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Ray
Jennifer DeLong Apr 2021
Ray
Does it always go this way
I mean you suddenly text
outta the blue
after you threw our friendship away
You erased me , blocked me
Shattered me
Yet here you text
and I can't walk away
I can't ignore
I want to trust you
I want to believe you
feel sorry
or you actually realize
our meaning to each other
Who am , I kidding
**** here , I go again
don't you dare
play me !!!
it will be you hurting
this , I promise you !!
© Jennifer L DeLong 🦏4/3/2021
Jennifer DeLong Apr 2023
I have resolved
the importance of real
The real keep it realistic
they tend to be respectful
they easily refrain from judging
They are refreshing and restore the rather cool way of being
There's no rage no requirement
its to be at a real state of being
rather then living in continuous frustration and in competition
It's remembering to keep it simple
Start each day to restore and revive
Reality keeps us from rendering ourselves ridiculously out of control
Living real is rousing stimulating
So keep it rad keep it relative
© Jennifer L DeLong 🦏 4/10/2023
Jennifer DeLong Mar 2018
Walking in a field
found a flower or two
can't quite remember
lost in a daze that day
going through my thoughts
I wish I could remember
We're they red or blue
oh well it was a just a day
walking in a field
I'm sure I'll do it again
maybe next time
I will remember
red or blue

© Jennifer Delong 3/2018
Jennifer DeLong Jan 2019
Well time to wake
Need to shower
Got alot to do
Wish I could wake
next to you
I do miss those mornings
Being close
Making your coffee
Kissing you till you woke
Those were the mornings
I miss I really do
Ok time to get my coffee on
Can't lay here all day
Ok there we go
Music's on
Coffee brewing
Hot shower
Now I'm ready
to get my got to do
done

© Jennifer Delong 1/23/19
Jennifer DeLong Mar 2021
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When I can find in this world a piece of truth and a knowing of trust then , I will be free of the burdens of my walls built so high I cannot see
When , I can find love with passion & truth then my walls will begin
to crumble
When this worlds comforts me & I can feel hope & a bit of peace
These walls will fall & my soul
will be set free
I hope I find this serenity
I desire this to be
So mote it be © Jennifer L Delong 8/15/18
SEX
Jennifer DeLong Feb 2021
***
I hear nothing from you
No just a text to say hi
Or even a how you doing ?
But then ....***.....
That's all
So you think
that will get me to respond
Sorry ....
I spent 7 yrs lovin' you
Still do
Sorry ....
I'm to expensive
You can't afford me
I need a how r you
A thinking about you
At least once in awhile
Cause , I'm worth it
So go *** yourself
Sorry.....
© J DeLong 2/3/21
Jennifer DeLong Apr 2021
I paint these walls
in shades of grey
The color gives life
to such walls
I thought I'd try
to go bold
but the walls
had best to be
in shades of grey
Now my job is done
The paint is dry
the cupboards look
so good against the walls
The owner is happy
and pays me well
Job well done
© Jennifer L DeLong 🦏
4/2021
Jennifer DeLong Mar 2021
The intensity with which we shatter
Those what’s-left-of-us shards that cut you deep
Brokenness and jagged edges
When prices paid with pieces feels too steep

Only two things cause our own destruction
We’re broken from without or from within
The damage goes beyond reconstruction
We can’t build what we built before again

Cracked into piles of debris on the floor
The remnants of escaped emotion’s cage
Whose seething burn couldn’t take it anymore
Disposing of it disrespects its rage

We’re broken so that something is released
Those shards remind us what we have to do
To put them back is just what matters least
But don’t cut yourself making something new. .... © Jennifer L DeLong 2/20/20
Jennifer DeLong Jan 2023
Wild & Windy
She was free
It felt like magic
She was alive
Her fire was a flame
She looked so happy
Wind blowing through
her  hair
Her soul was dancing
Each gust felt so fresh
Her mind so peaceful
Her eyes where the truth
could be read
She was alive
Wild & Windy

