You there,
I love you.
You are so sweet,
I admire you.
You are so sharp,
I like you.
You look less cute now,
But I bet you were the cutest child.
I love talking to myself,
This was about the kid in me.

Though I suspect that I won't die easily,
I won't try to get killed ever for dear life.

Though I have no one except my parents,
I will live for them - for myself this life.

At least till they are alive.

After they are gone,
My jijiwisha will vanish.

And I will simply choose to perish.

I am but the Sun,
I light things up often,
But they hide themselves,
Their skins get a sun burn,
So I am wanted by none.

They avoid me in the days,
Their sunscreens & shades,
But they do long for me,
I make things so warm,
In the winters.

Beyond the realm of sight,
Awaits us a honeymoon night.
Its real treasure will be our love,
This true beauty will be our trove.
A treasure of both our expressions,
Tone down we shall our expectations.
For novice luck doesn't always work!

As I push you harder,
I need to pull you closer,
For our union to complete.

O my baby,
You should smile now.
O my baby,
You covered a mile now.

O my baby,
You should strive now.
O my baby,
You're my life now.

(; So how about bringing that sweet smile back onto your flowery face now...? ;)

Hair got disheveled,
Harry just went bald,
But scored anyway.

"Love you forever,"
I have heard it so often,
But she could not stay true.

Neither to me nor to herself ever,
I was not ever loved genuinely,
All I got was fake promises.

If you are,
The ways are here...
If you are gone,
The ways are lost...
If you are here,
The end is as sweet as dreamt...

If you are here,
So I feel like,
I own this ground...

If you are gone,
So I feel like,
I don't have to breathe anymore...

I found you,
*I found life..........

Loving you was not easy for me,
A** lovable man I was approached by many,
Should I move on like you did,
Taming my shame under the veil of modernity.

Lower should I fall than you had dropped me,
Of course, I will never move on,
Veering in love is known to you,
Especially you because your love was untrue.

Well, I should wait for my luck to shine,
Enter I should the next relationship cautiously,
Love I'll with all the pieces of my broken heart,
Come it will sooner than never I am sure,
Of course, I won't move on myself,
Malfunction a true love won't,
Excuses will be missing for another breakup.

Baby girl, I love you...
Oh my baby, I love you...

Cutie, I love you...
Cutie pie, I love you...

Golu, I love you...
Golumolu, I love you...

You're my best friend...
Only my closest friend...

You're my girlfriend...
Only I shall be your husband...

"You wrote the best wishes for her,"
She continued, *"I really like it."
And all you ever used to say was,
"I don't like her fake personality,"**
Didn't you continue to cut her off?
You were only jealous of her, yes,
What didn't you do to put her out?

How shrill does the world sound,
Especially when I don't hear you,
You are dearly missed & wanted.

I cannot bear you away from me,
Freedom is awaited for you & me,
Nothing seems completed to me.

Skies too lose sunlight in the day,
Clouds missing water as in May,
It seems hot wherever they slay.

I.

There's a lot passing between,
You & me...
Suddenly.


II.

Though we are separate now,
But we've walked along...
Holding hands.


III.

The last morning there was sweet,
Sweeter it was...
Honey.


IV.

Waking up to a kiss on my lips by the morning dew,
I didn't expect it...
Truly.


V.

How can I ever thank you enough,
For coming to my life...
Dear.


VI.

You're the Angel that I imagined would come to me,
And yes you have come...
Dancing.


VII.

Now we just need to have some patience dear,
Soon I'll be making it big...
Promise.

All these words I scribble,
In hopes of gaining lost love.
All these thoughts I dribble,
In hopes of scoring some baskets.
All these nails I nibble,
In hopes of eating myself.
All is in vain as I won't be loved.

Thank you, oh thank you,
I had forgotten what love is,
You came and I was reminded.

You had me healed very soon,
Healed I was to good health,
Thank you, oh thank you.

Thank you, oh thank you,
I forgot what heartbreak is,
You left & pushed me into one.

You gave me a permanent one,
I had forgotten what pain is,
Thank you, oh thank you.

Thank you, oh thank you,
Deceit was not novel to me,
You cursed me into loneliness.

To anyone and everyone,
I'm sorry.
If I ever made you cry,
I'm sorry.
If I ever made you sad,
I'm sorry.
Now I share the song of life,
Happily.
For I want to spread joy,
Happily.

Ke tere hi khayaalon mein dil ye mera dhadakta raha,
Main teri hi chaahaton mein ab tak yoon bhatakta raha.

♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

That in your thoughts, this heart of mine kept pounding,
Desiring you, around the world until now I kept wandering.

I always forget the names,
Eversince my accident.

I hope to forget yours too,
Sooner than later on.

I am a good soul,
Housed in a body that's unluckily alive with some expectations.
I am but as good as a ghoul,
A smile always pasted across my face to mask the sad intonations.

