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May 2015 · 410
WHO AM I?
Ignatius Hosiana May 2015
Am I just trying to hide from the whiplash of reality?
Am I a mere slow snail evading life's cruelty?
Is poetry a mere consolation for the moments I slumped?
Is it a childhood illusion I should have long dumped?
Am I dead to the reality in the twilight world "sleepy hollow? "
Is it a road to follow?
I see the heavy clouds holding promise
As I reminisce
But will such serene still reign tomorrow?
Will I really do it?
Who I'm I?
An Author, a poet?
To put it in Shakur's words
Think Reality's wrong, Dreams are For Real
May 2015 · 516
A SECOND CHANCE
Ignatius Hosiana May 2015
I wouldn't have sweated myself wet
I wouldn't tell how softly eyes spoke
I wouldn't know my soul was cleansed
I wouldn't really tell lips had taste
If it weren't for you
I wouldn't know there was sacrifice in trust
I wouldn't even have one single clue
I wouldn't know love could feel so true
I wouldn't know the long "true" could last
If it weren't for you
I wouldn't know how to hold my breath
I wouldn't know excess "we" could suffocate
I wouldn't know like life love has death
I wouldn't do a thing to ameliorate
If it weren't for you
I wouldn't know how badly goodbye hurt
I wouldn't know even memories could thrill
I wouldn't know how empty single could feel
I wouldn't know there was "end" to every "start"
If it weren't for you
I wouldn't know that time could heal
I wouldn't  lose the strength to hold on
I wouldn't know that my pride was a pill
I wouldn't shuffle my feeble feet to move on
If it weren't for you
I wouldn't wake up from a love loss trance
I wouldn't imagine you and I in another dance
I wouldn't dare give you a second chance
If weren't for you
Notes (optional)
May 2015 · 449
UNWANTED
Ignatius Hosiana May 2015
What's the point of holding on to an invisible rope?
What's the point in tying a knot on dis entangled hope?
What's the point of believing I'll hold you in my arms
When you declared to the world you was a fool to fall for my charms?
What's the use of writing about you in poems you don't read?
What's the point in storing affection you won't need?
I mean after the quarrels, the trials and the violent fights
What's the reason behind my endless sleepless nights?
What's the meaning of you wriggling on my mind?
Could love be this foolish in addition to blind?
Why I'm I stuck right where I'm unwanted,
The only one constantly haunted?
Why do I still have a huge log of desire
Burning through me like wild fire?
I just find it easy writing sad ones ...Story of my life
May 2015 · 705
EVERYONE'S HURTING
Ignatius Hosiana May 2015
There are no answers
In these stanzas
Neither incarnation
Nor inspiration

No soothing word
No good, no bad
Not a single joke
Or remedy for block

There's no sweetener
Like a listener
But there's no ear
Around here

There's no room for hate
No time to contemplate
Otherwise I'd write
Perfectly to evade spite

Believe me you there's no time
Not enough to sweetly rhyme
Yet I have always tried
Rather than shy away and hide

There's no solid hope
But I refuse to stop
The top gets higher
Yet I refuse to tire

There's no peace
Not a single piece
Not a single soul is
Finding total solace

There's no tomorrow
It isn't assured
No permanent joy or sorrow
No deep wound scar-less cured

Everything is nothing
Anytime is no time
Everywhere there's crime
'Cause everyone's hurting
May 2015 · 642
THE GOODBYE THAT HURT ME
Ignatius Hosiana May 2015
This hate desert was once a place where love reigned
A life shattered was whole ,clean, un-stained  
This skin was once smooth without a single scar
My cloudy life was a clear sky hardly lacking a star
My journey was once an inspiration that stirred faith
It was joy but now feels like death
My future was a place where ripe promise draped
Before my beautiful butterfly escaped
My past,a melancholy history book with tattered pages
Yet magically each page fixed It's crumpled edges
Right before your departure, before my spirit died
Time was a rollercoaster and we were thrilled to ride
Peace was the rising sun casting her rays through the curtains
And your embrace more comforting than mittens
Days were longer while you lingered in my head
But nights brief with your body close by on my bed
We were warm from January all year to december
Hard to believe the joy makes me cry to remember
Looking at those moments we gladly had together
I feel we deserved to flow past rapids and falls to forever
Like the Nile all way to "happily-ever-after" Delta
For an ending, think we probably deserved better
I still strongly doubt it was all but sweet true lies
Only the last hurt me among our many goodbyes
May 2015 · 712
TO FALL IN LOVE AGAIN
Ignatius Hosiana May 2015
An empty Soul that doesn't bleed
A marble mind that won't wreck
An elastic heart which doesn't break
To fall again, It's what I need

A temper that doesn't fray
Is something for which I pray
Tenacity past the sticks and stones