© Jennifer L DeLong 1/28/2023
Jennifer DeLong Feb 2021
Show me you are real
Show me you care
Show me with your heart
Be real or Be gone
Show me with your words
Show me with your heart
Do you really care
Be here now
OR
Be gone
AND
Stay gone
© Jennifer L DeLong 2/2021
Jennifer DeLong Apr 2018
Trusting my heart
is hard to do
she's failed me
time & time again
I can't seem to find my way
in this relationship
I try to relax & chill
but when , I can't read you
& only have your word
that's really hard to do
When all I want to do
is to consume you
that's all I wish to do
I want to fall in love
but
not knowing how to
navigate
when , I can't trust
makes loving you
scary to do
Teach me how to trust
show me the truth
Please let me
release this worry
give my heart
a lesson in love
trust you
trust me
I only want to share
my heart with you
I promise to love you
that's all I want to do
© Jennifer Delong  4/2018
A poem about my daughter & her boyfriend
Jennifer DeLong May 2021
For me it's quite simple
Love and Adventure
Laughing and Caring
Being together
It's really just that simple
Old stuff is good stuff
Would rather spend money
On going on roadtrip's
Spending time together
I need to feel alive & desired
I give so much &
I don't need much
Its that simple
It's the time we have
It's all we get
So why not enjoy it
Make the most of the moments
Appreciate what we got
It's really just that simple
© Jennifer L DeLong 🦏
Jennifer DeLong Mar 2021
Since that nite , I first felt ur hand in mine
It was about to become all about you & it started w ur touch that made me forget every dark and protruding insecurity that paid rent in my heart
the way your eyes sparkled
every time you blessed this world with your forgiving smile
the way your laugh sounds like every one of my favourite songs rocking
on the radio
&
the way I finally understood what a gentleman is when you grabbed me by the shoulders & told me
I am beautiful & kissed me passionately
That nite , I went out my door to go on our
First date.
It changed my life my soul forever.
And no matter what , I'll always need u
Your like second nature your just like breathing.
I love you it true

© Jennifer L DeLong 💙
6/4/19
Jennifer DeLong Apr 2021
Dreaming
Awoke to a different reality
Strange feelings
flowing on my body
Strange sensations
got me shivering
Do , I stand up
no I will just sit here
maybe , I will awake
might still be asleep
Hope , I am just dreaming
This would be a
a messed up reality
Dripping walls
Colors twisted
Sensations crawling &
tapping
So , I am just gonna sit here
till , I awake back to
reality

© Jennifer L DeLong 🦏
4/11/2021
Jennifer DeLong Apr 2018
Wild and Colorful
sky's gone crazy , I say
Look it's lost control

Clouds are swirled
With colors so captivating
the sun has the sky lit to the eye

It's breathtaking & wild
It's got us in perfect attention
Staring gasping for words

Cameras clicking
It's got a heavy metal rhythm
Can you feel it
Can you dig it

Sky of wild imagination
Dancing with the wind
Twirling & Twisting

Sky & cloud gone crazy
Do you feel it
Can you dig it
© Jennifer L DeLong Dec 2016
Jennifer DeLong Nov 2020
Where's the rush
When you hear his voice
Where's the passion
When you think about him
Yet ... you feel you know your
needing more
Need to feel Need to know
I am something more
Sure the *** is
incredible
but want to know
it's something more
so can you tell me
I am something more
© Jennifer L DeLong 11/2020
Jennifer DeLong Oct 2020
Tried of all the *******
I can't seem to rid my life of all the pain that keeps happening
Honestly , I am a kind empath
I do for others and my karma
is good for that I can say
When you have been through
what , I have in my life
Believe me its only peace
good laughs , good friends
you want a little happiness
So what the hell is this ..
My past lives must be haunting
me in this life
cause this **** is ridiculous
I feel like someones battling ram
Really about to loose it
& that will not be good
My inner spirit is a rhino
Thats 3 tons and a horn
gotta say , I hope they run
cause that is coming outta of a 115 lb women  
That won't end well
I can not go there
I can not
So Dam it
Give me a break
already
Seriously
So mote it be

