Where once you knew
That which confuses
Brings one to question so many things
How can it be so untrue
Why were you so oblivious
Why did , I not see what , I knew
I was so consumed in you
I believed fell into the hope
I trusted that's the truth
I trusted you
So I'm not just hurt but mad at me
A bit disppointed in what I thought
You wonder why , I refuse to trust
You wonder why , I question now
I will not be confused by mask of deception or be fooled by pleasure
If I know if I knew
no longer will , I be left to question
© Jennifer Delong 3/11/19
Hold my hands please
Whisper something to ease the pain
Help me get through this ordeal
I can hardly breathe
I feel cold
I am numb
I am beginning to break
I am starting to get weak
Love has ended
Heard at night,
In the middle of the night.
Twisted in the morning
Heard, back turned,
Nothing but empty tears
While we were drunk in love..
Never did I know he was sitting on the fence....
Why sit on the fence when you could love me completely..
He left the love of his life the day he met the gal of his dreams...
He forgot that the love of his life has the key to his happiness..
Was the reason why he lived...
He forgot that the love of his life was his symphony..
His life lost every beautiful lyric...
You incomplete without the love of your life
It's so hard to be a teen.
You will never know what would you be.
Sometimes, you wanna be green,
sometimes, you want to be a bee.
If I die tomorrow,
why not today?
If I play in snow,
what would people say?
No matter how hard the situation,
I won't give up and drained.
As long as I give action,
I won't be pained.
It's a blessing if no one will leave.
Staying faithful and naive.
This poem is for the people who leave me hanging, criticize me and doesn't believe me.
The stars are heralds
Let pained thoughts fall with the rain
A red balloon flies
Looking out to the garden again. Slightly drizzling and I can see a red balloon rise to the sky.
There use to be
meaning to the word LOVE
Now; Love's meaning
is to use people
Selfless is now;
Once there used
to be a woman
She got used
to being Used
& now LOVE is no longer
© 2015-2077 by Ayeshah K.C.L.N.
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I'm tired of everything around me
And everyone beside of me
There all fake, They all will flea
When the storm comes they'll be gone
They use me like a store,they come and go but they never stay
It's like i'm dispensable, Ball me up and throw me away
It's like I'm their own ******* Lay-Away
I'm sorry if this upsets you
Actually I'm not, I mean to offend you
I hope this hurts as much you hurt me cause I'm tired
I'm simply tired with not just you with but everyone's *******
My friends are fake in more then one way
But I don't do a **** thing about it but complain
I believe it's come this, To this conclusion that I'd rather be alone
May sound harsh but it's the truth cause everything I do slowly turns back on me, Specially when it comes to him
I'm simply tired of being confused about him and his feelings
Takes a toll on you, It really does
Every night I try to sleep away the pain but it does not dissolve
Instead the tiredness of keeping it block let's it slip in to my dreams
Which turn into nightmares an those nightmares remind me of what was done to me
Polaroids do no justice
To the life I made for you
You signed your name in black
And let the film fade to blue
Like being front row to a tragedy
I can't look away but it hurts to see
These times are a memory I'd like to forget
But I can't wash away the bruises it left
I'll keep your smile by my side
And your voice in my mind
As my life flashes before my eyes
And we turn into a silver sky