#doubtful poems on Hello Poetry

Jahanvi Goyal Sep 2014

A moment where I know yet unaware;
A moment where I'm complete yet missing;
A moment where I'm strong yet scared;
A moment where I believe yet doubtful;
In this moment, I am and I am not.
In this moment, I...

#poetry #short #pain #sadness #moment #confusion #writer #author #doubtful #poetess

Ilakiya Kasinathan Aug 2014

How do I feel?

Sitting near the window pane,
I know I'm going insane.
Outside flies the vehicles so fast,
I know I'm left aghast.

Thinking how time flies so quick,
I know I can no more think.
Just when I feel the breeze,
Reality makes me freeze.

Gone are the days I live,
For now i feel i just survive.
People leave and people come
But I know I left a mark on some.

Am i confused? Am I sad?
Am I anxious? Am I glad?
Am I lonely? Am I doubtful?
All these aside, I know I'm hopeful.

#sad #lonely #confused #hopeful #anxious #doubtful

Marlo Jul 2014

Robot Emotions

I’m feeling nothingness.
No giddy happiness.
No depressing sadness.
No uncontrolled rage.
Nothing.
I’m not in love right now.
I love people, I know, but it doesn’t make
My heart pump, race.
I don’t fantasize my suicide anymore.
I don’t cry myself to sleep, either.

Maybe I don’t know what I am,
Because I’m on new grounds.
I’m used to sadness.
Comfortable in my depression…
So now,
I guess I’m just numb.
Maybe a bit confused as well.
I cry when I think of someone I use to have.
I want someone to hold on to,
Someone to hold on to me.
I laugh when something’s funny.
I get mad when someone aggravates me.
Overall though, I’m plain.
Blank.
Numb.
Nothing.
Overall,
**I am nothing.

hm...
. *** .

#ex #sad #emotions #nothing #laugh #numb #angry #mad #worried #doubtful

Leena Vango Jul 2014

"I don't know what I'm looking for, but this isn't it."

She invested much of her time into something that, in the end, proved to be worthless and a waste of time

She didn’t know where, but she could feel herself moving away from anything that could be beneficial towards her.

She allowed her uncertainty to grasp ahold of her.

Discouraged as she was, whenever she sought, she was disappointed with what she had found.

She feels herself becoming as idle as the worn-out people she loathes.

She doesn’t know what to believe. The external world has a way of disguising too well inner turmoil.

Is it even there?

#life #lost #thoughts #mind #doubtful #aimless

anonymouswasawoman Jun 2014

Step by Step

I'm going to take it one step at a time
Because I'm not going to pretend like I have it all figured out.
In fact, I'm filled with doubt
As to what the future holds
Because I'm tired of listening to what I am told .
Not because I'm rebellious but because like me, they don't know.

You know when you're in the middle of the present and future, and you don't feel like you're going anywhere and people try to tell you what to do? I just know it will all work out in the end, sometimes all we have o do is wait.

#future #confused #step #doubtful #babysteps #itsgoingtobeok

Sarah Procak May 2014

Backstabber

I never knew what it was like
To feel so ******* betrayed
Until I met you

All my secrets,
All your lies
Flooded to the surface
The day you turned your back on me

You are the reason
I do not trust

#broken #confused #lost #hurt #liar #**** #you #done #backstabber #doubtful

Elaine P May 2014

Helpless

I just want to be helpful
You're having problems and no one is around
I try to take a step closer
Time stops and thoughts strike
You're being nosey
Stop
Why are you eavesdropping
Words no longer exist
I'm opening and closing my mouth like a fish out of water
Must leave to try again another day

#doubtful

Daylight 4U2C Apr 2014

Thoughts Petrifying

My hand and gripped hair
The threats?
"I CAN rip you out, I just CHOOSE not to."
Is is fear, despair, madness, loathe?
The answer is empty of meaning.
What is known would be ignored,
as all said seems true,
but fake.
Boundlessly vain.
silly,
worthless;
doubtful.
What am I looking for in this effort?

I know.
I see.
I hear.
I believe.
One thought twigs into another.
I even wonder if the ocean can breathe.
Breathe life into me.
Aliens don't exist,
but nightmares and demons do?
A problem,
unwanted.
A result,
unwanted.
An answer,
only a lie,
....
unwanted, unwanted, oh so unwanted.

I scream inside,
and every inner glass is shattered.
I yell,
"Notice of Insanity Uprising!"
They yell back,
"That's Life."
Upon those words I numb my mind,
I release my grip.
I let go of everything.
MY face: gone
MY body: gone
MY hope: gone gone gone
Anything and everything that was me leaves,
and my body becomes a cadaver.
Drifting side to side,
in and out.
It's more calm now though.
My mind is no longer driving me crazy.

For we have reached our destination.

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