© Jennifer L DeLong 10/29/2020
so mote it be , tired , frustrated  , need a break , peace , witchy , past lives , funy , truth.
Ghosts & Goblins
dance in the dark
Skeletons are crawling
in yards everywhere
Cauldrons begin to
boil as brooms
ready for flight
Witches gather
in delight for
soon it's
HALLOWEEN
Night
It's time to prepare
to ***** and scare
Time to plug in the
lights & decorate creepy pumpkins  
Don't forget the spiders
they like crawl and bite.
Let's all have fear & fun this
Halloween night !!
© Jennifer L DeLong 10/2024 ☠️🎃🧙
Jennifer DeLong Aug 2021
So quickly you forget
I just was with you
And so quickly
you forget , I exist
That's what frustrates
me the most
It's ok **** no it's not
I keep yelling to myself
Telling myself don't go
The text I get
maybe weeks later
I go again
I really can't continue
So quickly you always
forget ..
Why am , I so
quickly forgotten
I hope , I will figure
it out
And so quickly maybe
I will forget you to
© Jennifer L DeLong 🦏
8/26/2021
Jennifer DeLong Apr 2023
In swirling clouds of silver frost
The disk of Luna lies concealed
Across the Autumn sky they race
Over this shadow realm surreal
🌀
On this evening shadows now, I gaze
A gentle wind swirls through the trees
From depths of sleep, I watch half-dazed
Tiny branches stirring in the breeze
🌀
Lights are flickering neath mystic skies
Through gaps in trees, they shine within
Entranced is my mind as,I watch surprised
This spectral beauty in the wind
🌀
In dark shadows spirits are adrift
Translucent ghosts and dryads old
From this beach I sense their gifts
Strange stories from these woods untold
🌀
Oh let me join thy fest
spirits of this beautiful night
Before the Moon sets in the east
revel her misty light.
© Jennifer L DeLong 10/7/17
Jennifer DeLong Feb 2019
Chilly night
Snow covered ground
Giving me chills
Sensations of night
Creeping about
Is it tonight
Is it possible
I may dread
a fate upon this soul
Chilly night
Feeling fright
upon tonight
I can feel it
I can hear it
What is it
So close my eyes
Nice & tight
Hope. I wake
upon morning light
© Jennifer Delong 2/19
Jennifer DeLong Mar 2021
Standing on the beach, sand between my toes
What lays in my future, who will come and go
The sun beams down upon me,I look out
at the vast ocean in front of me,I wonder
I feel so insignificant compared to this ocean
What difference can I make,
will I even be given a chance
I realize then while standing there,
that all I have to do
Is listen to my heart
and it will pull me through
For strength and inspiration
are not material things
They come from deep inside of you
they give your soul its wings
So whenever you're in doubt
and you begin to stray
Take a look down deep inside
and the answer will come your way
If you only believe in yourself
you can make your dreams come true
For no one else can do it,
the power must come from you

Copyright ©2007 Jennifer Lynn DeLong
Jennifer DeLong Oct 2020
I like to take my memories for a walk
Every now and then
To chat and reminese
It's at times quite intense
But what isn't
To look back see from here
To chat and hear it again
Quite refreshing
I must admit
To take a walk with the memories
It's good every now and then

© Jennifer L DeLong 10/2020
Jennifer DeLong Jan 2023
Deeply I felt your reaction
like a sting a rip of fire
I had to run
I had to let the burn
heal or it would become a scar
Another scar I don't need !
I let you have your space.
I learned a lot in the time.
I found out who I am to you !
You have not reached out.
Ask how I was or if , I planned
to pick up my stuff ..
Not a word did I get from you.
That spoke loud and clear !
You only wanted me around for nothing more then your pleasure !
I am not someone you care or
respect as a friend..
Years spent between us
comes down to the truth !
Sadly I must accept.
Even if I care so deeply
love you even more.
Sadly I am left hear alone.
No friendship just the loss
ripping through my soul !
The burn must heal
for not to become a scar..

© Jennifer L DeLong 1/27/2023
Jennifer DeLong May 2018
The light was all, I saw
The door locked tight
I couldn't move
For a sense of warning
impaled me still
Mindfully, I screamed
Cast me protection
From this , I plead
I stared at that light
As, I kept silently still
But thankfully, I awoke
Just in time I do say
Who knows what was
Just beyond that door
©Jennifer L Dlg 5/25/18
Jennifer DeLong Jan 2019
Capture me
Take me & make me yours
Show me your strength
Be not afraid of the pleasure
It's a game we are playing
Try something new
Is all , I want to do
Submissive I become
As you take what is yours
Yes that's it
I'm yours so it's yours
Show me what you want
It's built on lust & trust
It's all yours so do what you must
Cause lust is all I'm feeling
Mmmm now you get it
Oh yes this is fun
Passionate play
As you take what's yours
That's what I want
The rest is for us to enjoy
All night we shall play