And an umbrella through the storms

A mind ready for whatever comes
Skills to negotiate past the bends
Stone deaf to rumors by friends
For those are the sunder drums

Eyes blind to indiscretion
A Mouth that will not question
Feet too crippled to walk away
With patience to take it day by day

Amnesia to forget that I am torn
The belief,nothing's cast to stone
Yeah,for me to fall again
I need courage to face and bear pain
May 2015 · 782
BURDENS
Ignatius Hosiana May 2015
It's those with teeth that God gives meat
He doesn't give burdens to them not fit
May 2015 · 513
I THINK
Ignatius Hosiana May 2015
War is what happens when boundaries are breached
And lessons, when bridges worth crossing are reached
Peace is just a beatiful name for cowardice
Death,a thorny and narrow lane to paradise
Love is what happens when two foolish hearts meet
And lust, when two cunning organs perfectly fit
Courtesy is swallowing the crap they pelt at you rather than spit
And maturity's simply not being blamed for ******* a ***
Marriage is the cheapest poison for romance
But preservatives like distance give it a chance
Notes (optional)
May 2015 · 1.6k
A PIECE FROM MY HERITAGE
Ignatius Hosiana May 2015
I want to trend
Not in modern but in the good ancient my friend
I want a candle; candles up an earthen chandelier
I'm tired of the tick tack of the modern switch
I want the moon and stars like life was earlier
I'm done with bulbs which when old start to twitch
I want a type writer to capture what I write in my book
I'm tired of computers where all I do's Facebook
I want to revert to the quiet life of my ancestors
I want the warmth of watching the stars
I want to eat beef steamed in Earthenware
Beef with the touch of smoke and of love and care
I'm tired of the modern meat whose source is never clear
I want a meal served hot on her knees complemented by millet beer
I want a home, a real home with an artful grass thatched house
A traditional home with a hound for me and a cat in case of any Mouse
I'm fed up of the modern roofs which roast as if we're pork
I want an affair that's free of silly social media talk
I want a place she and I can have peaceful evening walks
And her eyes not having to watch out for cars
I want someone simple enough to pride in her scars
Open and proud of her weaknesses,one laughter sincerely chokes
I want someone whose thighs will be warm hidden
Someone who won't dare do the forbidden
Not one who'll go at dusk and return at dawn
I want not a queen for that will make me her pawn
Someone who'll give me a massage,not send me to the parlors
One who's content and natural, not painted in colors
Who’ll together with me do laundry, not a laundry machine
I want someone who'll be contented with the little beard on my chin
I want a life like that of my grand father
Small family, moderate success, a wife who isn't a bother
I want a simple life that will give even my enemies peace
I want Africa; I want a bit of my heritage, just a piece
I want that life frozen in sphinx and sculpture
I want to busk in the glory of African culture
May 2015 · 461
I REMEMBER WHEN
Ignatius Hosiana May 2015
I actually remember how we first met
When you were too shy but feigned hate
When my hormones started and I felt so crazy
I remember you lied to me that your name was Tracy
I was sure at first sight we deserved each other
That's why I made the move to push it further
Can you believe this?
I even remember how hard it was,our first kiss
I remember we were just **** young
Teenagers when we kissed tongue to tongue
I remember when you shied from my stare
When I stroked your body from toes to hair
The times you hugged me and did it tight
With innocence that let tears when we'd fight
When we patiently tilled past every plight
Oh!I remember how it all felt so right
When we hid because we were too afraid
The messages and letters from you I read
I remember believing in happily ever after
And I still hear lovely echoes of your laughter
I remember, it couldn't be any better
Still having the fragrance, was it cocobutter?
When your arm slipped and touched my *****
And freaked you out as if it were a blast furnace
I remember when you finally learnt to look into my eyes
How happy I was ,but I think was the start of your lies
I regret the opportunities I threw away during those days
When you wanted us to make love and I told you patience pays
I remember finding our feet when we fell in the pits
Sad we triumphed for so long till you called it quits
May 2015 · 385
WHISKEYS AND BEERS
Ignatius Hosiana May 2015
If only these bottles were as soft as your body
If only they replied to conversation like anybody
If only your memory would sublime in the cloud of the moment
If only the much I've taken would erase the torment
If only remembering the good times made me smile
And not cry regretting why I walked an extra mile
If only I had known that the good times were just future tears
I probably would have survived these strong whiskeys and beers
May 2015 · 429
IT'S OBVIOUS, ISN'T IT?
