Oh welcome back
My nightmare
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Again you are here
Unwanted
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The very last thing
I  ever wondered of

May not be good in bed
Or maybe anything

But it's worth to try
To change

For the better
For future

Even when we knew
That nothing

Nothing lasts
Forever

Everytime
It vibrates
I hope
It's you

Everytime
It rings
Still hoping
It's you

Everytime
In my dreams
That smile
It's yours

Everytime
In my prayers
There's always
Your name

The world may separates us
But HE knows
We know
It's not the end

Looking for an error
No this aint terror

Some might say it is
But they never truly see

Sometimes they occur
Without thunder

She's my the rider
I'm her passenger

These colours of mine
Are all hers
For her to cherish

Only she
Shall keep the taste

Only she's
Gonna make me rain

Only her love
Makes me shine again

No hate
Only pain

Then it's raining
Raining tears

No lies
Only fears

Same ****
Keep repeating

You put yourself in that way
Stop putting the blame on others

Every time it comes
The air burns
We suffocate but still
Everything is good

No, no drinking
Nor eating
That's the term
Through the sacred month

Every smile has its tears
Every game has its rules
Every start has its ends and
So this sacred month

Still we hope to be
With you again
Still we hope to see
You come back to us again

It's either we stop
Nor time stops
It's either we take all the chances
Or we take everything for granted

Choices are in our hands
Has always been
Since the first time
Our heart beats

Be wise or otherwise

Shattered into pieces
Just because of words
Tried to glue them back
But it'll never be the same

They were only words
Sharp ones
The heart was broken
Badly

If one could choose
Types of heart to own
One won't pick this one
Cause it's too sensitive

Too fragile
One will always blame oneself
For being one
For having that kind of heart

Just because of that one
One simple question

Everything became upside down
You're leaving her again

Because she was being direct
****

Who ever thought
We'll survive this

Who ever thought
We're still breathing till this day

We're strong with His will
The test won't stop cause He say so

Life is short
Live it to the fullest

Show your love
Make it worth

There's a soul that deserves it
You know what I'm talking about

Yesterday
My head hurts so bad
I never felt that before
Not like any other day

This one's intense
So painful
Can't think of anything that makes me sad Or it will end up feeling so very bad

Told her
I miss you so much
Call me if you love me
She gave me a call

Heard her voice
Angelic voice
The pain gone away
The tears dried away

So it's you
You're my cure
You're the reason of my pain
I need you

Not alone
Cause they're around
Not lonely
Chooses not to be

Wasn't fake
Felt the sincerity
Apple of my eye
That's what you are

Clearer sight
When we're together
Very comfortable yet
Some envy us

Soft and lovely
Like sand and waves
Calm and warm
Picture you as the blue sky

Truly no harm
Wish you're mine

Again
Someday
Maybe
In the heavens

If I'm gonna bite you
I'll bite you really hard
Not just for the pleasure
It's more to another closure

They can say No
They will always say No

But my Darling
If you have the WILL
You'll do it
Even when they say No

LIVE your LIFE sweetheart
They won't always be around for you
But You WILL always
Have to live your life
No matter what

Stay strong
Love yourself
Let them say No
You build your life better
Who else gonna make your life better
If it's not YOU

Going back there for fun
I don't mind
But to go back there
Permanently
I don't think so

Can't even feel my feet
Touching the dance floor
Everything feels so slow
Never meant to feel this way
Never meant to put you that low

Night and day
Feels the same way still
Your clouds and shines
They never fade
I'll love you till the next life

Tell me
How are you
Today

These feelings
They are there
Getting stronger

Is this wrong
Is it okay
Would you mind to tell me

These dark grey clouds
Scares me
Rain's coming

Are they gonna do it
Like how everyone else does
Wash away everything

All my memories
That I kept
For myself

All the things
About you
All the sweet pretty things

That we've been thru
For those three days
Just us

If you're here now
I would just grab you
Make you dance with me
To this song but
You're not
So I'll just dance
With this teddy you gave me
Through the night

Tell me how to
Undo everything
You touched
My deepest space

The one that I've forbid
So long ago
I opened up just for you
When there's too many

You're so very special
How can I unlove
You're the reason
I wanna wake again

I can't afford
To lose you
Stay with me
Will you

Even when the distance
They keep us apart
You'll always forever
Stay in my heart

Your eyes
Your lips
Your skin
Your hands

That makes you who you are
You're beautiful
Gentle
Sassy

I'm crazy
Totally crazy
Crazy in love with my baby
You're my one and only baby

Again
I'm wasted all over again  

Hoping
It is just a dream  

Too bad  
Too bad it wasn't   

Maybe it's true
When they told me  

That you're fake
You just wanna play games  

Stupid
I really am  

I let you in
Gave you all of me  

Again I hope
It is just a dream  

Because the love I gave
Are true , true , true  

How could you
Why me