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Mila Berlioz Feb 2016
Pueda que sea algo fuera de la nada, salido de la neblina, rápido pero, ¿por qué siento que esto está bien? Fuera de lo normal, me siento bien, será una aventura, con riesgos como cualquiera de amor, pero una aventura que quiero tener. Espero no solo sea una aventura, quiero que no solo sea una página, pero un libro.
Just thoughts
Mila Berlioz Sep 2015
Quisiera quitarte de mi mente
Quisiera ver al mar y no pensar en ti
Quisiera poder leer poemas, y no recordar tu sonrisa
Quisiera no tenerte en mi mente cada momento de mi día
Me vuelve loca no dejar de pensarte
Me vuelve aún mas loca que no te tengo conmigo
Que debo esperar.
Solo espero, que cuando envejezca pueda vivir feliz y en paz, sabiendo que te tengo a mi lado.
Mila Berlioz Oct 2015
I think I need some space,
Some kind of freedom.
I know freedom is a state of mind
But, still, our minds are some powerfull *******.

I need some time off, I need to rebel.

I guess that's how I started smoking, maybe why I started drinking.

All I know is that I need my freedom, I need to rebel, I need my nature, my own nature.

Know yourself before you know anyone else,
Mila Berlioz Jul 2016
You wanted me to write about you.
So I am.
I didn't think I'd make such a good thing out of some days.
You're a wonderful person.
We might be miles and miles away,
but you're still special, even more special than many people here.
You're intelligent, gorgeous and fun.
I'll miss you and I'll never forget you.
Mila Berlioz Nov 2016
Oh amor, eres como un mar
Con olas que vienen y van.
Tan profundo que es difícil de llegar al fondo; oh amor mío ¿qué nos pasó? ¿fue el tiempo que nos consumió? ¿o fueron tus olas que me alejaron?
Vivo a la orilla del mar, esperando tus olas, las que me arrastran hlacia ti, llévame con la corriente hacia tu corazón y mantenme ahí.
Me confundes.
Mila Berlioz Sep 2015
Amor mío, el mirarte es un arte.
el amarte es un arte; tu piel, tus curvas
tus definidos pómulos. Cuanto me gustaría ser aire, para que me respires por la eternidad, cuanto me gustaría ser el viento para pasar por tu cara día a día.

Amor mío, eres como el mar, no te miro fin, y no puedo quitar mis ojos de ti. Eres tan inmenso, tan profundo, tan vasto, lleno de tanta vida, te podría ver todo el día.

Amor mío, cuanto me duele que no me quieras, pero llegara, llegara el momento que te darás cuenta que nuestro amor, es por siempre. Somos tal  como la Luna y el Sol, tal vez separados, pero con un amor de por medio, sabiendo que su amor hace al mundo girar.

En fin, amor mío, tus ojos son un arte, tu suave piel es un arte, pero tu eres la forma de arte mas bella que jamás haya visto.
Mila Berlioz Sep 2015
I'm anonymous
I'm unknown
No one knows me,
No one knows my name,
Not my name, not my story.
No one knows me.

If I take off my anonymous mask,
You'll see my true self
You'll see how I look.
What if you don't like me?
I've built a wall, a mask I should say.

I just need someone, someone who is capable,
Capable of taking my mask off.

Why are you anonymous?
Have you suffered?
Have you been hurt?
May I take your mask off?
Mila Berlioz Nov 2015
Are you here? I can't see you, I can't feel you. Why aren't you by my side? Why aren't you across the room? Why aren't you with me, as you promised? I need you, I want you, you were my little, only glimpse of happiness over here. Come back, come back to my life.
Mila Berlioz May 2017
As soon as I wake up, I want to see your face right beside me.
As soon as I wake up, I want to feel your breath against my neck.
As soon as I wake up I want those lips across my face, oh those lips.
As soon as I wake up, I don't want to fear I won't see you again.
I don't want to be afraid to lose you. Or to not have you by my side anymore.
As soon as I wake up, I want you to be there. Even if it's in a dream.
I wish I could have you by my side again.
Mila Berlioz Sep 2015
It might be love
It might be fate
It could be so many things
As a quote says "My atoms have always loved your atoms"
I think that explains a lot.

