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598 · Jul 2013
Tie A Rock
Àŧùl Jul 2013
To his waistline so tightly
To the ****-bag and throw
Him in a secret dark lake to drown him!

All his money stuffed into
His money-craving jaws until
The rogue head-banger dies-dies & dies!!
My HP Poem #384
©Atul Kaushal
597 · Apr 2015
Take Me Instead
Àŧùl Apr 2015
I believe that I can better stand these testing times of pain,
Forget about pain and let it come to me instead,
Reading this poem you will just get better.

For you have better things like studies to worry about, not this disdain,
Time is often irrationally tough, do not worry it will pass as it must,
Just let your problems come to me as I can handle them better.

I only pray to Time in special cases not for myself,
And my friend this is not the time for you to be down with fever,
You have better jobs to manage than staying in this suffering.
Kripi my best friend is not feeling well and I am feeling so bad about it.

I wish her problems take me instead and may she be well soon enough for managing her studies.

If there exists black magic in reality then I offer myself instead so that my best friend may get better prior to her upcoming important exam.

Get well soon Kripiji, your Droṇa can tackle it better right now.

My HP Poem #845
©Atul Kaushal
597 · Sep 2013
If-
Àŧùl Sep 2013
If-
I fall
Once
Again,

I will
Rise
Again,

Only to
Reunite with
You.

                          Be it once,
                          Or be it twice,
                          I will come again,

                          It won't take,
                          More than a lifetime,
                          For me to be back again,

                          Yes, I will,
                          And I will surely,
                          Unite with you.

                                                          Don't you fear,
                                                          F­or it'll be me,
                                                          Fal­l for me dear.

                                                          ­We will have it,
                                                          The­ best way,
                                                          It­'s our destiny.

                                                       ­   Let me make it,
                                                          A bit more clear,
                                                          ­I love & want you.
.                                My HP Poem #417                             .
                                     ©Atul Kaushal
597 · Apr 2016
Caution
Àŧùl Apr 2016
Don't make the mistake,
Of ditching a lover who's so caring,
Almost your parent-like.
My HP Poem #1059
©Atul Kaushal
Àŧùl Jun 2017
In your age, my child,
Even I told the cutest of lies.
Such an imaginative kid I was,
I realize that it has been my forte.

One day, I stood on the balcony,
It was 1993 and I was so young.
I was not even 3 years of age,
I urinated there in the balcony!

My mother remembers it sharply,
She always tells me elaborately.
She was there as dad scolded badly,
"Why did you *** in the balcony?"

I was so young,
But not at all naïve.
I was artless,
But also naughty.

I live inside a research campus,
National Dairy Research Institute.
And here has been a cattle yard,
My father had shown me the cows.

So whatever came to my mind,
I just denied having peed there.
"I haven't peed here, daddy,"
"Who peed then?"

I said, "A cow did that, daddy,"
And I blamed a cow for my doing!
"How did it get here, did it fly?"
My dad asked the toddler I was.

I just nodded my head,
My father was amazed.
He looked surprised,
And my mother just laughed.

She said,
*"Darling, I love your sweet little lies!"
A poem for my fictional future child.
And for my dear loving parents.
My HP Poem #1599
©Atul Kaushal
593 · Dec 2016
Pure Politics
Àŧùl Dec 2016
@OfficeOfRG hacked their own account,
Then blamed the prime minister for it!
How they just reject the Digital India,
They want to take the nation back...
They are not faithful to humanity,
INC is not good for the nation...
And AAP follows the fashion!
The opposition in India behave so literally.
They don't have any constructive criticism.
Their intentions aren't good for the nation.

AAP is the Aam Aadmi Party (literally the Common Man Party)

INC is the Indian National Congress.

HP Poem #1292
©Atul Kaushal
592 · Dec 2017
The Wasted Candidates
Àŧùl Dec 2017
They are so hard to contain,
How each one was produced,
In each of the kidney beans,
Not the pulses I talk about,
Kidney beans in a man.