Your memories will sure **** me someday,
Our memories together I mean here,
Unto the moon range our memories.

So today I dare you to ask a doc,
To refresh each of your memo,
Individual and selfish as you,
Love you do only your egor,
Least concerned about your own folks,
Never cared for what they are.

Look again into my eyes -oh- so lonely,
Upto the stars and beyond ranges the memo,
Vealed are your emotions unlike you.

Minutes were hours when I was loved,
End of my love is impossible to do**.

She had introduced me,
To Hello Poetry.

'Twas a day like none other,
I reached Amritsar for her.

Accompanying me that day,
Was my kind physiotherapist.

Yes, the very same physiotherapist,
Who I dubbed physio the ******,
For the pain used to be unbearable.

But no,
'Twas necessary for my betterment.

Coming back to Amritsar,
She was pleasantly surprised.

For she thought I'd play a prank,
Just like she had played one on me.

Giving me a false hope that she'll come,
Anyway, I went to her home.

I wished her on her birthday,
My physiotherapist went away.

I tuned her guitar as E A D G B E,
Eddy Ate Dynamite, Good Bye Eddy.

They laughed, her friends.
For who eats a Dynamite!

Well, that's the standard tuning,
Now I played a few songs.

Her friends were impressed,
Of me, she was proud.

I presented her a pen drive,
A Gaņesha adorned drive.

She loved it,
And thanked me.

After the party, she insisted that I stay,
I slept beside her father.

She shook me awake, and I was like,
"Who are you," she put her hand.

"Shh, it's me," she whispered,
I understood and relaxed.

She kissed me again at 3:30 a.m. on 24th,
This time I was awake and gave her my warmth.

Later, before sunrise, I went to the Station,
I had united with my Physio The ******.

I hugged her for one last time,
And we climbed on the train back.

Now nothing remains but memories,
Bitter ones to be more precise.

She cheated on me in 2015-16,
When I couldn't go to Amritsar.

My former best friend capitalised,
The ******* induced the breakup.

But that girl, who got so easily seduced,
She Wasn't Sad — Droņa Wept Like Kids.

And the immortal Droņa died,
Unable to trust anyone again.

In the mid of day,
It is getting so dark.

My dreams are all made of clay,
None could get the heat so stark.

All the leaves withered away,
The tree was left with no bark.

I am a man with some desires,
It is another of my many desires,
I would like to bring up a daughter,
It'll be done with you by my side,
I wish she be just like yourself.

Know that I have suffered,
In this world full of evil,
Life is the name of suffering,
Living is so very hard.

Mighty troubles inflict me,
Efforts to drown me down.

In the morning sun had risen in the east,
It doesn't usually yawn...

And in the evening the sun which had shone brightly during the day,
Had started to set in the west..

The days couldn't have been better,
If these are not the best then none can be.

Darkness of my life beckons you,
Come back with the light you took,
All the light was taken away by you,
Far 'way from me happiness you took,
Days remain counted & breaths so few,
Spare inside my heart at least one look,
Maybe that'll breathe in me a life anew.

In this world full of deceit,
Where should they be headed now.
The crazy lovers in love forever,
Where should they be headed now?

The fires are always guarded,
By the watchful eyes of the world,
Those who wish to immolate,
Where should they go and burn?

Those which are hard to recite,
And those that are hard to veil,
Confess, oh poor lonely hearts,
Where should those poems go?

It was KG,
And
I was very lazy.

Not instinctively so,
But
Because it was all so easy.

Suddenly I was in Class I!
And
I was very simply terrorized!

Enter mathematics class!
And
I was so confused!

Why the hell 1 and 1 became 2
And
Not 11???!!!

Then came calculus,
And
It was everywhere!!!

dy/dx, d^2y/dx^2 and d^3y/dx^3
And
Their integrations!!!

I chose science just for science
And
Not for mathematics!

However, a voice told me
That
Science can't exist without mathematics!

And I am a science lover.

As you will not be there
Because you are a bad girl
So, it will be so lonely there

I knew not what love is,
That was,
Before I had met you.

I knew not what caring is,
That was,
Before I did care for you.

I knew not what feeling is,
That was,
Until you kissed me.

I knew not what lust is,
That was,
Until I kissed you.

Yes, I have always missed you,
And now,
I don't feel like loving anyone else.

It ain't anything new,
Indians been doin' that
Since eternity.
Smearing the mud walls,
And the roofs of farm huts,
With cow dung,
For insulation.

Wait, if you are mature enough for that.
Love the dream of a beautiful future mate.
Work, on your health and even your career.
Love yourself to be loved by someone else.

Enter This Nightmare*

All of the nuclear powers make war...
All of them seek to gain more power..
All of the crows die in the snows brought down at all the places by nuclear winter.

I wish that I could say what goes on my mind,
I wish that my heart had its own loud voice,
I wish that you could smell it only in my breath.

