my trust in you fell faster than leaves off a tree you hypocrite you ******* I cannot believe you you've done it again you've taken my trust and gave it a spin and now its broken because of you telling me this but then doing that when will this cycle end? i just wish I could depend on you the way your child should be able to
you told me you loved me you told me "you are mine" you told me you'd love me forever you told me "you belong to me" you told me I was your alpha & your omega you told me "you are why I was born a man, to love you" you told me you were going to marry me you told me "I can never love another now" you told me you'd never let me leave you you told me "I'll put you in a box in the ground, before I'll let you go" you told me you'd never hurt me you told me "I'm going to **** you" you told me you loved me.
love is not ownership love is not obsession love is not violence love is not suppression love is not breaking bones love is not silence love is not feeling alone
you saw me like you see one of your treasured first editions a thing to show off to brag about to your mates a thing to pick up and put down to keep locked up to covet a thing you own.
I loved you when you were my loving lost boy of the morning I loved you when at loves first bloom you were sweet passionate gentle kind I loved you when you made me feel safe I loved you before the strong arms that held me close broke my bones and broke my heart broke my faith and tore it all apart.
This is my safe place away from you These are my feelings i’d never let you see I will not lie to you darling You know me better than that But I will hide these thoughts far away from you in my own little castle I’ll build out of deceit and misplaced trust.