Basically, I love you
And I love how you get mad at me
It makes me love you even more
I find it cute
I find youcute
I find cute when you say my name
I find cute when you call me baby

I love you, and I love your flaws
I love you
Mila Berlioz Jan 2017
Even when I was away
Even thousands of miles away from you
The only thing in my mind was you
The only thing I could think about
Was your existence,
And how much I love you;
How I would cross the world for you
But I still think you wouldn't appreciate it, even if I crossed
The whole universe
Just for you.
Mila Berlioz Jun 2016
May I say how much I love you?
How much I desire you?
Or may I say how you make me want to die?
I still don't know how much potential I see in you after everything you've donw.
I miss you, I miss you.
And I implore you to come back, oh please, come back
Mila Berlioz Sep 2015
My sweet bella

The one who makes me feel like my whole body hurts because I miss her
It's too much
I miss those nights, the ones with the moon by our side
How our drunkness made us close
I never thought someone I've seen six times would mean so much to me
I need your presence, I'm broken
I need someone
I need someone with whom to share my ***** in a bottle mixes with gatorade
I need that sausage smell
I'm writing this while being ******
But my dear Bella, you mean the world to me and I never thought someone would become as important as you have
It's like you put the stars in the skies
I need you to have someone to drown my sorrows in a bottle with. I miss you
But I know sometime, soon
I'll get drunk and do fun stuff with you
Nothing seems fun without you, you might be the missing piece
but Dear Bella, wait for me, as the sun waits to rest when sunset comes. I love you as much as a cherry blossom tree loves it's beautiful flowers that just bloomed
Mila Berlioz Nov 2015
I expected much, you know, the usual right?
But turns out that message, ruined my birthday,
even if it was before my birthday, it was seven minutes before it.

Usually I hate my birthday, but, not having you,
not seeing you on that day, not having you by my side, it just, made
the day I hate the most of the year became worse.

Oh dear, why did you even show me that song?
Because actually, it does turn out that I need you much more than you need me.

Your birthday gift wasn't that tee shirt you left me,
but the loneliness and broken promises you left behind, how you left
me behind.

Still, I adore you.
Mila Berlioz Sep 2015
Falling, falling
Am I running to fast?
I could fall
I hope I don't
I fell already but since I fell
I started running.
Running running,
Am I running alright?

Burning, burning
Did I turn the candle on too quickly?
Or did I turn it on at the right time?
Will the wax melt down rapidly
Or will it last?
I really want this candle to last
I like its smell and its light.

I usually do stupid things,
I don't want to make the same mistakes
Not again.

I like running, I like this way of running.
And turning candles on
Isn't exactly my favorite thing to do
But I did turn this one on, I like it.

I'm just scared to fall, or burn myself by turning the candle on.
Just overthinking a bit, falling in love is a complicated thing.
Mila Berlioz Sep 2015
Can anyone stand
Watching how your loved one becomes different?
It's annoying,
It hurts

You hurt me, so much
Every little wrong thing you do

People may see me as a strong person
But when it comes to loving someone
I become so weak
So vulnerable

I can't.
I still love you, even if you make me feel like ****
Mila Berlioz Jul 2016
I'm so sick.
I miss you, my body hurts and yearns for your love.
Come on, leave me, come back.
Love me, love me so much you can't breathe.
Because you planted flowers in my lungs and I can't breathe because of you.
Love you forever, your love
Mila Berlioz Sep 2015
"It will al be fine one day"
Is that what everyone says whenever you're sad?
What's wrong with people?
Everything gets worse,
Everything turns bad
It all goes wrong

I don't know what is it with life
At least it hates me
I don't know about you
But I've had enough

I'll have to live with
Illnesses, problems, diseases, people I don't like
Basically a ****** life.

But what can I do?
**** myself?
It may be considered.
Mila Berlioz Sep 2015
Consume me
Consume my whole soul
Consume me
Consume my whole mind
Consume me

Use me
Use me in a good way
Use me
Use me to make you happy

Love me
Love me passionately
Love me
Love me as long as you can

Destroy me
Destroy my walls
Destroy me
Destroy my whole world
And let me live in yours
Mila Berlioz Sep 2015
What do you do
When you care,
But at the same time you don't;
What do you do
When you want to show emotions
Feel something
Show you care
Mila Berlioz Sep 2015
Does love hurt as much as people say?