Ignatius Hosiana May 2015
It's obvious, isn't it?
It's obvious you pleasure in my pain
It's obvious you know I still love you
You keep coming here just to let me realize I miss you
To bring those amorous lips and make me ache to kiss you
It's obvious, isn't it?
That you're after something and I'm your pawn
And thus have a reason to stick till dusk from dawn
That you're contemplating breaking up with Tom
And this is a quest of finding out if my heart's still a home
That you trace my chest line with your finger
Just to find out where my poor eyes linger
That no matter how many people I come across
In my life, my feelings for you will always be my cross
It's obvious, isn't it?
That somehow you regret and want us to make up
But you're afraid you might drop my heart and shatter it again
That you and I are two immature first lovers who'll never grow up
It's obvious, isn't it?
That you are the only and only person I adore
Even when you keep walking out and in as you wish through my door
That no matter how hard I try or what I do
I will always love you
It's that obvious, isn't it?
May 2015 · 1.1k
TEARS
Ignatius Hosiana May 2015
Next time only say "I love you "
After spitting out all the lies
Next time ensure that It's true
Instead of springing tears from my eyes
Notes (optional)
May 2015 · 434
MAY WEATHER
Ignatius Hosiana May 2015
I held arms and took to the battlefield
I was a coward but you gave me a courageous build
How do you expect me to feel
When you say you're bowing out besides getting chilled?
You had the spirit that could kindle flame till the end
You had the will to move mountains my friend
I know I might have had it cross the line, my pawn
But how could I see a line on the sand when by the wind it was blown?
I don't know why It's a big deal for you to surrender
To me you've always been the game changer
Who'll teach us where and when to break the rules?
When you're gone who'll hold our fingers and help us with the tools?
It's a war you readily started because you knew you could face it
Watching you cry on was an encouraging feeling, we had it
We loved us, nothing else mattered when you was the king
It was one way, one people, one motto, we was one thing.
You can't step out of the ring however extreme the May weather
However chilling it may be, It's always warm with inspiration when we're together
Put on your man pants, man up and get back into the game
It's you who told us we're all in a game but not everyone's rules are the same
I ain't trying to aim fatal arrows of blame
at you
All I'm saying is we was all strong under the flagship of your name,
And captain, we miss you
May 2015 · 472
WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME ?
Ignatius Hosiana May 2015
I know you have someone in your life
And I know I stand no chance
I see your hate for me in every glance
It hurts knowing ,like a cut by a blunt knife
But why do you still feel so close?
Why are you the one my heart chose?
What's wrong with me?
May 2015 · 972
DEAR ROSE
Ignatius Hosiana May 2015
If you were just the flower
You'd have a little extra fragrant power
Everyone who met you would love you
But none of them would love you like I do
Apr 2015 · 302
THE ODDS
Ignatius Hosiana Apr 2015
How did things suddenly change?
The odds,from life mates to strange?
Apr 2015 · 440
WITH NAPEL
Ignatius Hosiana Apr 2015
There's only sad songs in the Souls
No peaceful nights even to the birds & owls
There's no more trusting (life) ,this road
Counting on those close to help lift their load
There's no more stars in the clear sky
Without ears to listen to their lonely cry
There's almost no more reason to fight
Without an armour what's a knight?