© Jennifer Delong  1/5/19
Jennifer DeLong Apr 2021
As I look up through the trees
I see her shining ever brightly
I feel her talking to me
She speaks through her energy
She speaks with her glow
I am captivated and so in awe
I listen I feel I hear I know
We are like one
I share with her my deepest emotions
In her , I know I can show
I am free to let go
She's my moon
She's my truest light
The nights , I wait
For soon she will return
I listen I feel I hear I know
© Jennifer DeLong 🌙
Feb 17 2019
Wanting your desires to change
Wishing you would fall for me
I can't help but want it to be
Wish as I might I can't make it so
Do I let it stay this way
knowing it won't last
It's temporary
Can I give up more time
For something that won't last
Time is to costly
I want to find someone for me
To be with
To spend time with
To fall in love with
So a decision
I must make
Cause falling for you
Will only hurt in the end
© Jennifer DeLong 09/2024
Jennifer DeLong Apr 2018
When I look at you
My heart skips a beat
Deep inside your eyes
They sweep me off my feet

Sitting in your arms
I never want to leave
When your body's next to mine
There's a sort of comfort I receive

Every time I see you
And every time you speak
Every time you look at me
It makes my body weak

I wish I could explain to you
The way you make me feel
When you put your hand in mine
It proves the feelings real

I wish I could be with you
Every second of the day
In your arms is where I want to be
Its where I want to stay
Jennifer L DeLong 8/14/17
Jennifer DeLong Mar 2021
Wild and Wispy
or so they say
Willful and Wise
that may be true
Witchy and Wonderful
Could it be
Or so it seems
They may be
Seeing me
from looking in
Or looking through
It could all be true
© Jennifer L DeLong 3/4/2021
Waking up finding the cold
wrap around me like a ghost
Grabbing me tight holding me
in his grip
Trying to warm and break free
It reminds me to think and
remember what I know
It's only in my thoughts
think warm think warm
It's then I begin to feel
the heat and warm I do
No thanks to you
© Jennifer DeLong 11/9/2024
Jennifer DeLong Mar 2023
I realize today
How much , I need
It's not the wants
It's the needs
Love , Family , Dreams
It's my creativity
It's painting my art
It's writing my poems
It's hugging my kids
It's being with friends
A kiss from my someone
You can make a million
buy a million things
But that is just not what
Your sadness is needing to heal
Your loneliness your desire
Your need for the social
connection
So reach out find a friend
Find what makes you feel
alive.
Tell yourself your worth it
and give to you
Don't sit another day lost
in the lonely sad day
You can find happiness
You can have laughter
You can find appreciation
That's what I hope
I share with others
Cause I know I've been there
©Jennifer L DeLong 3/17/2023
Jennifer DeLong Mar 2023
As I start to reflect
I begin to see a part of
life , I missed
It went on by
without saying hi
I had no clue it was there
I had no clue I might miss it
So here I am figuring it out
There's no way to say it
But I hope I can share it
I hope I can give it away
this life lesson
Maybe someone will
See it and stop it from
walking by and miss it
Then maybe they can
live it and enjoy it
and not regret
on this life lesson
Instead to reflect
on the fun they had
the cool things the did
And the life they lived
..For that's what I hope to
achieve from this
walk down memory lane
To what I missed those years
that walked on by
So there it is
my life lesson
© Jennifer L DeLong 3/15/2023 🛤
Jennifer DeLong Sep 2018
Sitting here listening to the rain
It's like a song playing to remind me
The air though fresh yet looks so sad
Times & days , I have sat
Feeling this rain drawing me sad
Lonely feelings arise from my depths
Hearing this melody reminding me
How can something so cleansing
Draw us in to only feel so down
When rain begins to pour
In doors , I will go
Try to stay warm
Hoping to find
Maybe this time
I will feel refreshed maybe sunny
For rain always draws a feeling
a lonely kinda sad
© Jennifer L DeLong 9/22/18
Jennifer DeLong Mar 2021
Your eyes
Those soft blue **** heart melting
take my breath away blues
You just look at me
Im under your spell
They are so delicious
They tantalize oh yes
So pleasing so daring
Your **** soft blues
With a just a look
they cause a reaction
My temperature rises
You have me at your will
Your eyes
the fantasy , I long to read
Take my breath away blues
Look at me baby
Please keep staring
I quite enjoy
Seeing those soft blue
**** heart melting
deeply satisfying blues
© Jennifer L DeLong 2/19/20
Jennifer DeLong Feb 2021
Laying here thoughts of you
Breathing into me like the
Nite air. Your eyes consume me
The way your hands feel on my skin
Do you even realize baby
How much I feel for you
I have so much I want to show you.
I wanna share nights of
of laughter and quiet nights
just relaxing in your arms.
Kissing you good morning
Days when rough you can
count on me to be here to listen
Or just care. I wanna walk with you
On a rainy day just holding hands
I count the time till I see u again
I miss you babe I really do
I am so happy we found us
I have needed someone in my life
To show me i won't be alone
And to share my life with you
Thats what I hope to do
Im not perfect I make mistakes
I'm human to but one thing
I can promise you I'm loyal
I won't cheat I won't lie and
I will show you the man I see
And the man you are and treat
you as a such with respect and honor
All I need is music coffee and you
Alot of you all of you .
I love being the women who takes cares
Of the home and her man
But I also love to be the one you speak of with pride. If , I loose you now I loose
my only chance I've been given of a
actual real true passionate love.cause what I feel with you I have never felt with anyone ever and truly deep in my heart
don't believe I could again
So I'm all in or I'm all out
And will love me as love you
© Jennifer L DeLong 8/30/2017
Jennifer DeLong Nov 2020
Time ever flowing
Faster and faster
I age with each minute
Faster and faster
Its not slowing down
Its just going by faster and faster
Time ever flowing