Should be enough experienced,
Exceeding her expectations I will be,
Xeroxing people will be my love,
Y**et they will fail each and every time.
My HP Poem #1685
©Atul Kaushal
592 · Dec 2012
Contemplation of Break-up
Àŧùl Dec 2012
I don't see the reason anymore,
Not in myself or in my family.
I don't find any interest there anymore,
Not in books or in my girlfriend.
I don't see that flare anymore,
Not in her or even in myself.

I don't want to argue anymore,
Not in myself or even with her.
I don't feel like being with her anymore,
Not in reality or in my dreams.
I don't want to kiss her any more,
Not in the kisser or in the cave.

I don't want to contemplate any further,
I want a break-up & that's it!!!
Just a poem, I'm already single these days. So don't interpret it any other way.
© Atul Kaushal
592 · Jan 2017
Your Mendicant
Àŧùl Jan 2017
W** will love you as much as I used to,
As much as me who will pamper you,
And who will need you as much as I do,
Pent are the ways of happiness for me,
And there is need of love for my dear life,
Should you not come back to me smiling?

As much as me nobody needs you in life,
And as much nobody desires you either.

Just come back towards me gyrating,
And take your place back once again,
As if you had never gone away from me,
Of the time I spent alone give me relief.

Kind enough you are, I know that,
Re-entangled is my lonely life now,
Insidious is my life's new nickname,
Prevent my breath from leaving me,
I definitely need you back for me.

*
I miss you.
WAAPAS AA JAAO: The Hindi/Urdu phrase meaning come back.

My HP Poem #1374
©Atul Kaushal
592 · Jul 2013
I Am Missing You, Dear
Àŧùl Jul 2013
And I am going to get a missing person report filed at the nearest police station.
:-D  :-) ;-)
My HP Poem #370
©Atul Kaushal
592 · Feb 2014
Hegemony
Àŧùl Feb 2014
I will lead my family,
Of a husband & wife,
Two sweet children...

I truly love them all,
Off my heart & lungs,
Totally insane love..

I foresee the future,
Only through loving,
Trust me when I say.
I Love You,
Yes I Love You & Nothing Can Ever Change This,
Ever & Ever.

My HP Poem #550
©Atul Kaushal
592 · Sep 2013
Can You - Would You
Àŧùl Sep 2013
Can you ever stop loving me,
Would you ever do it to me??

Out from the thickest thickets,
Our loudly voices are audible!!

We hide behind these curtains,
Our ruckus will fail to be faint!!

How we fight like wild big cats,
Bodies painted red 'til sunrise??

Your hands have beautiful nails,
My back is dug by these gems!!

We don't live as normal humans,
Not many still remember loving!!

Can you understand this poem,
Would you follow me, sweetie??
My HP Poem #433
©Atul Kaushal
591 · Nov 2017
Beliefs
Àŧùl Nov 2017
I am not a believer in the popular notion of God or Allah or Yahweh or Prabhu or Bhagwan or Rabb or any other concept.

I do believe that something has created all of it but that power isn't as selfish to make its creations worship it. The power will be happy if we remain faithful towards life on Earth and do not conduce in destroying any form of life that can express its pain animatedly.

I despise the promise of a place in an imaginary place called heaven or paradise if we comply with the words conveyed to a single person by the fictional creator or the punishment in boiling oil if we don't comply with the words conveyed to that fictional man.

Heaven is nowhere if logic is to be heeded to, but heaven is now here if love, compassion and brotherhood towards all creatures on this planet is on our minds while all of us humans loyally comply with our duties.

Any creator, that will tell a man (probably on marijuana) in his dreams that nonbelievers are to be either converted or killed before the descent of Pralay/Qayamat/Doomsday, is a figment of imagination which propagated through the course of time.