There is no destination for their journey
No, not without any strength or money
There's no history to be reported
No fighters, children are unprotected
There's no more hiking the Everest
No room for the mountaneers
No place to call home midst the unrest
There's little if any hope 'neath the rubble
No trust that the quake won't cause more trouble
There's no way help can reach,no channel
And no light at the end of the long tunnel
But there's brotherhood and volunteers
A thudding fall from the tree of hope an Apple
And a percentage worldwide sharing in the plight of Napel
Apr 2015 · 450
ENOUGH IS ENOUGH
Ignatius Hosiana Apr 2015
I've wasted enough 'nows' thinking about tomorrows
Just as I've wasted bandages nursing my sorrows
I've thrown away every opportunity that knocked
I built a fortress and in it my poor heart is locked
I've wasted Handkerchiefs wiping tears, It's time to laugh
Sacrificed a million faith , and enough is enough
Apr 2015 · 464
LOVE IN THE WRONG PLACES
Ignatius Hosiana Apr 2015
I have tried looking for it in the Church
But just lost it at the touch of the latch
Thought It's fish, by the hook I'd have a catch
Turns out It's an Eagle far from about to perch
I once found It's precious unclear trail
Which trail led me specifically nowhere
One moment it was, the other it wasn't here
I went out clubbing hoping to find my luck
And that proved love isn't a walk in the park
I scratched my mind hoping to get a reply
But in such affairs even the mind can't tell a lie
I thought with tomorrows come a new dawn
Each that came by did but leave me on my own
I searched in every path, every road,every village and town
Wandering, everyone took me for a clown
I explored the young and the old, the real and the tales told
But sunk deep in despair with nothing concrete to hold
I searched in the cracks through the broken walls
Trust me I did stretch my courage, had the *****
I tried to find it, like they said its easier using wallets
I hunted it down, with spears and mallets, guns and bullets
I looked everywhere, paying attention to the different faces
It was neither on my mind nor the streets I tore apart
Even prayer couldn’t bring it on miracle wings
I tried all options there are for we the beings
I didn't know the search starts within the Heart
That's why I was searching for love in the wrong places
Apr 2015 · 459
FOOLISH AGAIN
Ignatius Hosiana Apr 2015
"I" was a fool to believe
"You" was a fool to leave
But when I weigh the pain against the gain
I realize that we need to be foolish again
Apr 2015 · 268
FOREVER
Ignatius Hosiana Apr 2015
It is taking forever to get over you,
My mistake ...
But I'm just glad it will take me never
To another make
If gathering the shards of my broken heart's taking me years
Then so will it take for me to shed other tears
Apr 2015 · 572
THE COMPANY I NEED
Ignatius Hosiana Apr 2015
I read beautiful poems and wonder
Why in mine all I find is fault and blunder
I caress the neat words as much as I can
Hoping the more I read the more I learn
I peruse through funny poems and laugh
Yet if I try it out myself It's really tough
So I read inspirationals day and night
Thinking for sure ,improve I might
I scroll past those I feel ain't my type
Looking for those with acclaim and hype
Poetic literature really does take all my time
'Cause I'm in a hunt for that perfect rhyme
But all I do is find highly fascinating pieces
And all they do is leave me angry and peaceless
I read poems because I'm seeking for consolation
And I even find more than this ,to my consternation
I probably read poems because they are easy to read
Or I'm just so lonely and they are the company I need
©2015 IHosiana
Apr 2015 · 571
BASTARD'S PRAYER
Ignatius Hosiana Apr 2015
Night after night they'd fight
Fires and flames re-ignite
As Sparks of anger flared
She lived but dead scared
Next was waking dead to life
Yet again not too tired to fuel the strife
Atimes they were warm, atimes cold as mist
Sometimes apart, sometimes at heart
There were days they hated and days they kissed
Days of soothing the days of hurt
The flame as bright as the Sun
Died down to dim of a lantern
Even their ******* Son
Came to terms with that zigzag pattern
High was high and low was low
When's Dad was high there wasn't law
His Mama's weapons were claws
While earning real hard blows
Was what fate 'd served
What she deserved?
In the air lingered an aroma of temptation
To slay his papa and offer redemption
That became a prayer each Sunday
What he painfully did fulfill someday
Apr 2015 · 6.1k
DESTINY
Ignatius Hosiana Apr 2015
Deadly wheel
Entrapping
Sometimes
Tough and weak
Individuals
Not only
You and I
Apr 2015 · 541
IT'S MY PRAYER
Ignatius Hosiana Apr 2015
All I ask of the road is an opportunity to meet you again
And all I ask of you is chance to atone causing you pain
Apr 2015 · 409
ADDICTED TO THE PAIN
Ignatius Hosiana Apr 2015
What's the point in fighting if we wasn't meant?
Why weep for what isn't heaven sent?
Why whimper when It's hell bent?
So what if it isn't the end we hoped & dreamt?
Why is the peace we make so easily lost?
Do we have to endure anymore costs?
We talk but never understand each other
Instead of moving on we keep going further.
If all we do is hurt each other all over again
Why the hell do we willingly bear the pain?