© Jennifer L DeLong 10/31/2020
Jennifer DeLong Feb 2021
Its time to ******* rise
Rise above all the *******
Rise above this pain

Let yourself soar
Go after your desires
Make it happen now

We have had our wake up call
So make it happen
Fulfill your wants and needs
Say what you need to
Be unafraid

******* rise up
Be whole my spirit
Bless me with the good
Fullfill me
Release any fear

Rise up
Its now
Its time
Let us be whole
Time is now
Rise Rise Rise

© Jennifer L DeLong  🦏2/27/2021
Jennifer DeLong Apr 2021
Heart beating
so fast
So excited
So nervous
It's been a few
months
since , I last
laid with you
I feel my body
shaking
A nervous wreck
I hope you don't notice
that I know you do
I keep repeating to myself
just breath
it's ok you will
feel more relaxed
after an hour or two
Oh hell then I begin
to think of the changes
gained a few pounds
colored my hair
then panic sets
in ....
where's the confidant
women , I used to know
Why do , I feel so nervous
Well we will see how
I feel
after
So here , I go
to see you .....
© Jennifer L DeLong 🦏 4/8/2021
Jennifer DeLong Sep 2018
Within the mind , I travel
I stop & observe
I stroll thru the unpaved streets
Like nothing will stop me
I can go there or here
It's quite a journey
I do say but what a thrill
For what I see & hear
It's quite remarkable
For my mind plays rock & roll
While , I journey thru
Seeing art & pictures strewn about
I think , I could stay
Must , I go .. return
For you see , I like it here
As , I leave , I smile
My mind though never far
Can be stubborn
For you see
Can only visit
not very frequently
Quite satisfying
So , I will return
Very soon

© Jennifer Delong 9/22/18
Jennifer DeLong Apr 2021
As , I walk between the trees
There energy pulses in me
It's a wonderful blessing
To feel there beauty
What they do
How they grow
It truly amazes me
The live through years
of rain and snow
They survive fires
Yet still stand tall
That is strength
That is a gift
we all could use
A tree can be so many things
It can be wild and free
It can be colors of red
A tree can live for years
But if we do not give it
the respect it deserves
We could destroy and loose
When you stand in a forest
Stop and listen
You will hear it's
voice it's song
You will feel it's pulse
The trees will talk and sing to you
So take a walk among the trees
So you may experience the
beauty of trees
and let me tell you
it's worth a walk or two
this , I promise you.