Do good, practice fidelity to your family and your Karma will be balanced to help you attain Nirvaņa.
Another piece of my thinking.
591 · Feb 2013
Some More Spirituality
Àŧùl Feb 2013
If you fear God or Bhagwaan (Bhagwaan in Hindu dharma||God in Christianity),
You have your concepts all mixed up,
Love the power which created the big bang and has been in dormancy ever since.
Just love it, become friends with it and you'll be victorious - all will be victorious.
Victorious doesn't necessarily mean successful, this is something much bigger and lies beyond the scope of the constriction which money is a harbringer of.
P.S.: I'm neither a theist, nor an atheist person
© Atul Kaushal
591 · Nov 2016
One In Over 8 Billion
Àŧùl Nov 2016
There is no other Er. Atul Kaushal,
Yes, I am the only one.
I do not need Creepy,
Though Atul was for her,
Atul is not for the unfaithful.
Atul is one in more than 8 billion.
I am Atul: the uniquely incomparable.
Just as unique as every other person on Earth.

HP Poem #1247
©Atul Kaushal
590 · Jan 2013
My Nightmare - Immortality!
Àŧùl Jan 2013
A Never-Ending Life,
With Its Never-Ceasing Woes,
Its Never-Breathing Worries,
And The Immortality Of Grief,
This Is What I'm Afraid Of,

The Nightmare I See With My Open Eyes.
© Atul Kaushal
590 · Aug 2013
Someone Asked Me
Àŧùl Aug 2013
'Atul, who do you keep in mind while writing romantic poems?'

I was about to say your name,
But then I stopped the voice from escaping.
Because this love is not a game,
I just said my name & felt I said your name.

I have been with you for a lifetime it seems,
But it has only been a small game.
Because this has been our exclusive fantasy,
I just want these poems to sustain.

Whenever I say, 'I love you,'
You complement, 'I love you too!'
My HP Poem #402
©Atul Kaushal
590 · Jun 2013
Oh How I'll Wait For You
Àŧùl Jun 2013
Beyond those dark clouds in that blue sky, away from the social spheres, you'll find me waiting only for you away from time. When you find me gone, just come, I'll be waiting for you!
My HP Poem #305
©Atul Kaushal
590 · Jan 21
Violence and Violins
Àŧùl Jan 21
Instead of door slamming,
Listen to heavy metal music,
And engage in headbanging.

Instead of giving into violence,
Listen to the sounds of violins,
And practise non-violence.
My HP Poem #2041
©Atul Kaushal
589 · Sep 2024
The Wan(d)less Wizard
Àŧùl Sep 2024
Mark is a wandless wizard,
But he's not wordless.
He weaves dreams and poems,
Neither is spineless.
It's such a treat to read your verses,
Mark Wanless, you have my regards.
Stay Blessed and Healthy.
My HP Poem #1980
©Atul Kaushal
588 · Jun 2017
Modern Brave Poets
Àŧùl Jun 2017
For some they might be brave,
The ones whose poetry is incomplete,
Without the necessary F-words.

But for me such poets are not poets,
They are the lost souls bent on it,
Abusing the readers no soul they save.

Sans any rhyme scheme or structure,
Do they not aimlessly scribble,
I wonder if they learnt F-words in vivo.
My HP Poem #1567
©Atul Kaushal
588 · Jul 2013
I Will Never Know
Àŧùl Jul 2013
How much you really love me,
How much you crave for me,
How much you long for me,
How much you'll miss me,
How much you'll kiss me,
How much you'll torture,
How much you'll **** me!
I just know you will and I will be tortured!
I seriously don't know how much.
I don't tell you to be soft when you torture me.
I want you to be my tigress when you do!

'Never Know' series poem #2/3
^_^ ^_^ ^_^
My HP Poem #366
©Atul Kaushal
587 · Feb 2014
Big Surprise
Àŧùl Feb 2014
When I thought it was the end of road for me,
You sprang up in my life as a surprise element,
The surprise I got pleasantly bemused from...

Renewed is my happiness & is only increasing,
It increases slowly & steady in a smooth spiral,
What a magic is made when we are together...