Apr 2015 · 451
WISH I KNEW ALL THE BENDS
Ignatius Hosiana Apr 2015
I wish I knew where the River of my life ends
I'd have chance to say goodbye to all my friends
If only I knew how long our shared road extends
The steep hills and slopes ,*** holes and bends
If I knew when the petals will fall,for life's a flower
I'd recite you a magical poem prior my final hour
If only I knew the minutes the gates open
I'd try to leave all like you who care about me unbroken
I wish I knew where the leaf of my destiny will fall
From the tree of life ,we'd meet there every nightfall
I wouldn't have sleepless nights in fear
Because I'd be certain you'll always be near
If only those who have gone sent us mails
From after life to fill us in on the mystic tales
If only we were destined to go together
For it's the only blockade twixt our now and forever
Apr 2015 · 3.4k
FREEDOM FIGHTER
Ignatius Hosiana Apr 2015
To the strongest I am weak
And to the weakest I'm strong
To the righteous I'm wrong
Unto the condemned I'm meek
To those in power I'm a threat
Yet to the oppressed I'm power
To the mighty I'm an unwanted storm shower
To the voiceless I'm mighty thunder,I'm great
Apr 2015 · 598
RUSTED HINGES OF LOVE
Ignatius Hosiana Apr 2015
I didn't ask for a broken heart
Neither did I want the hurt
All I wanted was a ride to forever
Whether a smooth or a bumpy ride
Even if few have reached that place
I just needed a little favor
To be the only one in your embrace
Prayed that you lend me some of your trust
To oil the hinges of our love and keep them free of rust
I needed a bit of your faith, I needed you to believe
I hoped you'd stick around and never leave
All I wanted was some room to be a real man
Besides an opportunity to call you mine
A Romeo and Juliet story,at worst a Bonnie and Clyde
Apr 2015 · 930
REFUSING TO REGRET
Ignatius Hosiana Apr 2015
I can't love you the way I did then
Can't rewrite my affection when we lost the Pen
I can't hug you like it was in those days gone
The arms are cold where they were warm
I can't cry for you 'cause I'm no longer torn
No more signs of a raging melancholy storm
I can't kiss you as passionate
But it's sad we'll never sincerely osculate
I can't re-meet you for the first time
To be tortured by my feelings for you
Can't revisit the innocence to have a review
I can't forget the burn of your goodbye
Just like the crazy moments twixt you and I
I can't replace you neither can I forget
All the same it was worth refusing to regret
Apr 2015 · 326
IN LOVE AGAIN
Ignatius Hosiana Apr 2015
Guarded the remnants of my broken heart
Gathered the pain, of course I was hurt
I told myself never to fall for another lie
Believed strongly knowing I'd rather die
But time gracefully flapped her wings
And with it came another who sweetly sings
I forgot all the promises myself I'd made
Couldn't reason with her draped in my head
I felt comfort in the blanket of her embrace
And safe taking the grace beneath her dress
She was a blossom only found in Fairland
Leaving me neither caution nor lesson learned
She was an opportunity I seized by the beard
A reckless adventure I'd hitherto feared
By the vast river of her charms swept away
So whether It's real or not, I'll take it day by day
Right at this moment I'm in love again
And future if it happens 'll take care of the pain
Apr 2015 · 535
IS IT?
Ignatius Hosiana Apr 2015
Still struggling to tell myself how fine I was
Remembering I was one without flaws
I had a life before you,but why's it hard after?
Is it cause you left tears where you found laughter?
Is it cause I can't even eat?
Is it?
Apr 2015 · 349
TEARS IN THE RAIN
Ignatius Hosiana Apr 2015
I want to say all I feel for you's hate
But that ain't the the real truth
Much as my mind is convinced I do
My heart can't stand telling lies
I want to walk away from my fate
But that thought doesn't soothe
My Soul can't stand goodbyes
I should be camouflaging the pain
Hiding my agonized tears in the rain
Yet It's something I won't
Because I love you, I just can't
Much as I really want to
Apr 2015 · 1.0k
HER THOUGHTS ECHOED
Ignatius Hosiana Apr 2015
Baby could we share your Umbrella?
Ella!
You remind me of the River bend
And?
In your eyes is something special I saw
Oh!
Are you doubting my conscience?
Sense?
Can't you see we are birds of a feather?
Either
And what I feel for you is way too fly
Lie
Are you going to leave me in this flame
****
For what I feel your beauty's to blame
Lame
A thing too precious to be on any shelf
Elf
Let me triumph over your pride
I'd
If you feel the same, I wanna know
No!