© Jennifer L Delong 4/13/2021
Jennifer DeLong Mar 2019
Where once you knew
That which confuses
Brings one to question so many things
How can it be so untrue
Why were you so oblivious
Why did , I not see what , I knew
I was so consumed in you
I believed fell into the hope
I trusted that's the truth
I trusted you
So I'm not just hurt but mad at me
A bit disppointed in what I thought
You wonder why , I refuse to trust
You wonder why , I question now
I will not be confused by mask of deception or be fooled by pleasure
If I know if I knew
no longer will , I be left to question
© Jennifer Delong 3/11/19
Jennifer DeLong Jul 2018
Thinking is getting me lost
Lost in the memories
of someone , I used to know
Where did you go
Who are you now
Confused & feeling used
How did you get inside
Past my armour
Thought , I was steel
I will wonder how
I will figure it out
But for now just
My thoughts are on
Trying to heal
Trying to not get lost
In what I believed
The truth is
Just that is
I'll leave it at that
© Jennifer Delong
Jennifer DeLong Oct 2018
Tossing & Turning
trying to not miss you
But there's this passion
it runs through my veins
brings the taste of you
to my lips
gets me craving for more
Want to feel your hands
trace my body
The scent of you
is all I want now
Trying not to miss you
but you crawled inside
and I couldn't love you more
wish you only knew
wish you were feeling me
craving me the same
So , I'll just be here
Tossing & Turning
© Jennifer Delong 10/25/18
Jennifer DeLong Apr 2023
Losing people we love is tough
It happens eventually
that's true
I wish I could have had one more day
To tell you how much you mean to me how great you are &
enjoy another great conversation
Hear you laugh see your smile
I miss you Uncle Markie
Your friendship was so genuine
You lifted my spirits
You were so funny
So now I just sit and talk to you
and send my love to the sky
Send my love on a cloud to you
"Miss you ..
you woo woo **** tow truck driver" ..lol ..made you smile ..I hear you laughing ..

© Jennifer L DeLong 🦏💗 4/2023
Jennifer DeLong May 2021
Until when ...
Your ready
You feel it
You decide
Until
I won't want it
I won't wait
I move on
Until
Is not an answer
If it's until
it's not now
It's a now or never
Until
is to long
if it's worth it
If it's real
It's now
If you can't decide
I will
It's now not until
© Jennifer L DeLong 🦏
5/18/2021
Jennifer DeLong Dec 2017
Twisting & Twirling
Swirling around
Dancing in style
Spirits Free
Emotions in color
Moon is full
Thy spirits are out
Caroling & Cruising
Looking for you
Twisting & Twirling
© Jennifer L DeLong 11/4/2017
Fun Spirits poemo
Jennifer DeLong Mar 2021
I can and I will
No more jokes
No more games
It's now my turn
I deserve to be loved
I deserve to spoil me
So if you want to join me
there's some things
you have to agree to
Its time for laughter
It's time for love
Real life no playing
MAKING IT THE BEST
For the rest of my time
on this earth

© Jennifer DeLong 🦏
3/2021
Jennifer DeLong Jun 2021
Wanna play with my voo doo doll
A pin or two wont do
Better with a cut or two
Paint it black or dark blue
Thats what , I do
Voo doo doll one for me
Maybe one for you
Wanna play with my voodoo doll
Button eyes different sizes
Theres one red the other green
My voodoo doll likes you
She wants to play a game
Stick a pin
its a game just for you
So will you play with her
My voodoo doll has eyes on you
Lets see what she can do
Do you feel it
A ***** or does it itch
Isnt this fun
A voo doo doll
She has so much to explore
So come on
Lets play
See what happens
Dont be scared
Shes not of you
Wanna play with voo doll too...
© Jennifer l Delong 6/2021
Jennifer DeLong Jun 2021
I want to walk through your pages
I want to feel every word
flow through my body
I want to taste the ink on my tongue
I want to discover you
threw the words
your words of poetry
Your poetry and I
shall dance to the
rhythm of the verse's
In the pages , I walk
I will find a part of you
I long to know
I will feel a part of you
hidden only shared
in the pages
I shall show you
through me
you will discover
what your poems
capture in the
heart and
how your words
fullfill parts of the
human soul
my soul will
take you on the journey
As , I walk the pages
the pages of you ..
your poetry
© Jennifer L DeLong 🦏🖌️🖌️🖌️
Written about my muse rev Joe is my poetry muse and is my dear friend
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