I see you
Alcohol induced love
Drug hazed fiend
Straight alcohol to burn away
Your thoughts, condolences, intimidating sneers
Burns away your resolve, yourself
while warring on the side of peace I fell to laughing like the medicine of legend and
i found I came here in the nineties and remind myself
if its truth is yours, y' know
otherwise, we survive
we live in joy in every generation
the patient perfect answer
old school rule surely the net is spread
in vain in the sight
of any bird
ah fantasy how do you form the knots
that bind reality
not me? A quest? same as a question,
all over seen by the serpent
standing ***** facing west,
on the point of ever
at this point. You passed. Look for survivors. Ask for nothing.
hope not much i mis spelle anything couls hppen now
Marigold, southern roses
in my backyard
there she poses
Camellia, there we dine
red lights, red wine
Marigold, flat-pressed roses,
that memory, it’s the tenet
of my broken-ness.
and its taste
the insides of my
in my blood
like a marathon
only to get
weak in the knees
and my mind was
once full of
is now emptied
into the sound of
and clanking glasses
drowning in the
in its rhythm
and my heart
people can hear it.
Did you hear it?
when I asked you
when I grabbed you
by the hand
going with every
beat of the music?
when we smiled at
and I told you
what a great time
did you feel it?
did you feel
drink the thoughts and feelings away
Then with a lucky swipe right on a long, tequila filled night.
The next chapter of my journey began.
You found me as I was trying to find myself.
You saw I found my way out of my own personal hell.
You weren’t part of the plan.
You make my head spin
like dancing tequila
A splash of
sea foam green
and minty tea
I could swim in your words
and never drown
because you always kept us afloat
Your ship was unsinkable
and it was stronger
than any other
Your mind has traveled farther than most
The experience you collected throughout the years
you were an epic tale in my eyes
A woven book
of summer kissed skin
It was something more than infatuation
and I craved to taste it
You knew what perfection tasted like
as if you’ve molded limbs in a soulful dance
or bathed in each other’s voices in song
You knew what iniquity smelled like
the sickening sweet scent
from whenever your finger bones ran
graciously along her hair like the waves rushed to meet the shore
And through either you created me:
a strong bitter abyss that looks too much like heaven
drowned deep into the naked ***** of the eye
If you had not laid your flesh like a crown around my throne,
their tongues would not have craved for even a single crystal of you
you who slips carelessly pretty upon the seas
Our amalgamation was never meant to be candid
no melange with our imprints meant to stand the kisses of the sea
our collisions orchestrate an ecstacy, one that morphs with my solitude.
I want to run away
And sit in bars
And drink myself to death
While telling stories about you
To anyone who will listen
Tequila kisses & ***** thoughts,
Hungover love shines through tired eyelids of mine
Drink, drank, drunk, on liquor, on each other.
Punch drunk love, is not real love.
I know you're my hangover love.
Hangovers ****. Just like heart break.