have you ever thought
how would you want to die?
i have
burning to death
would be too noisy
too red i guess
and i don't like red
taking pills
would be too fast
and too painful i guess
i'm tired of pain
jumping of height
would be impossible in my town
and too fascinating
it would be like flying
but imagine drowning
i think it would be magical
water have always called me
time would stop
i wouldn't hear anything
and stop breathing
but i still would be there
in silence, in stillness,
in water, in calmness,
it would be like
a holidays for eternity
.........
i think about it too often i guess..