Show me you are real
Show me you care
Show me with your heart
Be real or Be gone
Show me with your words
Show me with your heart
Do you really care
Be here now
OR
Be gone
AND
Stay gone
© Jennifer L DeLong 2/2021

Trusting my heart
is hard to do
she's failed me
time & time again
I can't seem to find my way
in this relationship
I try to relax & chill
but when , I can't read you
& only have your word
that's really hard to do
When all I want to do
is to consume you
that's all I wish to do
I want to fall in love
but
not knowing how to
navigate
when , I can't trust
makes loving you
scary to do
Teach me how to trust
show me the truth
Please let me
release this worry
give my heart
a lesson in love
trust you
trust me
I only want to share
my heart with you
I promise to love you
that's all I want to do
© Jennifer Delong  4/2018

For me it's quite simple
Love and Adventure
Laughing and Caring
Being together
It's really just that simple
Old stuff is good stuff
Would rather spend money
On going on roadtrip's
Spending time together
I need to feel alive & desired
I give so much &
I don't need much
Its that simple
It's the time we have
It's all we get
So why not enjoy it
Make the most of the moments
Appreciate what we got
It's really just that simple
© Jennifer L DeLong 🦏

Since that nite , I first felt ur hand in mine
It was about to become all about you & it started w ur touch that made me forget every dark and protruding insecurity that paid rent in my heart
the way your eyes sparkled
every time you blessed this world with your forgiving smile
the way your laugh sounds like every one of my favourite songs rocking
on the radio
&
the way I finally understood what a gentleman is when you grabbed me by the shoulders & told me
I am beautiful & kissed me passionately
That nite , I went out my door to go on our
First date.
It changed my life my soul forever.
And no matter what , I'll always need u
Your like second nature your just like breathing.
I love you it true

© Jennifer L DeLong 💙
6/4/19

Dreaming
Awoke to a different reality
Strange feelings
flowing on my body
Strange sensations
got me shivering
Do , I stand up
no I will just sit here
maybe , I will awake
might still be asleep
Hope , I am just dreaming
This would be a
a messed up reality
Dripping walls
Colors twisted
Sensations crawling &
tapping
So , I am just gonna sit here
till , I awake back to
reality

© Jennifer L DeLong 🦏
4/11/2021

Where's the rush
When you hear his voice
Where's the passion
When you think about him
Yet ... you feel you know your
needing more
Need to feel Need to know
I am something more
Sure the *** is
incredible
but want to know
it's something more
so can you tell me
I am something more
© Jennifer L DeLong 11/2020

In swirling clouds of silver frost
The disk of Luna lies concealed
Across the Autumn sky they race
Over this shadow realm surreal
🌀
On this evening shadows now, I gaze
A gentle wind swirls through the trees
From depths of sleep, I watch half-dazed
Tiny branches stirring in the breeze
🌀
Lights are flickering neath mystic skies
Through gaps in trees, they shine within
Entranced is my mind as,I watch surprised
This spectral beauty in the wind
🌀
In dark shadows spirits are adrift
Translucent ghosts and dryads old
From this beach I sense their gifts
Strange stories from these woods untold
🌀
Oh let me join thy fest
spirits of this beautiful night
Before the Moon sets in the east
revel her misty light.
© Jennifer L DeLong 10/7/17

Deeply I felt your reaction
like a sting a rip of fire
I had to run
I had to let the burn
heal or it would become a scar
Another scar I don't need !
I let you have your space.
I learned a lot in the time.
I found out who I am to you !
You have not reached out.
Ask how I was or if , I planned
to pick up my stuff ..
Not a word did I get from you.
That spoke loud and clear !
You only wanted me around for nothing more then your pleasure !
I am not someone you care or
respect as a friend..
Years spent between us
comes down to the truth !
Sadly I must accept.
Even if I care so deeply
love you even more.
Sadly I am left hear alone.
No friendship just the loss
ripping through my soul !
The burn must heal
for not to become a scar..

