Caught in this space between (life) and death, Trying to muster the (will) go on, To (get) back the joy in my hollow eyes. I wish I were (better), stronger, enough For (my) loved ones, who anchor me when I drift away, They call out, “(Darling), come back to us”.
Some girl I never knew knew an art that wasn’t kung fu. She did not whistle well when her peaches didn’t sell. And a boy I never liked loved her not at first sight. He kissed her on a day it didn’t rain never to lay eyes on her again. Nary a soul whispers her name, nary a heart feels any shame. She was pretty not so long ago, this girl I will never know.
I am spectacularly Ignorant. I cannot understand anything Complex, not to mention intelligent. Somehow, I am miserable at Every new thing I attempt, I Fail at the same things I watch my peers Excel at. Over the past few years, I have found that I am worth Absolutely nothing. I hate myself More than I ever thought was possible. I really don't think I'm going to be okay.