I thought you'd understand...
I guess it was all in my head
Like a song on rewind
going over the same verse
over and over again...

In the coldness of the day
A frigid breeze swirls past
The trees covered in frozen crystals
And hands that hold as cold as ice
When your heart is mended
Tapped and glued
The frost melts it away
While the fire boils
And embers burn to ashes
The frost conceals all in glasses
Stiff and lifeless in its grasp
If only the frost could render a damaged life
Because frost isn't as powerful
As the sleet that shivers a windshield

Glancing above
To the star dusted sky,
My heart twists and flips
At the very thought of you.
Of our wild adventures.

Can we be as close as we used to be?
To the blaring sounds of the radio,
Dancing till we're out of breath?
Clasping our hands tightly,
Unwilling to let go?

Listening to our hearts
Beat on endless repeat,
Laughing till we're the only noise left between us?
Forbidding our eyes to escape eachother?

The moon knows
How much I speak of you,
How our secrets tangle in the wind.
How much I long for you to stare up at the night beside me.

When the stars melt amongst the darkness,
They always lead me back your way.

To me
You're worth it...

the long road may be far
out of reach
but I count my blessings
a guide home

the setting skies
fall below
but the courage he gives
helps me live

i'm thankful for life
the mystery as it is
chasing dreams
being teenagers in the dark

home may be out of reach
yet in my heart
the miles are no matter
from point a to point b

All the poems
About the love
About the sorrow
About the broke and hollow
Were all about one
An "I love you" over again
I knew one day it would end
But kept trying to convince myself that it would last.

From the mirror window
What do you see?
From broken glass
And fallen dreams
What do you see?
The moon shines brightly in the nights
Where the stars glow past the darkened flow
The hollows whose bark falls apart
Landing upon a chill cold ground
What do you see?
In a window light
Shining brighter as ever
Leaving a path past the midnight
And a bird's crooked crow
What do you see
When you stare ever blankly
Through the shattered window?

my love for you will never die
like the everlasting beat of the stereo.

Catch me
If you can
But I'll still hit
Rock bottom
When it ends

Silent dreams
but all we hear
are violent screams

While the moonlight shines
the moon hangs low
calling out to those
whose hearts venture high
whether the moon be clouded
or unseen by the rain
they'll always stay
in hopes of reaching the stars above
while continuing to wonder
with the world in grasp
holding every spark
to let them shine within the moonlight

I love you
I can't help
missing you
you're the only thing on my mind
and now all is left
Is missing you

Let's let the world flow away
in the breeze of evening day
Singing at the top of our lungs
Shuffling through fields and crumbling stones

This love  
A touch in the bittersweet air
Forever remembering
the feel of your lips on mine
No matter the time

Colors are just colors
What's the point
of hiding the rainbow
in a world full of grey?

You lost my trust
And you lost me too

I can't help but think
what it would be like
If I had never had the courage
to talk to you
Would we still be friends?
Whatever you think "friends" is..
Would we still talk?
Or would we drift, become strangers again..
You don't know how much it pains
to fall in love
and pretend to fall out of it
You don't see past
the mask that hides the scars
You don't know my smile
Is all a fake
Just to please you
So you can leave me alone
Because it pangs..

before I realized
you were gone
life was worth
more then ever
now you left
leaving me dead
a person I once was

You are my only
Remedy

Without you
I'd be shattered
With you
I'd still be broken
If we hadn't met
The world would feel different
For me
And I don't know
How to change that

As soon as you left
My world came crashing down
I couldn't feel
I couldn't think
You killed me against the darkness

I turn to the sky
With a face of longing
Somewhere to belong
Within these troubled nights

I try to connect the dots
But they fall apart in my arms
Leaving behind
A million lonely stars

I look up to the song
Dancing along a bittersweet breeze
And dream of the day
These walls will become a home

I close my eyes
Touching the stardust trails amongst bleeding scars
Somewhere out there I'll find
A million lonely stars

Let the story free
Inside your eyes
Shining like a million suns
Falling from the night

In the dazzling shores
The sky fell from sight
Leaving but a trace
Of what’s hidden deep inside

Is this what we call love?
Dancing with fireflies up above
Is this what we call love?
Forgetting what we lost

You’re the risk that’s worth taking
Setting the atmosphere on flare
If the world spun in sequence
We could find each other’s stare

I wish I could promise
What’s been hidden from the start
But as soon as the stars tumble
I’ll be by your side

Is this what we call love?
Dancing with fireflies up above
Is this what we call love?
Forgetting what we lost

Secrets meant to last forever
Splitting at the touch
When a single hold isn’t enough
Cradling a flame in the dust
Your the one grasping all my might
When I’m with you
Nervously hoping that we’ll be enough

Is this what we call love?
Dancing with fireflies up above
Is this what we call love?
Is this what we call love...

When it begins to feel like rubble,

Everything's coming down.



Before the bell of noon,

Everything is coming out.

Long before the sunsets arise,

On a day before Saturday night,

Nothing  is going to hold me back.

Going on with daily sight.



To many might have heard it before,

On nothing but a rumor.

Going higher than intended,

Everything is coming out.



Today is turning to an hour,

Having it turn to a mumble,

Every time lasts even longer,

But it's everything for now.

Sorry
but it's hard to stay
to color
to run
inside of the lines.

At the wake of morning day
I’m guided far away
Amongst the overgrown gardens and trees
On an endless path to be

Faintest scents of herbs and tea
Scurrying friends chattering beside me
Rising sun dew brushing my fingertips
Alone along forests gaze

Where waves broke
pounding on the shoreline
where salt and foam fled
crashing into rigid stones
Clear blue waters
dark as charcoal moonlight
hammering in hurricanes
Racing with the constellations
to a place of stardust
Where she found
her home in the twilight

You make me feel so much
I can't wait to be with you
No matter how far the distance
Or the hardships throw
We can get through this together
With love in our hearts
Forever and always
I want to be with you

You make me feel so much
That no other could compare
It's hard to explain
You're the reason I keep smiling
Dreaming about the day
When all will come together
Forever and always
I want to be with you

You make me feel so much
Living in a world of far away
But for the distance
I can see us living free from harm's way
While we hold each other safely
Forever and always
I want to be with you
And never ever
Want to stop loving you

You complete me
In so many ways no other could
filling the cracks in my heart
With blossoms of roses on my cheeks
And a beating heart too quick to beat
This love won't be easy
But we can survive
Dancing in the rain
And finding comfort in our embrace

I love you
Past the moon
Past the stars
To the edge of the universe's reach

With love,
Erian ❤

The stars mended overhead
Igniting the night
Sounds of the bustling highways
Blocking out the fear of falling

I stared up at the skyscrapers
No one would notice if I fell
Life would keep going on
It always does

A cold breeze brushed through
Taking a step at a time
Up the skyscraper
Until I see the skyline

Lights exploded
In the whites of my eyes
A city engulfed in darkness
Standing still

It only took a second
For my feet to fly off the concrete
Plunging towards the ground
No one noticed I jumped.

The world keeps moving on.