© Jennifer L DeLong 1/27/2023

Capture me
Take me & make me yours
Show me your strength
Be not afraid of the pleasure
It's a game we are playing
Try something new
Is all , I want to do
Submissive I become
As you take what is yours
Yes that's it
I'm yours so it's yours
Show me what you want
It's built on lust & trust
It's all yours so do what you must
Cause lust is all I'm feeling
Mmmm now you get it
Oh yes this is fun
Passionate play
As you take what's yours
That's what I want
The rest is for us to enjoy
All night we shall play

© Jennifer Delong  1/5/19

When I look at you
My heart skips a beat
Deep inside your eyes
They sweep me off my feet

Sitting in your arms
I never want to leave
When your body's next to mine
There's a sort of comfort I receive

Every time I see you
And every time you speak
Every time you look at me
It makes my body weak

I wish I could explain to you
The way you make me feel
When you put your hand in mine
It proves the feelings real

I wish I could be with you
Every second of the day
In your arms is where I want to be
Its where I want to stay
Jennifer L DeLong 8/14/17

Wild and Wispy
or so they say
Willful and Wise
that may be true
Witchy and Wonderful
Could it be
Or so it seems
They may be
Seeing me
from looking in
Or looking through
It could all be true
© Jennifer L DeLong 3/4/2021

As I start to reflect
I begin to see a part of
life , I missed
It went on by
without saying hi
I had no clue it was there
I had no clue I might miss it
So here I am figuring it out
There's no way to say it
But I hope I can share it
I hope I can give it away
this life lesson
Maybe someone will
See it and stop it from
walking by and miss it
Then maybe they can
live it and enjoy it
and not regret
on this life lesson
Instead to reflect
on the fun they had
the cool things the did
And the life they lived
..For that's what I hope to
achieve from this
walk down memory lane
To what I missed those years
that walked on by
So there it is
my life lesson
© Jennifer L DeLong 3/15/2023 🛤

Your eyes
Those soft blue **** heart melting
take my breath away blues
You just look at me
Im under your spell
They are so delicious
They tantalize oh yes
So pleasing so daring
Your **** soft blues
With a just a look
they cause a reaction
My temperature rises
You have me at your will
Your eyes
the fantasy , I long to read
Take my breath away blues
Look at me baby
Please keep staring
I quite enjoy
Seeing those soft blue
**** heart melting
deeply satisfying blues
© Jennifer L DeLong 2/19/20

Laying here thoughts of you
Breathing into me like the
Nite air. Your eyes consume me
The way your hands feel on my skin
Do you even realize baby
How much I feel for you
I have so much I want to show you.
I wanna share nights of
of laughter and quiet nights
just relaxing in your arms.
Kissing you good morning
Days when rough you can
count on me to be here to listen
Or just care. I wanna walk with you
On a rainy day just holding hands
I count the time till I see u again
I miss you babe I really do
I am so happy we found us
I have needed someone in my life
To show me i won't be alone
And to share my life with you
Thats what I hope to do
Im not perfect I make mistakes
I'm human to but one thing
I can promise you I'm loyal
I won't cheat I won't lie and
I will show you the man I see
And the man you are and treat
you as a such with respect and honor
All I need is music coffee and you
Alot of you all of you .
I love being the women who takes cares
Of the home and her man
But I also love to be the one you speak of with pride. If , I loose you now I loose
my only chance I've been given of a
actual real true passionate love.cause what I feel with you I have never felt with anyone ever and truly deep in my heart
don't believe I could again
So I'm all in or I'm all out
And will love me as love you
© Jennifer L DeLong 8/30/2017

Its time to ******* rise
Rise above all the *******
Rise above this pain

Let yourself soar
Go after your desires
Make it happen now

We have had our wake up call
So make it happen
Fulfill your wants and needs
Say what you need to
Be unafraid

******* rise up
Be whole my spirit
Bless me with the good
Fullfill me
Release any fear

Rise up
Its now
Its time
Let us be whole
Time is now
Rise Rise Rise

© Jennifer L DeLong  🦏2/27/2021

Heart beating
so fast
So excited
So nervous
It's been a few
months
since , I last
laid with you
I feel my body
shaking
A nervous wreck
I hope you don't notice
that I know you do
I keep repeating to myself
just breath
it's ok you will
feel more relaxed
after an hour or two
Oh hell then I begin
to think of the changes
gained a few pounds
colored my hair
then panic sets
in ....
where's the confidant
women , I used to know
Why do , I feel so nervous
Well we will see how
I feel
after
So here , I go
to see you .....
© Jennifer L DeLong 🦏 4/8/2021

