I need you in the moment
when I tell my friends I want to die and they don’t even care let alone even notice that I’m there I need you in the moment when I cry in the middle of the night and I don’t remember why let alone why it hurts so much I need you in the moment when I take the little courage that I have and stand up, only for them to dismiss me let alone change I need you in the moment when I show my cuts on display to the world and the only thing anyone gives is judgement let alone SAVE ME I need you in the moment when everyone else survives and leaves you to rot in the darkness let alone comfort me I need you in the moment when I realize I’m manipulative and that this is all my fault because I’m the problem in my life that sabotages my every move and needs to LEAVE Because I need you in that moment that you’re not there because you were never anywhere Let alone here
is there something wrong?
i have so many words but i can't find the right ones which would save us why are you depending on me? ... /M.A./
Advancments of technology are neverending
And the world will never stop depending What ever happened to a letter Or if people just hung out together Instead of using Skype Go outside and see the light
my bones tremble
lips speaking faster than the speed of sound i'm a dead girl watch my walls come crumbling down you were what i needed medicine to a frighten mind but you stopped working and i'm out to find the better kind
I move from boy to boy to boy.
i think my biggest mistake was thinking you were the only thing that could make me happy
— The End —