each skin friction he made with mine
are leaving goosebumps on places
I never even knew existed before
and all creatures on earth disappearing;
he's all I can hear, he's all I can feel
he's all I know and I found myself
the moment I found him

His smile has rained over my ribcage
where inside rests a soil field
for him to grow hundreds of red tulips
as red as my kiss to his sweet lips
and they've been blocking my breathing
each time he tells me that he's leaving
or simply return to me and staying
so I pluck them all and start counting
one and two and three
does he loves me not?
or does he loves me?
until teardrop falls and I cannot see
cause it always ends up with him
not loving me

inside the car with your jeans undone
I held on to your rock hard miniature
like I'm licking a chocolate ice cream flavor
that melts in the heat of summer

I was holding on his rough hand
as if I'm reading the map of his journey
I was looking inside his eyes
that vividly lead me to the world unknown

I was quietly asking for his warmth
and he was gently granting my wish
whilst covering me like blanket
his perfume lingers until I fell asleep

cuddling inside the blanket
while the rain sings over the rooftop
is a lovely thing we should do
but don't you think listening to me
shouting back to the thunder;
yelling your name with pleasure
while my feet on your shoulder
is better?

that light hair color
the crusade necklace
and the way he behaves like a brat
whenever I make a sad face
I like them all, all of him
especially how he cling on to me
leaning his head to mine like a cat
he got me thinking,
I might have fallen for him
I fall in love with an idiot

you said I am the blackhole
inside your galaxy
and no one can disagree
to your statement
because I know for fact
that I have a love
within the space of my heart
made only for you
that is so forceful
it will consume you

I promise you will be lost
forever inside me
and at the exact same time
you will be safe and free

I went pass through that road
we used to take when it rains
as the music played slowly
and you held my hand softly
then I questioned myself
if we were so happy back then
why didn't we work out now?

She took a glance at him and fell in love forever
She married a guy she hates all her life
She sticks together with her best guy friend
She got beaten up but still thinks he's perfect
She never notice him but then one day he's everything she can think of
She falls in love deeply with herself and her world
She refuses to settle down but he made her does
She dates a lot of guys but never let him slip away
She devoted her love for him even when he's not hers
She doesn't know that she can love her so much
She stays in a relationship with someone else's husband
She never let go of her teacher at school who's 12 years older
She just loves her own brother more than she's supposed to
She broke up with him but keeps on coming back to him
How's your love story?

how can I not be a poet
when poems are flying out
like dandelions blowing
every time I see you laugh

Don't you smell that?
That's my parfume
he's wearing

Don't you taste that?
That's my lipstick
you're kissing

Don't you know that?
I am that woman
he never stops loving

The crowd shouting
and the DJ yelling
to jump or put my hands up
the boombox blaring in my ears
—at least it’s stopping my tears
but I am feeling sleepy
I hate alcohol so I’m drinking Fiji
sitting down and awkwardly lonely
with my mind wondering
how lovely it will be to curled up
inside your warm bed only listening

to the night singing your melody
and fall asleep beside your body
but what a shame
you don’t give that option to me

What a foolish little girl
The moment you were crashing down with emotions
When he pulled you close to his chest
He was feeling absolutely nothing

As for the rose you received
Is the game of illusion to deceived
Because that is just what he is
A very kind and gentle beast

they record the untold stories
about those moments about us
how they were shaped the way you like
the first time we met that lovely night
then they got awfully long
as long as our endless fighting song
until I cut them off again
so they stop tickling your nose
when you cuddle me like chain
but my favorite memory they record
is the fact that you're there
watching them grow overtime
brushing them off of my face
kissing them softly before I sleep
filling their space only with your trace

was it the ocean waves calling?
or was it your heart beating?
was it the little ***** tingling?
or was it your fingers tickling?
but it didn't matter which was it
cause I fell in love with them all

He is colder than the winter snow
But has the warm autumn smile
To glance at him is to be lost
In his mysterious dark eyes
He loves rain and finds solitude
Being alone in the forrest
Probably that's why he hates
How I make too much noise
His words makes so much scars
But his touch heals my darkest sides
Despite all that he does, all that he is,
If I have to describe him as a whole
—He is heartbreakingly beautiful

wherever and however we both met
I promise I won't judge you for it
so I hope you take your time
to get to know me even better
than just a girl who doesn't rhyme

please be careful of your words
cause I will hold on to them
please remember that I cannot
keep being as happy
as you thought I would be

if you only want my body
please kindly walk away from me
if you ever want to own my heart
know that it will be heavy
cause it has been torn apart

dear stranger
this is my love letter for you

billion blinks with each breathing,
thousand crossroads to nothing
are the dots of questions in my life
and with just one millisecond
of your voice saying "hi"
in that cafe on Tuesday night
I am able to create one beautiful line

for some people heaven is
a world without war
or a home and a family
or maybe a vanilla ice cream
but I have my concept of heaven;
it is you—laughing, smiling, breathing
—because of me

