God, it's not a thing, it's not nothing. Bigger than what we can make of it in here. Look wider, feel further. The gates are always open. It's not a loop of a conspiracy theory. It's not the act of just world leaders in control. It goes beyond this world, the matrix. You'll find in your heart what's right.
I fell into her shadows dancing towards the light. Lost among The castaways searching for a life. Myself I could not see looking in the mirror. Inside a dark dark room filling up with fear. My eyes are all I see peering through the door. Mind is all but gone sinking through the floor
You can’t imagine the things I have seen You can’t imagine my dreams you can’t think like me in every way I am unique, I pave the way I maybe distant sometimes obtuse I sometimes let loose my fears and anger prangs like a car hitting a wall but I hold as much truth as you all See I am schizophrenic I hear voices But don’t despair I see choices they hang in the air I have been broken I don’t expect you to always care I doggedly battle on Cause I still know right from wrong even with whispers and shouts in my mind I fight to be human and to be kind Though I suffer with paranoia the darkness which destroys I love life enough to stay here and not be destroyed so don’t have pity Let me speak and write and sing because I know sadness is a painful muse but creativity is my thing. #Alienpoet
Sometimes wish I was normal but what does that even mean? Nobody privately is as normal as they seem Some of us hide behind a false veil of protection Others wear mistakes as armor for protection I own what I have done so no one can give me **** Impossible to understand if they haven't lived through it Everyone struggles We all feel pain I never judge those whose choices aren't the same I hope I grow to find happiness once more Along with freedom I harbored before How long until efforts prevail? Progressing at a pace slower than a snail I hate myself because I am weak Expectations way too high to meet Falling centimeters short of each goal Cannot fall asleep but can fall into these holes Every time I strive it's in vain Can hear the taunts of success i can't attain I love seeing people smile Laugh Maybe some joy will rub off as they pass