Still we don't know we are drifting where to,
But the travel is awesome holding your hand,
I do not want it to end ever and ever at all...
You tell me not to say thanks to you but I still convey my gratitude.

My HP Poem #556
©Atul Kaushal
586 · Jan 2014
Good Morning Morni!
Àŧùl Jan 2014
Your Mor longs for you,
Waiting with patience,
Cooing sweetly in day,
Dreaming in the night.

Rainbows fail inciting,
My colors start fading,
When she stays away,
Dancing is agonizing..

But when she comes,
Happiness increases,
Start cooing happily,
Me & her - together...
Mor is the Peacock, and morni is the Peahen variant of the regular Peafowl in Hindi.

My HP Poem #519
©Atul Kaushal
586 · Mar 2013
I Love You
Àŧùl Mar 2013
I love you & it kills me
As I wait for you
To be back!
15 Words for You
© Atul Kaushal
585 · Jan 21
Poetry and Poem
Àŧùl Jan 21
Her eyes are poetry, and
Each blink of her eyes is a poem.
Her voice is poetry, and
Each of her words is a poem.
Her thinking is poetry, and
Each of her thoughts is a poem.

My love for her is poetry, and
Each of my expressions for her is a poem.
My care for her is poetry, and
Each of my suggestions for her is a poem.
My desire for her is poetry, and
Each expression of my romance for her is a poem.

Our mutual attraction is poetry, and
Each of our confessions to one another is a poem.
Our eternal relationship is poetry, and
Each of our manifestations for one another is a poem.
Our way of talking to each other is poetry, and
Each of our conversations with one another is a poem.
A Reformatted Repost

My HP Poem #2042
©Atul Kaushal
585 · Sep 2016
Marching Memories
Àŧùl Sep 2016
As September is ending,
Many memories march,
For it was a September,
The one two years ago,
I only felt so complete,
Such love I felt wanted,
Now it's such a contrast.
HP Poem #1158
©Atul Kaushal
582 · Feb 2016
Present
Àŧùl Feb 2016
Present age is as horrible as anything
Present day is as gloomy as anything
Present time is as unforgiving as hell

This is what I feel.

But I'll make my present worthwhile,
Someday surely in another life.
My HP Poem #1012
©Atul Kaushal
Àŧùl Aug 2013
When I'm here without you baby.
When I'm afraid of us failing & falling.
When I'm thinking about our connected fates.

But someone rushes to rescue me from myself.
It's an Angel who helps me overcome.
I think it's you baby - my Angel.
My HP Poem #394
©Atul Kaushal
582 · Sep 2024
Generation Y | Generation Z
Àŧùl Sep 2024
I was born in 1990,
Only 8 days shy of 1991.

Still, I am Generation Y.

She was born in 2000,
Nearly 6 weeks into it.

She's Generation Z.

Still, she responded to me,
Actually her mother did.

The matrimonial ad.

My parents had flashed it,
In a timely manner, they hoped,
That I can be married.

So, I went to their home,
I liked her for her youth.
And of course her eyes.

She was truthful and frank too.
She told me what she wanted,
She wanted a mature man.

When I told her that I was an artist,
She loved my poetry,
And commended my creations.

Soon that 'misunderstanding' happened,
And the Miss felt she was standing under,
To equate herself with me, she berated me.

Oh, I do want to marry her still,
Because in her I see a lot of potential,
But she'll have to change her behaviour.

And as she can't change,
Things she will have to realise.
I don't think that she can apologise.

There's a generation gap between us,
And the next generation can't say sorry,
Or just accept their mistake with humility.
My HP Poem #1987
©Atul Kaushal
581 · Jul 2013
Destiny Interacted With Me
Àŧùl Jul 2013
Destiny* had had offered me a choice,
Good memory* or a best friend for life,
I don't much remember what I chose.
My memory had been much more better before a significant road accident.
My HP Poem #350
©Atul Kaushal
581 · Apr 2017
Greed
Àŧùl Apr 2017
Know that I asked for physical pain,
Right when I was the most happy,
Invincible I seemed to myself,
Poor me- I got it what I asked for,
Into the hospital ICU I joined forces.