My dear
your words are
still hanging
on the ceiling
*of my heart

we fight over the smallest thing;
like how I love Ovomaltine
and he thinks Nutella is better
I treat him like a disappointment
while he acts like I don't matter
I am always so close to tears
and he's so close to the edge
what's odd is this;
every morning, I still wake up
with his arms wrapping me
and whenever he knows I move,
he tightening up his hug
as if he won't let me walk away
so I stay

for me, you are
the brightest star
I've been wishing upon
to fall

What are you scared of?
Me, I'm scared of roaches
and height
but above all
I'm scared of you
unloving me

habisnya seluruh suara
lenyap ditelan Samudra
bersembunyi di ujung lidahku
satu lautan cinta untuk kamu

ngga akan aku ucapkan
kamu ngga perlu tau

his heart is the present
that's wrapped beautifully
with tenderness and tragedy
and I am celebrating
my birthday everytime
he opens his mouth
saying he loves me

I saw her—your woman
She is effortlessly beautiful

She has this glowing skin
She has her youth
She even makes you smile
better than I could

I can never have what she has

But

I have lips that touches yours
the very last time
before you fall asleep

I have skin that warmth yours
when you're wandering
inside your sweet dreams

I have voice that you first hear
when the sun sings
after the moon sinks

I have love that you call home
and never forget to return to
cause it belongs to you

And she
She can never have what I have

do you still remember
how you made me fall in love
before I can even blink my eyes?

the act of
restraining self
from the hunger
of your sweet kisses
and the thirst
of your soothing touch

"you're pretty" he said
"I am aware of that" I answered

with my pretty face, I made him turn his
like he's under a spell, his eyes will follow mine
but I hope he'd see what hides deep inside;
look at my heavy luggage and help me unpack them
by then, I wonder if he'd still staring at me
and if he does, in return, I promise to treat him likewise

believe me, we were so close
we've never been that close before
cause he always shut the door at me
but tonight, something changed;

we were so close, very close
I was able to see my silhouette
staring back at me inside his pupils
while I tried my best to read his mind

we were so close, too close to be true
cause this is the very first time,
if he was a house, for a blink moment,
he let me stood inside his living room

today I ate candies
and chocolates
and ice cream
and I figured out
that they are
the flavor of you

***** makes me wanna dance
Tequila makes me **** *****
but Wine, oh sweet Wine
makes me want to get back
to my ex

I think the sweetest dress a girl can wear is her man's shirt

let's put it this way;
if you give me a chocolate cake
and a bunch of last night's leftovers
I will frantically eat both
because I love you
for your better
and your worst

and this is so dangerous because
he is the moon and I'm a mortal girl
who landed on top of him
foolishly taking her space mask off
just to kiss his birthday cake lips
and die

those fists of his
are strong enough
to protect me
and hold me tight
from the world
yet his arms
are so gentle;
he can carry me
to a sweet dream
like I'm home

the devil knows how to play the game on me
out of all those guys, he chose you as the main pawn
what to expect when I was not expecting anything?
he surely trained you well, that I should've expected
you broke through my fortress without warning
just like our very first kiss on that rainy season
the next thing I know, your hand met my bra clasp
and I got no power left to argue but fall hard for you

I am covering my tears
behind the night sky
just to smile beside you
before saying goodbye

the present he gave me
represents himself in my eyes;
a storyline I've always wanted to read,
the mystery on each page
I've been dying to unfold,
and the love in every word
I've been wishing upon a star for

You're the kind of addiction
I continue to inject to my vein
without having a single ****
about how I'll be in total pain
when you're done taking what i give
and leaving me nothing to gain

Truth is, if one day
years from now
in a crowd full of stars
somewhere in the city unknown
we ever bumped into each other again
in that one sweet day
I can bet that a smile will greet us both
cause the history once we share
was abso-******-lutely one great affair

He invited butterflies when he started
and
turned them into moths when he finished
*using me

Those tattoos of his
are the visual storyteller
every ink he painted
is a beautiful work of art
same thing happen
when he makes a mess
of my red lipstick

All I need today is a blanket, laptop, wifi, and his lovely pair of arms

no one in this delusional world
is willing to love me better
than myself
until you touched me
with the closest thing
I ever feel about miracle
and you made the mirror
changed my own reflection
to your figure
cause you love me
as easy and as much
as I love myself

you're the virus
on which I have
no immunity to

my point is
he's impossibly cute
and looks as if he jumped out
of shoujo manga

Time moves so slow
If only you know
I'm going below
And my pride is ready to blow

I will tell you tomorrow
When my tears stop flow
Cause my heart is yours to borrow
Under this fair sky we glow

Darling, I will love you,
Until you don't know any sorrow
Until the light casts no shadow
And the sun is no longer yellow

You are the only guy
who never makes me shy
cause you tell me I'm beautiful
before I use my make up tools
you always say my body is warm
and it belongs inside your arms
you love kissing my bare lips
yet appreciate when I paint it red as tulips
whether I'm dressed or undress
you stare at me like I'm the best