#disappear poems on Hello Poetry

Britt C May 2014

Him

He was the blood which ran through my veins
He was my thoughts before my dreams
which made him appear in my dreams night after night.

Why the hell did you have to disappear on me?

****. -even after a year,

You're still in my veins.

#feelings #hell #depressed #in #dreams #boy #thoughts #blood #him #his #**** #my #emotions #disappear #face #years #veins

i May 2014

tales (20w)

telling fake tales
of your ******
up childhood, isn't
going to make it
better or delete
all the nasty memories.

#sad #pain #fake #memories #hurt #unhappy #disappear #ache #delete #childhood #over #tales #20w #better #nasty #****** #remove #20words

Daylight 4U2C May 2014

I Chose This Path

I chose this path
No, no one else did just me
No one else did
So why do I want to blame it on them
I told myself I wouldn't cry
I told myself I shouldn't lie
I told myself these but, I do this anyway
I like to break the boundaries
Skipping stones across a forbidden lake
But I wouldn't listen to myself when I said stop
I grasped my memories; nothing else then I stormed out that door
I want you to believe it was your fault
I wanted you to hate yourself for it
To come to me before I left this door or....
at least to regret it all
But, I couldn't even be honest with myself until it was over.
I wanted so bad
To have some way of knowing you weren't just going to forget
forget about me
But I lied to myself we were never a "we"
It took me forever to realize
You didn't even care
much less remember me
So I take my memories, my blames, tears,and lies and will disappear before your very eyes.

#lies #regret #hate #want #eyes #cry #why #memories #be #break #realize #of #listen #bad #yourself #i #the #forbidden #forget #and #this #remember #much #stop #you #me #one #on #*** #my #path #no #when #was #about #it #lake #disappear #do #even #for #to #but #nothing #left #never #out #way #have #believe #like #forever #skipping #honest #over #lie #door #myself #we #all #come #so #were #just #did #care #that #at #less #blame #anyway #else #will #take #with #then #going #wanted #fault #them #told #couldnt #took #knowing #your #until #across #wouldnt #these #said #or #some #very #boundaries #didnt #least #shouldnt #blames #chose #stones #grasped #before #lied #stormed #werent #tearsand

Chelsea S May 2014

linger

I wish you’d left a mark on my skin,
something to last for days,
something you can’t do.

I considered lying back in bed
with you.
So that if I never left
and we never parted,
we’d remain in the glowing bliss,
and you wouldn’t have disappeared again.

#love #romance #*** #disappear #distance #linger

Misha Kroon May 2014

Nothing

And all at once I disappeared,
I knew it'd happen soon,
You feel empty for a while,
Until eventually you turn to nothing.
I've been nothing for a long time,
So the feeling never surprised me,
I just hoped I get to say goodbye first,
Maybe I can save it for another day.

And all at once I disappeared,
I don't mind as much as I expected,
I've been feeling like a ghost a while now,
It was only a matter of time.

And all at once I disappeared,
I hope I won't return.

Rambalings from a very sad me

#feelings #depression #anxiety #ghost #emotions #disappear #invisible #nothing #self-hate

i Apr 2014

worn out

i am so ******* tired,
of playing the same
game over and over
again,
doing the same ****,
over and over again.
i am really tired
of listening, watching,
breathing, living.
maybe i should
just simply disappear,
and never appear again.
i don't even want to
exist anymore,
dying would be
the cure for me.
i just want to get
a ******* break.

i Apr 2014

sad,

sad,
that's what i am,
right now,
in one in the
morning,
listening to
the smiths,
and i realize,
that i will stay
like this,
always.

my head hurts,
along with my heart,
and not even you,
can make the pain
disappear.

#love #sad #heart #pain #realize #you #hurts #disappear #head #smiths #inthemorning #rightnow