LONG LIVE ANARCHY|\
\|FOREVER  AND   EVER|/

Lying and crying,
her love I am trying to be buying,
Slowly sighing,
Never relying,
I cry and cry thousands of tears,
And the fall into my hundreds of beers,
Trying to wash my life away,
Tying to drown every last memory.

Life is all up in the air,
But i don't care,
Can't get my siblings outta my hair,
I just don't care,
Using my time i don't have to spare,
Guess what I DON'T CARE.