This year taught me people will leave if you love and care about them so much.

Today i declare out loud to the universe that I'm over you and i promise one day I'll show you how hard I was broken because of you and your lies.

Your smile is the answer to all my questions.

I don't know if true love really exist or not but I'm **** sure if somehow it does then it's not like how you loved me!

She was that kind of writer
who can mess with your
whole life

just to get a little experience.

Have a good day!!
            
                                     I'm having one.


             <both started blushing>

When you were there with me
We were dancing with glee

Late night talks, making each other blush,
smiling and laughing were our things
Each day gave me new wings

Thinking about our love i flew-up
Without taking any back-up

Then a day came when you were not there
Even the sun felt hemisphere

I am sitting here, alone in darkness
And wondering how is God so heartless

I waited and missed you a lot
But silence and despondency were what all i got

I'm waiting
And i'll keep waiting 
For you, to come back

If you come around
Please know that someone, you left,
Is waiting for you in the half track.

I wished for our happiness
And then
You Left.

The drops of my tear
Telling me you're not near
The color of love
Telling me to stop it's over

These lips of mine
Wanting to touch the heaven again
The heart of mine
Wanting to **** by you again

The scars on my left hand
Showing how deeply I was in love
The crack on my mind
Showing how much you're corrupt

The pain in my body
Erasing these symptoms
The hate in my blood
Erasing the shadow of us

The soul of mine
Seeking revenge
The sweat of these night
Will take your breath.

She needed him
Only to heal herself.

She never loved him,
she never needed him,
she never really did.

Still here
Still miss you
Still want to be with you
Still love you more than you loved me.

Look deep into my eyes
It manifest no lies
I'm done with your fallacy
Now I have no mercy

The deeds you did to me
Will never be pardon
I will face the eradication
And I will stand strong

Until then you keep
Laughing on my situation
Joking on my imperfection
Mocking on my glorification

I promise I will conquer a new lease of life
I promise I will show you the pain the sorrow and the consequence
I promise I will come back to you
And i will smile, smile and smile.

Life is beautiful without some people in it.

Don't try to find love
Love will find you
At right place at right time
Just keep patience.

Love was when she fought me
and we ended it by
hugging each other tightly.

She left me and I started loving myself!

Everytime I close my eyes
I see your beautiful face inside
That's not because
I'm still in love with you
But maybe because I still believe
that love is you.

No it wasn't not love
No our story was not like a love story
Cause you destroyed me completely
And now I'm working hard for my turn
To do the same with you.

I wish I could save those words
Listening to whom my heart emerged

They are still seducing my mind with their arcane
And all i could do is to hope that they aimed at me again.

Some of these night
I really miss you by my side
I hope that one day you will be mine
And our future will shine bright

You were beautiful
Inside and outside..

But when I know the real you
You're beautiful only the outside..

and whenever your memories hunts me
i tightly hug my pillow and pretend its you.

I was very possessive towards her,
i wanted her to spend her every second with me.
maybe that's the only reason
she left me?
Maybe?

I have to make them proud
but I don't know where i doubt
They make sacrifices for me
but all I do is to let them down
I always endeavour not to hurt them
but it's me because of whom they cry.

Maybe I am cursed to make their life miserable
Maybe I am a loser who is destined to fail forever
Maybe I should stop giving them hope
Maybe I should move out from their lives

I'm hopeless, I'm empty, I'm broke, I am faithless, I'm vain, I'm a failure.

Just for once i wanted to hear them saying that they feel proud because of me but maybe I'm their doomed son and just like me my dreams will also be in vain...

No I don't ever regret loving you
the only thing I regret is that
why why the **** I never lied to you.

And she talks about feelings..

She doesn't know that
She ripped someone's heart.

There were so many ways by which she can heal herself  
but she chose me.

And after promising him that not even death could do them part; she left him.

You came in my life with a smile and abandoned me with the same smile.

I remember the day when you said you don't fear losing me anymore perhaps you had capitalized only you will i adore

forever after, the fear was started taking its shape you started taking me for granted while i looked the other way.

Slowly and quietly my fear started taking a giant shape when you started avoiding my calls and breaking our laws.

I was so helpless but still my love for you was so full i broke my heart every single day with a fear that one day you may leave.

Today when i abruptly read these lines "there can't be any love without fear" the flashback of yours came to my mind i started daydreaming what if you never said those lines?

Respect the time
Then only time will respect you.

And the moment i slept on my mom's lap i realised your love was nothing in front of my mom's love.

She promised me that she would always be there with me
and she does what she promised

Her memories never let me feel her absence.

I still think about you at night
you come back to me with all your
sweet little lies.

My heart and my mind were fighting
She said "HEY" and they both stopped fighting.

"i love you",
"you're my forever", "i love you more",
"im never going to leave you",
"i'll always be there for you",
"i love talking to you",
"i can do anything for you",
"you're my world", "I’d die without you"
"i'll love you till my last breath"..

Things people do to pass time when they are bored and lonely.

Remembering you never hurt me;
Forgetting you does.

sometimes i laugh when I'm alone
sometimes i dream of you when light is on

sometimes i miss you when I'm with my friends
sometimes i want to hug you when everything seems like the end

sometimes i try to control my feelings when you say you missed me too
sometimes i try not to blush when you come too close to me

sometimes i ponder how did someone as beautiful as you came into my life
sometimes i wonder if I'm so much in love with you?

And after you left me to die alone
Drugs helped me to live a little longer.

And after that night i started believing in love
when she kissed my lips after kissing my flaws.

i knew it from very start that
One day you will leave me in dark
but i didn't know that
i will make that darkness my home.

I don't believe in forever, she said,

With a million thoughts in my head,
I said,
someday someone will make you believe in love and eventually you will start believing in forever.

And the way she looks at me
makes me feel like
the happiest person alive
in the universe.

If I had a gun with two bullets
And I was in a room with you,
I would shoot at my heart twice.

In the world where everyone want to share
their emotions and feelings to get free from it.

She hugged me and told me "I'm always there to listen to your problems and solve them."

I'm afraid that you are coming closer to me
And soon you will get to see my flaws.
I wonder what you'll think of me
once you know them.

Will you get mad at me?  
Will you ask me why I didn't tell you earlier?
Will you ask me why I hid them from you?
Will you leave me and never come back again?