I think It does, I hate love
I love love.
It's a huge contrast between hating and loving.

When you love,
You become clingy, annoying.
Your mind is invaded by that person

But it tears you apart whenever something goes wrong.
It tears you apart whenever you don't talk to that person

Let's not even talk about when it ends.
You're hoping it doesn't end
It doesn't always have to end.
But when it does,
It hurts like ******* hell.

But love is a beautiful thing to feel,
At the same time, it's awful,
You depend on that person.
Mila Berlioz Sep 2015
Oh sweet tree,
Cover me with your shadow,
Grab me, protect me.

Oh sweet tree,
I love your branches.
I love when the apples bloom,
May I grab one of those apples?

Oh sweet tree,
The apples were delicious,
But oh sweet tree, they have poisoned me.
Oh sweet tree, I was infatuated
I thought this would work.

Oh sweet tree,
I'm about to die, this was ephemeral.
Oh sweet tree, I'll love you eternally
Even though you killed me.
Mila Berlioz Sep 2015
I love him
I love him
Oh how I love him.
Oh how I love the way he talks
Oh how I love his starry eyes
Oh how I love his laugh,
Oh that laugh is my favorite song.

Oh diary, oh diary.
How I hate him
How I hate how he talks to me
Oh how I hate those eyes, they make me go mad.
Oh diary, how I hate him.
I hate him so much.

Oh diary how I adore him,
Oh diary this is a complicated situation
Oh diary, truth is I adore him even if he were to be the person I 'hate' the most.
Mila Berlioz Sep 2015
I'm just making this
I'm bored
I want you
I still don't get to un-puzzle you,
Don't even know if that word exists
That's why I'm so attracted to you
Thought you wouldn't know that
You're acting weird, again
Nothing new though, I'm getting used to this.
Love you even if you make me sad
Or mad, or even make me feel so miserable.
I guess this is how love works, not even sure
People say love hurts
And it does, it actually does

I've been through rough times with love
I've been hurt, torn apart.
I'm a walking skeleton
With a weak heart.

I don't think I can take anything else
I'm tired, I'm sick
Literally sick.

I love you,
Please don't destroy the light
You brought out of me.
That's all I'm asking for.
**You know this is for you.**
Mila Berlioz Sep 2015
Es el
El que tiene aquellos ojos que brillan como el sol reflejado en el mar
El que tiene aquella invaluable voz que podría volver loco a cualquiera
El que tiene aquella sonrisa tan llamativa como un faro en una noche oscura
El que ha sido capáz de hacerme sentir emociones que no puedo poner en palabras
El que pudo descifrar mi corazón aún sin haberse dado cuenta
Es el, el que me entristece pero me hace sentir lo mas feliz posible.
Es el, de quien yo me enamoré.
Mila Berlioz Jun 2016
Me encantas, me encanta tu hablar
Me gustan tus manos, tu cuello,
tu querer y tu pasión por la música.
Me gusta tu mecanismo de defensa,
¿Cómo decirte que hasta tus pies me gustan?
Hazme un favor, uno solo.
Fíjate en mí, mueve tu ojo a la derecha, y me verás.
Mila Berlioz Oct 2015
"Why do you sleep so much?"
"Are you tired? You don't do anything anyway"
"Why do you lay there alone?"
"Come out of your room for once!"

To all of them, I cannot tell them I'm depressed as an answer.
I cannot open up to everyone who asks me one of those.

I, myself can't answer those questions, I guess my only answer would be, "I'm depressed as ****".
Is that even enough as an answer? Is it a valid excuse?
Am I enough?

I guess I would just answer:
I sleep so I don't have to deal with life.
Yeah I'm tired, I can't do much, I'm not good at much stuff, but I'm so mentally tired that it all becomes physical.
I like being alone so I don't have to deal with being so insecure because of how awkward I am.
I don't and I won't come out of my room; real world can't come in.