I only wish to speak those three words openly,
I only wish to say those in front of everyone,
I only wish to receive you with my arms spread.

I want you to feel like having gotten the best,
I wait for your arrival in my life that day,
I will be right here for you each day every year.

Why do I get on the wrong books of people?
Why must I get to that area of their opinions?
Why should they stop being in contact suddenly?

Oh leave it!
Let them maintain their books.
The problem is theirs,
(-; Not mine! ;-)

I* talk of my days and my nights.

Mind the gap I won't when we meet,
I will embrace you just so very tight,
So very sweet will be the experience,
Soon one day we'll be together in each other's arms.

You will feel completed by my pieces,
Of my empire you will be the queen,
U**nder the same ceiling we will sleep.

Anterograde amnesia bothers,
But my old memories are fresh.

The old ones are as fresh as hours ago,
And the cold ones are as sharp as thrush.

In my previous life,
I used to be a musician.

Guitaring and fluting my everyday,
Life seemed to sweetly fade away.

My 6th sense failed me on a sunny day,
Collided and off I fell from my bike.

I fell, and I fell even deeper,
Into a comatose state on a sleeper.

A 23-day long coma existed in my story,
The 42 days in the hospital changed my life.

I remember nothing from that stay,
But I carry the vestiges of a battle.

The food-peg on my tummy,
It was incised inches above the navel.

Now even the extra navel,
It becomes smaller as it fades away.

I have no regrets,
Just the memories refuse to fade away.

With her, I am creating beautiful memories,
And the old memories will be overwritten.

Old songs are sweet,
But new ones are perfumed.

Scented with the new romance,
They will thrive and be forever bloomed.

I am happy with her,
And I can only be happier.

Not that I am immortal,
But through my memories,
And through my contribution
To science, to love, literature & poetry,
I Shall Always Survive.

I break hearts in this journey
But I am not proud of being a vandal
And I do not do it wantonly

Φ
In vivo, that matrix was the starting inverted commas,
Parents, the initial alphabets of my life,
I, the comma,
Accident, the emm dash,
My wife will be the penultimate phrase,
Children, the expected completing phrase,
Grandchildren, the probable full stop,
And Death will be the ending inverted commas.

Years to come will pass smoothly,
Yes, with all of the sincere efforts,
We lead a happy life truly worthy.

Brightly, these lights of love shine,
Bear with me, Angel, and survive,
We feel the moments beckoning.

Pointing towards a bright future,
Moments just lingering bit longer,
We sail with hardships reckoning.

The fantastic witch,
The second-in-command,
She's dead.

She was 89,
And though she wasn’t mine,
I feel a teacher died.

Our petrol sedan,
Looks so elegant and
Classy

Now running in its 7th year,
Still appears so new and
Sassy

Škoda its maker,
Runs on a VW engine and
Chassis

She is not my lady yet,
Seven more years and she'd be done with studies.
Till then we just maintain our honesty,
And we pass every test.

All tests posed by life,
We have to be patient & crack each of them.
She must learn more patience,
I must get her as wife.

She is not my lady yet,
But she surely is the maid with dark hair.
But she realizes now that,
She is my love & life.

He had loved you beyond reality,
Right there you made him unloved.

He struggled to prove you his worth,
You were everything that he ever loved.

He saw you read about feminism,
You misrepresented it as your brand.

Started on Facebook where we came across each other on a page we both liked.
Continues & matures on Hello Poetry as you guided me here seeing my taste..
But it would not end even after we die - because it can't be forgotten by all...
We have our own people here who like poetry and write nice poems too....
These dreams now seen by you & me will one day be materialized.....
Now you have started studying as I had told you to sincerely......
I'm carefree about future with you now - just so carefree.......
So this way our story starts each time we have words........
It'll develop each time we talk with more beauty.........
And until eternity will our story be repeated..........

Know it that people don't like me single,
Right in my eyes they look for you.
In a lonely life I yearn for you,
Please tell me my crime,
I** want to know the real reason you left.

Love...
My first true lover,
Indian Sänāŧänī beauty,
True like Đévī Kāmākhyā,
Actually in love with me forever,
Loving me like we are immortals,
Immortalized in our loving memories.

Sprouted an issue out of nothing,
I'm feeling bad about even fighting.

She is just a sweet little angel,
Why I thought about that angle.

Should she not be angry with me,
After all I quarreled about nothing.

You know this one's for you little one,
I know I can't afford to lose my best one.

I'm sailing this lonely ship now,
But it's nothing unusual or new.

I have been on this ship before,
But it's not like Deja vu here.

I sailed alone in my childhood,
Shouldn't be any different now.

I was alone, playing with the toys,
That time was definitely a luxury.

I was alone, staring at the walls,
That time was actually so cursed.

I'm still sitting alone, a book in hand,
But now I must read it & score marks.

So it's different & no Deja vu now.