Cover up your skin Those who abandon us wear us neatly thin The only way to win is to fill your empty heart I will give you what I don’t have as it is who we are Cover up your skin Hear the singing bowl or the mountain stream If we blend, what could it all mean? You and I or one and the same Cover up your skin From blonde to black If you hide from me I will always find you in my dreams Cover up your skin The crow cries in the trees Its tears sing a repeating melody The wind always blows you back to me Cover up your skin The last bit of flesh I want to see Underneath the art you can bleed And I will taste it, but not for free
I want to hear the echo of my own words. I want to know that you’ll be there even when you know a storms coming I need you there. I’m so scared that one day you might be gone, you won’t be the first to go won’t be the last. Everyone from my past are ghosts and i hate pulling out the ouija board. Don’t make me have to visit our friendship’s grave because I will be there everyday for months wondering how to bring back the dead. Rituals, sacrifices, spells, and even prayers. God whispering to me telling me he knows how it will end but i have to wait to see the road bend. Seeing the storm coming from a land far far away knowing this isn’t a fairy tale knowing I’ll never get my happy ending. Even when you know the storm is coming take my hand and maybe we’ll get to Oz. There’s no place like home. Home isn’t a place, It’s the feeling of comfort you get when you hear your echo. It’s sitting down and knowing you are here for a reason. Understanding that we are one with the earth and this is my place on earth. It’s seeing a picture of the beach or woods or mountains and saying proclaiming “I’d rather be here.” I’d rather be here with you. I’d rather be here with you because you haven’t left yet. I don’t think you will but understand that I have never had that extra hand, a friend to reach out and say “please don’t go away.”
I gave you $20 but you left me for someone who gave you $30. They had $100, I had $20.
Based upon years of being left and forgotten in many areas. It's hard for me to trust and make any friends anymore. I barely have established a stable relationship due to issues and past of being cheated on, abandonment, being ghosted, and always being that someone who was never someone's first choice or friend. And yet, I still love and get too easily attached. I can never be angry or hold resentment... I just wish others who know this pain, didn't.