Every time I fall
I seem to brake.
And through the pain
I’ll find my voice
Turning this quiet violence
Into loud words
I am not my past
I am not my disorder
I am not my obsessions
I am not a victim
I am strong
I am smart
I am brave
I am free
Sometimes I need a little reminder.
To take a break
To not to break#s
A brake - just in time is a good break , time to rejuvenate :) just words :)
You poked my heart
that this is MY heart to break!
and I choose
cover it up
DIAMOND PLATE ARMOR!
all wrapped up in a KEVLAR VEST!
with a itty bitty,
just big enough
for a single
beam of light
and reflect back
to your eyes
for you to see
the beauty within
i can't write when i should
my words don't like rules
they have their own sleep schedule
but ohhh when they want
to came and play i can't stop them
they are pouring out of me
like a juice out of those juice boxes
when you blow air in the straw
is there something wrong?
i have so many words
but i can't find the right ones
which would save us
why are you depending on me?
10 late night texts
10 phone calls
10 secret words just for me
10 love songs that are in time to the last 10 beats of my broken heart
Laid out as a bittersweet harmony
To accompany the melody
Put in a frame ,your work of art
" 10 beats to a broken heart."
There is no greater disappointment
Than looking up high
And finding no Moon
Lighting up the night sky.
I looked into your eyes many times before
Finding love, comfort, hate, passion,
But not this desolate goodbye,
Until there was no moon in the sky.
This emptiness spread into my heart,
Now hollow and inconsolably dark.
The only white pearl that can make it restart
Didn’t think twice to turn off or depart.
Yet hope is still here,
Shining as lonely stars;
For the moon to reappear
And heal all deep blue scars.
*By Elle Bogue
I found your tshirt on my bedroom floor, it's the only evidence that you've been here before.
I don't get waves of missing you anymore, they're more like tsunami tides in my eyes.
Never getting dry,
So I get high,
Smoke away the days, never sleep with the light on
Weeks pass in the blink of an eye
And I'm still drunk at the end of the night
I don't drink like everybody else
I do it to forget things about myself
Stumble and fall
With the head spin I got,
My mind's with you but my heart's just not
I Sleep with my thoughts
And I dance with my views.
Like our last kiss. It was perfect,
we were nervous on the surface.
And I'm always saying everyday that it was worth it,
Pain is only relevant if it still hurts
I forget like an elephant
Or we can use a sedative
And go back to the day we fell in love just on our first kiss
But maybe I just fell in love when you woke me up.
it’s cute how my eyes chase after his face
how it is the only thing can be defined by them
and when our eyes accidentally met
they create such affection that can't be helped
but me and he can never be we
cause our faith puts too many brakes on our hearts
that might as well breaks them apart