Ya I'm cursed with a long, long life,
Onto an evil world I'm slammed,
Until I met her I knew not love.

Could I walk on water to satisfy her,
How convenient for her to imagine,
Exhausted, my love isn't even a bit,
Aches my heart so metaphorically,
Tiniest shards of my soul just cry.
Prior to my accident when I was associated with a social service society, I often ended up praying to the almighty in my loneliness to let me bear all the pains of the people. I got what I asked for.

My HP Poem #1507
©Atul Kaushal
580 · Apr 2017
What I Should Better Get
Àŧùl Apr 2017
As a lot of injustice is what I get,
What I should better get is lost.
I should get lost under this cover,
This glorious cover of anonymity.
Let nobody read my thoughts,
For leglimency I've occlumency.
My HP Poem #1516
©Atul Kaushal
580 · Nov 2013
Prime One Out
Àŧùl Nov 2013
Had this dream been exclusively mine only,
I would not have worried this way about it,
I actually would not have tried at all for it...

Greater good is imminent above the horizon,
We have got to just peer beyond the problem,
We could not get better if we do not try for it..

This place around us two if it gets the better,
You are not alone here facing farce of time,
You have wishes & love for better strength.

You are the prime one out who smiles cute.
My HP Poem #482
©Atul Kaushal
Àŧùl Feb 2015
Today I am promising you my love,
I will be missing only you my dove,
Only our tears will water our grove.

Tears of not just love to be dropped,
I am prizing each of our tears spent,
Only helping the growth to be lent.

Trust you knowingly with my life,
I know that just you'll be my wife,
Only knowing we will breathe rife.

Today is the Valentine's Day for us madame,
I think that tomorrow too it will be the same,
Only love is the intricate detail of my name.
10 more poems till I take a study leave.

My HP Poem #767
©Atul Kaushal
Àŧùl Aug 2024
How long will you stay uninterested?
In this relationship like me, even you have invested.

My idea of intimacy is based on my lifelong emptiness.
Have you too felt the pangs of loneliness?

How long have I been lonely in this world?
Well, essentially since my lonely & difficult childhood.

And now you might ask me another counter question.
If I had my parents along, why this notion?

Now, tell me, is having parents is sufficient?
Surely, we need siblings, friends, and a joint family.

Grandparents help you endure the pangs of loneliness.
Dear, have you ever been directionless?

How can you judge me based on your experiences?
Come to my world, take your time to assess.
My HP Poem #1976
©Atul Kaushal
Àŧùl Jan 2016
Not a time-****** I am,
But I used to do that,
To a great extent.
All the attention she got,
Was actually stuff,
That she neither sought,
Nor her dear requirement.
My HP Poem #975
©Atul Kaushal
580 · Mar 2019
Evanescent Dreams
Àŧùl Mar 2019
All the times I loved in the past,
They now seem ephemeral,
Moving on always seemed impossible,
However, the word impossible,
Itself says, I'm possible!
My failures were evanescent dreams,
Were they not?
My HP Poem #1734
©Atul Kaushal
576 · Nov 2019
Wisdom
Àŧùl Nov 2019
You don't get wise with last molar teeth,
Owl Baba is a living proof of the theory.