Apr 2015 · 481
THE RACE NEVER ENDS
Ignatius Hosiana Apr 2015
A ‘times your chain's your freedom
Treasured freedom is your prison
You feel you want to hold on
It's the way you choose to move on
Your future could be in the past
Past catching your future rather fast
A dream turned to a nightmare
'Cause it’s **** big it does scare
Here was once your "wish I was there"
Your success was a whisper in a prayer
The uncertainty that kept them guessing
A curse turns out was a disguised blessing
I heard the path could be the obstacle
Hardship passed turns to a spectacle
Heard things that tend to make us cry
In Jan, in a year we laugh about or in July
Worst enemy was once the closest friend
Fighting wars to conceive peace is a trend
I hear every end is just another beginning
The race doesn't end but we are winning
Heart never rests, panic when it stops beating
We blend in trend, trust is for them cheating
Lust took to the stage, nobody applauded love
Those who lack losing the scant to those who have
Life's a death trap, them who care are loathed
The heartless are wrapped in care and clothed
The foolish are philosophical and wise
Probability's certain, no longer roll the dice
It's a game we ignore the rules to win
Since we're more sober after a taste of Gin
Sometimes the end justifies the means
Yet a ‘times the means justify the end
Apr 2015 · 439
FLAMES OF AFFECTION
Ignatius Hosiana Apr 2015
You are far away across the ridges of life
And I'm here all alone facing the cold
I wish you knew, I wish you're told
That living without you is a stub of a knife
I don't even know who you really are
Yet you've never felt any far
If distance were food, I'd eat this 'tween us
For I can't forget to let these thoughts pass
I wander lost in the mire of the moment
Enduring every battering torment
I guess that's the flame affection
Which blazes even amidst rejection
Apr 2015 · 742
GLORY AWAITING YOU
Ignatius Hosiana Apr 2015
You've got this hour to sacrifice
And the power to move a mountain
You've got the power to claim the price
And desire to be an inspirational fountain
There's glory awaiting you
Disprove those hating you
Notes (optional)
Apr 2015 · 22.0k
WE'LL MAKE LOVE SOMEDAY
Ignatius Hosiana Apr 2015
Someday I'll hold you like you me charms
Look you straight and deep in your eyes
And let you know how much I lust for you
I'll pull your soft body with me masculine arms
Dead close to mine so that you realize
How glamorously my  **** tightens for you
Someday I'll touch your neck with my teeth
I'll graze it so softly that you won't quit
And then pour magical whispers into your ears
The much I've dammed up all these years
I'll place my hard palms beneath your shirt
To softly hard caress your skin so that it'll sweetly hurt
Then I'll place my head onto yours and sigh
Because by this point I'll already be high
Someday I'll be this close and I won't miss
I'll peck your forehead but your lips kiss
You'll shut your eyes and savor my taste
I'll take it one step at a time with no haste
I'll patiently unbutton your outfit
You won't stop me for you'll feel me heat
Someday I'll **** at your beautiful *******
Draped like two cute oranges on your chest
You'll mourn like you're grieved at the pleasure
You'll beg me to quickly find my way inside
But I'll try and keep my control and decide
when to partake of your juicy treasure
Someday I'll explore further down your thighs
Me whom you much loathe and despise
You'll arch like a bow at every touch and laugh like a clown
Yet mourn as I navigate every street of tuna town
You'll beg me to pass through the tunnel of love
And just then I'll swiftly embed myself into nature's glove
I'll place myself above you,I'll be a long awaited burden
You'll hold my posterior as I plough through your garden
Since you say there's no love around here
Further apart your thighs will obediently split
While we make it
Someday we'll walk a thousand miles with no rest
We'll surf the ****** waves till we hit the viperous crest
Apr 2015 · 13.2k
MY LETTER TO MATHEMATICS
Ignatius Hosiana Apr 2015
Dear Math,
I wrote this letter to let you know how I feel about you. The thing is much as you love me so much, we can never be an Item when all you do is torture my brain and break my heart.
You claim to be a linguist, yet you know none of my languages. You don't know Kiswahili neither do you know English and only speak Algebra and statistics...I loathe you for all you do is play on my mind with words like Sigma and Meu, factorial and co-factor.You claim you want to be the only one but still ask me to find your X without even telling me Y.Well, grow up and solve your own problems because I'm tired of solving them for you.Just walk out of my life forever and not temporarily like the dew. You have hurt me enough with razors of matrices, pinched me simultaneously and never asked me whether I believed in your ancient beliefs like those of Pythagoras or not. We were never meant to be. I found a new one, her name is literature and she loves me so much.I won't apologize for saying I hate you because It's unfair apologizing for saying the truth.
