Fine
She's letting you go

She knows
You were never hers
You knew
It will never work

Please don't give anymore hopes
Don't slide into her DM
Tell her how much you misses her
Cause at the end of the day
You'll never come
That breaks her so bad
She loves you
One which will never change

Yes, she's stupid
The most

I'm glad you came
I was happy
Truly happy

Until the day
You said clearly
You didn't come for me

This is sad
Pathetic
What did I do to deserve this

After everything
That we've been through

So here we are
You and I

In the same room
On the same bed

Skin to skin
Cuddling each other

Everything is temporary
You'll get better
Have faith (:

Jika bersendirian itu lebih baik
Biarlah sendiri

Sabarlah sayang
Segalanya sementara

Tidak engkau
Mungkin aku

Siapa dahulu
Tidak aku tahu

Kita pasti akan pergi
Menghadap abadi

Membawa diri hina kepada yang pasti
Yang Maha Mencinta

Realising the fact
It falls easily
That scares me
Scares us

We thought
We could control it
We thought
The powers in our hands

Against the will
Again we hurt ourselves
Wasn't just a cut
Some they swelled

The pain
They're unexplainable
The hurt
They can't be heard

Buried
Deep
In our very soul
Forever

None of it was for you
    It's for myself
My own pleasure

    Cherished what I had
But like I said
     None of it was for you

Every puff and each rolls
    They ain't for you
Never was for you

     Dancing in the rain
Synchronized the pain
      It was my choice

Dance in the rain again
Felt like a kid
Free and fresh
With a smile on my face

   Chances are always there
   Whether you like it or not
   Sooner or later the time will come
   One day you'll have to decide

Maybe you're not even ready
Maybe you're well prepared
Maybe you'll love it
Maybe you'll hate it

So very messed up
The cloud's dark grey
Everyone's too tired
Hungry as in package

You're asking around
Maybe there's someone
Wants to share
Nor it will all go wasted

It's just frustrating
This ego is killing
What to wait
It's your call

These eyes met
Went all speechless
Plain and nothing
Again the ego wins

They were too clear
I could feel the hate
The regrets
It felt sad and once I woke up
I feel sick

Everything seems to show
This secret is a secret no more

When you go
You left without looking back

Not even a glance
Maybe everything's just a show

A made up
Made out of lust

Saddest part is when
Everything seems to be so true

Guess that all my friends
Was right since the very beginning

I was a fool
Fooled by you

Hey heartbreaker
Thanks for the memories

Sick and tired
Of myself
Never to you
Never us

Haru haru
It tasted bitter
So very bitter
Bitter us

No one
Nothing

Knew nor realising
Only mattress and pillows
Thru days and nights

This ain't bending
It's breaking

Beautiful sunny
Yet we felt cold
When it's winter
All you felt was hole

In the crowd
Wanting us

Not alone
Yet our hearts are lonely

Here
Now
Today

This is tiring
This is killing
This is unacceptable
This is slavery

Everything's about him
Everything's what he want
Everything's under his command
Everything's his dream

He's always right
He's this
He's that
It's always what he wants

He never listen
Never
Never did
He's not even deaf

So exhausted
Breaking apart
Into pieces but
He didn't care

He never
Never
Never really care
Nothing but him

Felt like drowning
Dying
But still living
In this hell that he creates

It's the first day
Of the Holy Month
Of Ramadan

I am happy
To be here
Among the chosen one

Thank you for this chance
Thank you for this day
Thank you for the food

There will be no words
That could discribe
How much thankful I really am

Happy Ramadan Kareem
To everyone who celebrates
Stay strong, it won't be long

I like you
Since the first game together
Actually I knew you
Before we're in the battle
I'm not a stalker
I just knew that my heart likes you

I didn't tell you about that
Maybe I never will
But I figured that
One day you'll know
Once you read this writing

Hey, I like you.

It's killing me
To try not to think of you

It's killing me
To undo things i used to do with you

It's killing me
To try not to miss you

I've lost my touch
You gave me some of yours
Called it grains of paradise
A reason to smile
For anyone who needs it

Your birth is a gift, kal
You knew that it's true
Today's your big day
When you never even asked for it
None of us ever did

You are you
No matter where you are
Happy birthday dearest friend
I'm thanking Him
For our first hello to everything

Keep on doing
The things you do
The words you used
They spread like germs
While you turn em to gems

Keep on going
Stay at your best
Like you always do
When we're talking
About breaking apart

Happy birthday dearest friend
Glad got to know you
Out of the blue
End of my words
You deserve nothing but the best

May God bless you
Your family
Our friends
You're not a ginie in a bottle
You're just one of a kind

Sincerely, piah of yours
#fiyyargggh

Lies are unexpected
You could have lie to others
But you can't lie to yourself

Lies are unnecessary
Why choose to tell lies
When you could just tell the truth

Lies are usually for the cowards
It doesn't make things better
They mess you up miserably

This is not the first
Not even the second
Honestly I lose count
So can I count on you

It's like we used to
Had a conversation
Calm and **** one
Yeah I'm into you

The grass turns greener
Everytime we're together
The cloud looks prettier
When your head's on my shoulder

I miss this
I miss us
I miss everything
Includes the taste of your lips