I'll remember you long after this life Is through  
all I ever wanted was
you
To me you were Oh so
sweet you were my
world everything to
me
But I lost you to Heaven
and you and I had our
time together  I cant any  longer have
you
But If I had known I'd
lose you then I would accept losing you to Heaven
For Heaven Is to where you ought to be you deserve your place  In Heaven

Before I met my wife
I could move through
life like a ghost on a painted landscape not
seen by anyone, nobody
knew
me  
or didn't want to know
me, but I didn't care me
was me and all that mattered when met
Helen all of sudden I
was known
by
everyone
couldn't walk down
the street without
being notice someone would recognise Helen
we would stop-start
all the time talking
to
people
who didn't know me Helen's her friends suddenly became mine but when sadly Helen passed on
slowly people have moved away from
me
I'm starting to become
Invisible again to the world, very rarely stopped
In the street now I don't have Helen I'm now
again
forgotten
I can walk the street like ghost In a landscape
painting you would have to look very closely to see me to
most
I'm no longer there free to roam the streets to shop never really being noticed and the best I don't really mind that
much

Through dreams, I'm trying to reach far beyond any logical reasoning to much different
world

l suppose to time spent In fantasy land detached from reality but It seems
to be the place I want to
be right
now

Feel comfortable away from the outside world an
escape to where I don't feel I'm being dictated
to

by people that think they have a God-given the right to tell us what to do People who think they have the right
to tell when to eat what we eat when sleep when to wake when to talk, people who think we can't or don't have the Intelligence to make decisions for
ourselves

the average person has far more Intelligence than all these clowns that making an absolute disaster of our
country

and we all have to go
down with this sinking ship that Is our country because of there stupidity
and Inability of these clowns to run our country God help us
all