Yours with anger
Apr 2015 · 631
FRAGRANCE IN MY CLOSET
Ignatius Hosiana Apr 2015
I know I'll never have you again
'Cause you're not the same
Person but that doesn't cure my pain
It's a shame
I know we couldn't last forever
I know I was such a baby
And you was so soon a lady
I know I soon fell out of favor
I know you played me so much
Broke up someday in March
I know you moved on so fast
I know you left me with thirst
You're lips were red wine
I know they were sweet
For a butterfly I met on the Street
I know sometimes I crossed the line
Together all our dawns were roseate
I know yours is the fragrance in my closet
I know you were as soft as wool
I know our love was a rough course
You think you feel no remorse
I know you see this as Bull'
I know that you covered up with lies
In the name of a weakness for my eyes
I know you always hugged me tight
Only when we'd had a fight
I know I still love you lots
'Cause you're the constant variable in my thoughts
I know you know all that and more
I know you know I know you know
Apr 2015 · 14.5k
BEAUTY OF PATIENCE
Ignatius Hosiana Apr 2015
The beauty of patience is in letting the sun
rise when it rises and shutting our eyes
when the dusk dawns believing the secrets
of life will come in the wake amidst the
crowing of the roosters.
Notes (optional)
Apr 2015 · 991
THE ARMOUR OF LOVE
Ignatius Hosiana Apr 2015
Living in your arms was the easiest of things to do
'Cause when we do the things we love we feel no weight
My amour blossomed even amidst the weeds of ill-fate
We were a boundless ocean with an ambiance of blue
I loved the gentle chains of your soft embrace and kiss
I loved how we wandered about aimless filled with bliss
The aroma of the words we spoke and the promises we made
Still haunt me as I talk, they are still lingering about my head
No place 'll ever see the breeze in the shed behind your eyes
And no other lips 'll ever paint truth on the membranous paper of lies
Our lustrous flames were ever blazing as if I was truly loved
So monstrous and seizeless that It seemed it'd burn forever
Can't lie,I don't know what it means being forever together
A risky venture I thought ('cause of the moments we shared) I deserved
There was a warmth and comfort in the sunshine of your smiles
I was so charmed in that I'd walk a thousand miles
Your false affection took me into a different dimension,so high
In space so that even while arched I couldn't touch the sky
But those wings of passion were cut one altramentous afternoon
And since I was off-course the sky,my heart wanders among Aliens
I've been so close to healing but there isn't gravity on that moon
I'm a cosmic nuclear threat, and looser is my alias
Been to planet animus where It's race doesn't breathe
You took with you my inter-galaxic faith map can't locate my grid
I 've my doubts,lost in the milky way but I'm a little glad
If you were human,explain why you harbored blue-blood
You lacked the empathy to understand I wasn't superhuman
To realize my weaknesses and mistakes are only because I'm human
You crashed my heart to mere shards by your "tantrumous' meteor showers
Walked with me through thorns disguised in flowers
Met a heathen who has promised to heal my wounds and scars
Time says she'll fly me down to earth on her wings, hope she does
She says she can't let me return to that place,your arms of all
She's promising to find me a better city, a honest soul
For she's a friend to humans and shares their affection
Theirs is the armour of love rather than paranormal perfection
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Ignatius Hosiana Apr 2015
You go for more or settle for less
Run after them or go at your own pace
You can climb higher and higher
You can always get what you want
None should tell you that you can't
If you can proceed, you shouldn't retire
You can soar higher than the sky
You can poke your limits in the eye
Ahead lies a wonderful reward
Go for it, focus on moving forward
You can change your little story
By constructing yourself greater glory
Navigate the icy unchattered waters
You can go beyond the definate borders
Nothing about their words matters
You can disapprove your doubters
You can hit the spot, if you truly aim
You can change the rules of the game
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Apr 2015 · 383
SOMEONE ONCE TOLD ME
Ignatius Hosiana Apr 2015
Marriage's the biggest cause of divorce
Law the main cause of crime
Peace a reason behind force
For the free flow, we appreciate rhyme
Love the real reason behind hate
And free will the mother of fate
Life brings about death
Life's breath, death's absence of breath
Money's the reason some never eat
Because no matter what, none gets enough of it
Beauty is light that outshines Ugly
Without which Ugly couldn't be seen badly
Rain is the reason behind the desert
Absence of It is ***** of nature,sweet hurt
Blindness is a result of vision
We'd otherwise see reason
We agree to disagree
Someone once told me
Apr 2015 · 1.3k
PINNACLE LADDER
Ignatius Hosiana Apr 2015
Today I gazed into the mirror
Realized I'm, I've been and
Different will forever be.
