Attack, pressed, cornered
Trapped with no where to go
Expecting, watching, judging
How can I speak when I'm out of breath
Disloyal, appalled, betrayal
Warm faces disguise cruelty
Rushing, gushing, maddening
A lump in my throat, tears threatening to flow
Misunderstanding, misdemeanor, misery
Have to fight the tears, give no satisfaction
Frozen, paralyzed, immobile
Quietly surrendered to the abyss
Crazed, insane, dementia
They can't get me now
Masked with their actions
No emotions shown
They've got me
But I too, have got them.