You will feel deeply Little girls can write like dragon ladies, galvanise poems and spit them out metallic slipped through pavement portal cracks I don’t want to write like a girl anymore there’s no air holes. Dragon ladies told me not to I stuck googley eyes on my conscience diversion tactics I hope the world doesn’t eat me ***** sun-roof open limbs steer in different directions and going around in circles. No canoe I want to be an radio ooost me in their karaoke voices if you stop being yourself, it will set you free. Cha-cha-cha. if you stop being yourself, it will set you free.
Collection: PERFORMANCE ARTIST POETRY AND BRAIN FARTS FOR UNSOLICITED MICROWAVE HEADS.
I'm walking through snow Who'll win the game? Did I drowned enough? Or something has been left? Am I hitting or playing? With snowball. Drip drop... You didn't fall enough Compesition of snow Drive me blind of who I am The winner isn't who didn't get the cold but who drowened deeply
Feelings overflowing and spilling out of the fountain.
It warms me, to know you care so deeply.
My tears may spill like raindrops,
But I will lay down my flesh time and time again,
Until every inch of me is littered with scars;
And I'm sinking beneath the waves of worry, ache, and sadness.
If it means I can one day find someone,
Who feels the same as me,
Then I will die a thousand times.
A response piece to Cait-Cait's "to you, whom i love very much". This was written months ago and all I remember is we had some very open hearted conversations and I love that we can be so honest with each other. I hope you all find a friend like her.
I’m trying so hard to ***** that wall of frozen ice you have placed between us. With an ice axe, I go down on the meter-thick glacier I grow weary of my failing progress. I slide down the numbingly cold wall into the crisp blanket of snow. And I call over between raspy breaths, “If you keep shutting these conversations down I’ll stop trying to have them.” and you quietly reply, “Fine.” My sunken eyebags are darker than ever the wasted energy of trying to establish trust melts over me all at once. Now I'm shivering alone.
Incandescent virtues , yet I'm a drought within . I read tealeaves in mouldy cups of our tainted futures. Our wicks that never saw the light, even though burnt out. Untenable sight that we drank deeply on, but still thirsted for.
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