I realized something else
That somewhere out there
There's someone like me
Living within his own confines
Better versions of everyday
He constructs and life redefines
Someone who thinks reality is wrong
And dreams are for real
Someone who once struggled against the wheel
And realized it’s got a stronger will
Someone whose weakness is their strength
Someone who always goes alength
Someone who knows that the normal Train left
While they in the day slept
So they have to wake all night
To think, imagine fight and write
Someone who knows the past is abreast
That they can surf the wave of life to her crest
For while others are in motion
There's always them at rest
And that fact addressed
Now embrace that notion
Someone whose cyclone is cynical
Going past the usual pinnacles
In a struggle to being a pinnacle ladder
Someone working ****** harder
Someone different but feeling no shame
Knowing our differences make us the same
Apr 2015 · 419
A HUNGRY CANYON
Ignatius Hosiana Apr 2015
What was a doubtful crack
Is a hungry rupturing canyon
Comfortably seated 'tween you and I
What was a sweet melodic track
Is a sad relic of a lost companion
Of mine, oh my ...!
Something of a dream turned to nightmare
Spraying mists of melancholy in the air
The path we walked is some public road
And my heart hither light is now a heavy load
Maybe you didn't know that It's been twilight
Since you left,variance is slight twixt you and sunlight
I'm haunted by your being wrapped in my thoughts
Consumed in hot flames of the future I sought
I didn't realize it,I should have used my eyes
That without you there wouldn't be a sunrise
Should have waited a little longer for me
I still believe you and I were meant to be
I am the author to the end of our story
Don't have to take it but I'm sorry
Notes (optional
Apr 2015 · 386
THE PUZZLES OF LOVE
Ignatius Hosiana Apr 2015
If love is a war
Why do we still die to adore?
If love is louder
Why does hate blow it away like powder?
If love is a thick smoke
Why the surprise when we choke?
If love is a cloud
Why are we seldom on the ninth,proud?
If love is blind
How come we see the hurt left behind?
If love is wisdom
Why are our hearts a stupid kingdom?
If love is a disease
Shouldn't we know where It's cure is?
If love is a wind
Are the hearts tins where It's confined?
If love is a song
To which genre does it belong?
If love is a foolish joke
Why do even the wisest talk that talk?
If love is a crime
Why have perpetrators been freed over time?
If love is a soothing rain
What explains the disappointment and pain?
If love is a treasure
How come its value we can't measure?
If love is a bell
Is it something more than a knell?
If love is desire
Does this explain why it burns like fire?
If love is wealth
What use is wealth without health?
If love is power
How come it feds as easily as a flower?
If love is breath
What explains its coppery test of death?
Apr 2015 · 230
My Life
Ignatius Hosiana Apr 2015
I'd freak out if I dreamt about my state
In simple terms my reality is a nightmare
It is too dark a tunnel to evade fear
I struggle hard enough to endure
The inevitable creeping snare
There's nothing more I hate
Like the stench of my fate
Apr 2015 · 794
DARK COLORS OF HER STAR
Ignatius Hosiana Apr 2015
She were like a hound
Which to a post of its choice was bound
In her hands lay tatters of shame
'Cause it wasn't for love but fame
She married, and hers were blames
With each piece of her eaten in flames
He was an epitome of calm
Honestly, he had no sign of harm
And obviously life wasn't meant to be hard
Counting on the floods of wealth he had
Who could tell that with passage of years
The price tag was being reduced to tears?
That it practically wasn't only wealth
That mattered, and her poor health
From constantly being battered
Made her feel entirely shattered
One found innocent and sweet
And left a ****** *******
Only deserving his stinking spit
She was a drum constantly hit
As if the price for the posh cars
Were wounds deep enough to leave scars
Being reduced to a little mouse
As rent for the big for nothing house
She dared to think she'd manage the cross
Ignoring that even in bed he was devil gross
None could blame her for leaving
Especially after realizing she'd tried hard
believing
Some thought her best wasn't good enough
Truth is life with the star was awfully rough
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