baby all I wanna do
is try and get along with you
why do we have to fuss and fight?
can't figure out, it's just not right
I know I slept in kinda late
I'm sorry, I don't feel so great
I'm trying to change the way I feel
but you just don't see the appeal
I can't be still, I can't be lazy
and you look at me like I'm crazy
or worse, like it's some kind of crime
to build myself and **** some time
I'm sorry that I can't sit still
it's just the way I have to deal
I go too far, I get obsessed
but if I don't, I get depressed
at least, if I work out a bit
I won't feel like a *******
lie to myself, at least that way
I had a good, productive day
and if I went to meditate
at least, I got my thinking straight
but with all this, you're just annoyed
with everything that brings me joy
can we start over?
I love you
I don't wanna leave
but when you
start to act this way
it really pushes me away
can't play guitar,
can't take a ***
without you finding fault with me
and that's just how
you make me feel
I gotta doubt if you're for real
so tell me, baby
what did I do?
I'm trying so hard to get along with you
don't wanna go,
I wanna stay,
but I feel like we need some space
to cook and clean,
to work off nervous energy
why does it have to cause a fight?
and cut into my sleep at night?
my anxiety, ADHD, and bipolar are all ******* with me at the same time today. Sorry if I'm getting on your nerves, I'm really trying to get my **** together.