You can buy shooting medals,
And even a black belt in Aikido.
A sarcastic Indian political pun.
My HP Poem #1797
©Atul Kaushal
576 · Apr 2016
Just Why
Àŧùl Apr 2016
Why?
Why am I their only child?
Why??
Why am I such a lonely guy??
Why???
Why am I always so alienated???
Just why?
My HP Poem #1051
©Atul Kaushal
576 · May 2013
Blistering Wounds
Àŧùl May 2013
These wounds have
Subsided now but
The marks they
Left are the
Vestiges
Of a dark
And blurry past
Memories of which
Threaten with horror.
Hour-glass shaped poem
My HP Poem #261
©Atul Kaushal
575 · Jul 2013
They Will Never Know
Àŧùl Jul 2013
What we're up to,
Until we're done,
With the wedding,
Until we're done,
With the first kid,
Until we're done,
With dying together.
'Never Know' series poem #3/3
^_^ ^_^ ^_^
My HP Poem #367
©Atul Kaushal
Àŧùl Apr 2013
You're 6 years & 9 months younger than me,
So look at me - I'm really very confused,
I love you - well, I surely do love you,
I like you - the way you think is best.
So I find you cute & wanna cuddle you,
You're growing up & nicely so you know this.
@Not so little one: ;-)
My HP Poem #168
© Atul Kaushal
574 · Jan 2015
The Torture
Àŧùl Jan 2015
Stomp it under her heels too,
Satisfy her ego and be happy,
Should I complain not about it,
Shall I move ahead self-centricly,
Studying is of much help not now,
Stop I must after writing & revising,
Shut I must my mind down now.

Shucks!
I myself am torturing my heart.
Time to mend my ways,
'Coz I'm a special human being,
Everyone rejects me,
Be it people, or let it be life or death,
I will live uncompromising all the way,
'Coz it's my second life,
And I won't get another lucky chance.

Only a poem or two everyday will help me move on again.

My HP Poem #724
©Atul Kaushal
574 · Dec 2017
There Sleeps All My Beauty
Àŧùl Dec 2017
Look there - my beauty sleeps!
Oh my dear pal Time steer,
Why do you overwork?

Take some rest, over here,
Let her rest & rejuvenate,
Allow her to sleep till dark.

Come, pal Time, let us bargain,
And you settle for a slower pace,
She's tired, my baby, let her sleep.
Personification of time.

My HP Poem #1684
©Atul Kaushal
574 · Apr 2014
Mukti
Àŧùl Apr 2014
As I have made you smile for few moments,
Few moments of yours that I protected from sadness,
I feel that I have liberated myself from the cycle of life & death.
Short & sweet attempt
My HP Poem #606
©Atul Kaushal
Àŧùl Sep 2024
For you, I am an artist,
My art is music,
My art is love.

For you, I am a soldier,
My duty is guarding,
My duty is protecting.

You lost someone special,
I'm an addition new,
Do not worry, dear,
I'm here to stay here.
My HP Poem #1989
©Atul Kaushal
571 · Dec 2020
Now Do Not Ignore Me
Àŧùl Dec 2020
You are indifferent to my words,
Loving you is my brand-new verse,
I confess your ignorance hurts.

Thanks for your love,
But your material gifts I don't seek,
Of love and romance I reek.

Hold me tight,
You claim to love me, right,
Show it not by gifts.

Give me your love,
Give me your time,
For me, your love is behove,
Now it's high time, be mine.
My HP Poem #1901
©Atul Kaushal
569 · Jul 2016
Do Not Read This Complete
Àŧùl Jul 2016
This is just to count the number,
The number of people who are,
Intentionally or unintentionally,
The wild crazier type of people,
This is just to acknowledge them.
Count them I will through this,
They who will like this post,
Or the ones who will just read it,
I connect so much with you all,
'Coz you are all just like me,
Doing what's suggested not to!
My HP Poem #1104
©Atul Kaushal
Àŧùl May 2017
My true love will meet me on the Judgement Day,
My celestially divine love is only insulted today,
And today, love will be full of resentment in your street.
My eyes are dark with sorrow today,
Tomorrow your own heart will be upset.

I used to come to your street to sing the songs of love,
But you were indifferent one day, oh my young dove.
Once again I am here in your street, to repeat like a mad man,
Today this savagery of yours will be eradicated,
Because today, love will be full of resentment in your street.

May you breathe deeply, in love with someone,
And may he always be indifferent to your love.
As you have framed the misgivings on me, don't you dare forget that,
Even you will not be blessed with love ever.
My HP Poem #1530
©Atul Kaushal
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