Tossing & Turning
trying to not miss you
But there's this passion
it runs through my veins
brings the taste of you
to my lips
gets me craving for more
Want to feel your hands
trace my body
The scent of you
is all I want now
Trying not to miss you
but you crawled inside
and I couldn't love you more
wish you only knew
wish you were feeling me
craving me the same
So , I'll just be here
Tossing & Turning
© Jennifer Delong 10/25/18

Until when ...
Your ready
You feel it
You decide
Until
I won't want it
I won't wait
I move on
Until
Is not an answer
If it's until
it's not now
It's a now or never
Until
is to long
if it's worth it
If it's real
It's now
If you can't decide
I will
It's now not until
© Jennifer L DeLong 🦏
5/18/2021

Twisting & Twirling
Swirling around
Dancing in style
Spirits Free
Emotions in color
Moon is full
Thy spirits are out
Caroling & Cruising
Looking for you
Twisting & Twirling
© Jennifer L DeLong 11/4/2017

I want to walk through your pages
I want to feel every word
flow through my body
I want to taste the ink on my tongue
I want to discover you
threw the words
your words of poetry
Your poetry and I
shall dance to the
rhythm of the verse's
In the pages , I walk
I will find a part of you
I long to know
I will feel a part of you
hidden only shared
in the pages
I shall show you
through me
you will discover
what your poems
capture in the
heart and
how your words
fullfill parts of the
human soul
my soul will
take you on the journey
As , I walk the pages
the pages of you ..
your poetry
© Jennifer L DeLong 🦏🖌️🖌️🖌️

I wander through
I trudge ahead
I just keep going
Through the mud
Up the hills
Over the bumps
I fall I stand back up
I get knocked back
I roll down the hill
I brush myself off
I cry I scream
I begin again
I strut on by
I don't stop
I just keep on rolling on
I refuse to stop
I just stand tall and walk
I know there's something
ahead
I can't stop
I wander through
Till my rest is given
I then will stop
Till then
Wander , I do.
©Jennifer L DeLong 🦏 1/5/2023

As , I know
It isn't always
It could be
a maybe
a nope
a naugta
but you can
improve the chances
of a possibility
or a success
if you give it
and feed it
think of it
see it
and you just
might make
it be ...
© Jennifer L DeLong 🦏
4/15/2021

Here we go again
Can't seem to stay ahead
the curve comes to fast
I can't seem to catch it
It's without a chance
It's just like my luck
I do admit , I felt like
hibernating
this weather *****
gets me hiding away
No energy to spare
So where do , I go from here
What can , I do
Can , I get ahead
Make up for my
loss of time
Will , I save the curve
I do hope , I can keep
catch and return it
before it passes me
and I'm outta luck
© Jennifer L DeLong 🦏
1/2/22

When this or that
When will or When can
No more whens
Just give me a now
not then or when
Just now like no time to waste
This second would be great

© Jennifer L DeLong 11/10/2020

You can try and try
Nothing changes
You can give and give
No one says thank you
You can cry and cry
No one wipes your tears
So why do we keep going
trying caring
because we are human
because it's who we are
We don't give up or not care
We just put it away
and preserver..
Jennifer L DeLong 08/20/23

Why do I care
Why do , I still love
Why don't you care
Why is the ? ?
How fast things change
Why couldn't I see
where this was going
to end up
It's not all cause of me
there's a part of you
that put us here
Oh how , I wish ..
So much pain felt burning
inside my soul
It's like this fire
will burn outta control
You will never feel
my hurt
I know this
I know you
Your in your comfort
zone
You got an ego
it's way to high
so why then do I
feel so much hurt
Why is the ??
Sadly
never will I know
the answer
It's only the ??'s
I end up with
© Jennifer L DeLong 🦏
3/18/2021

Ready or not
Here , I come
wild and alive
grasping life with bare fists
no longer living in a daze
I'm in a new faze
no longer dazed
can't trip me
can't take me
I got it I got this
Knock knock
who's there
haha
Laughing all the way
ready to play
Come on try me
Life's a trip
with Rose colored glasses
What happens when you take them off
you get to see how fun it can be
No longer trapped in a illusion
so why not play why not why not
come out come out
fly in fly out
roll with it
life's a blast
take it for a ride
oh yes oh yes
I am I am
© Jennifer L Dlg 3/2018