Rose in a dew I thought I caught a glimpse of you.
Zooming in I thought I can get closer. Only to eye on upon a river amid myriad over looking stars.
A drop spans out to be a sea neither did it tarry. I thought I would give up that big is not for me.
But yet a scene never washed away is intact unblurred beneath the million waves of the sea. I thought the moon will give up! It can never touch but always returns over the sea can't forget a scene. So is me once that I chanced to see.
they are polluted by my delusion they were born to ruin my tears are acidic and my burden is heavy my fears are basic and I feel incomplete already it's a lot to wrap my head around, especially when my feet are not on the ground I'd rather ride the clouds or catch a wave who determined that life had to be so grey, day in and day out paychecks in and I already spent it, this hole I cannot get out my teardrops are acid and my god I cannot hold them in any longer my emotions are stronger the longer they harbor.
When the tidal wave came I was looking the other way.
I knew the gentle Shuttle had its shallow banks concreted, walled, ready for the diverted torrent, but for some reason I was looking North, thinking that way lay the Thames and its barrier, not knowing the wave would follow the Shuttle’s more meandering route
and I got it in the back of the neck.
SE London's Thames tributaries were reinforced when they built the Thames barrier. The idea being that once engaged, the barrier would divert the predicted tidal wave down rivers like the River Shuttle. We lost the gentle banks and gained the anticipation of a torrent.
Dear ocean, In the night, the water look like a darkness without any ends. The sound of the wave loud and crashing each other it can makes you drowned to it. Hold your breath human, reach your hands to the sky and survive through this hardship wave.
The moment you give up, the darkness will engulfed you, silence is all you can see, cold surround your body, heartbeat getting slowed, your body filled in with all the salty ocean water.
Goodbye world and I became a part of the ocean till forever.
I always having the nightmare where I drowned in the ocean. Wake up with short of breath.