I guess those are just lazy excuses.
It's not enough.
I'm not enough.
Mila Berlioz Jan 2016
I've creates this facet
I show it to everyone,
The facet of not caring.
It seems to help.
This facet has taken the original "me" away, driven away by obligations.
Obligations that are not even necessary
It has driven myself crazy, to the edge.

This facet, I thought would make me someone,
That it would help me find myself;
But it drove me away from me,
And now I don't even know who I am any more.

It has made of my life a whole mess.
I try to act happy, I try to ignore it.
But nothing goes away, does it?
Mila Berlioz Jun 2016
I forgive you, I forgive how you used me. I forgive how rude and how much you destroyed me. Yet I forgive you; because you're someone that I love and that'll never stop being.
Mila Berlioz Jun 2016
I can't see a future in my life
I can't see a window to get me out of here.
I still don't see a way out.
I don't imagine an adult me,
why's that?
All I can see is failure.
You planted this seed that makes me think I'm not enough.
Your fault CJDR
Mila Berlioz Aug 2017
I wish I could taste your lips, everyday.
I wish you could grab me like you did, today.

I love you, and oh my goodness, your lips.
They are made out of galaxies, I've never seen one, but I think I tasted one today.

Your soul, your soul, man, you are so pure.
I love you, I love your flaws.

You fill me up. You take and hug and kiss the sadness out of me. I can forget about everything for a second when I'm with you.

Today, as I laid on your chest, I felt at home.
I felt as if nothing could ever harm me, as if you were my shield.

Oh, love, how happy you make me. How much I love you!

I can't wait to taste that galaxy again.
Mila Berlioz Nov 2015
I wish I had the guts,
I wish I had the guts to tell you,
to tell you so many things. To tell you
how much I love you, how much
you make me cry.

But no, instead I'm here, writing about you. I write about you everyday. I start talking about my day and end up talking about how much I miss you.

I wish I had the guts, the guts to
*let you go
Mila Berlioz Sep 2015
I swear it hurts
It hurts in my veins
The words that come out of your mouth
They hurt
They hurt as if a knife was stabbing me
Right in the chest

It even hurts more
That I can't even cry
I have no tears left
What is this?
I can just stare at the wall
Hoping to cry
But then my veins hurt,
I can't.

And I don't know how to handle
Your hurting words
Mila Berlioz Sep 2015
I hate your flirty laugh
I hate how you make me smile so much
I hate how much tee shirts you use
I hate your soft hair, and how you touch it
I hate your voice
I hate how good you touch the guitar

I hate how you glance at me when I pass by
I hate how you ignore me sometimes
I hate how much you've made me cry
It even makes me want to say goodbye
I hate the way you make me feel
As if everything is perfect and it all makes sense
I hate you
But the thing I hate the most is that I hate you so much because I love you more than anything
And I hate the fact that every single thing I just said makes me love you more
Mila Berlioz Nov 2015
I'm done, you're worth it. You're worth so much, but I can't afford being so masochistic. You're beautiful, your soul is. I'd like to have my life complicated by you, but you're just too scared. What a waste. I hope some day you realize what you had in front of you.
Mila Berlioz Sep 2015
Antes de ver a esta hermosura,
Antes de conocerla,
Pensaba que las estrellas
Eran tan solo rocas en llamas
Extinguidas desde años atrás
Después de ver y conocer a este
Hermoso personaje que se apareció en mi vida
Supe que las estrellas eran simplemente
Espíritus, almas andantes.
Viendo el sufrimiento y la alegría de otros.
Destinadas a verlo.
Están a la guardia de ser apreciadas
De la manera correcta, de la deseada, anhelada por estas.
En esa mañana, pude apreciarla a ella
Tan libre, tan delicada y hermosa
Pude entender hasta ese día para que estaban las estrellas ahí;
Fue hermoso.
Creí que me enamoraría algún día de algún hombre
Pero me equivoqué.
Termine enamorándome de un personaje, uno muy lejano, muerto y vivo a la vez.
Una estrella a la cual llame...
Mila Berlioz Sep 2015
It's pretty funny
How situations may ruin everything
How people can destroy something you've built
Something that took time to built
How people can take something away so easily.

It *****,
It ***** to give your all to build something
And being rewarded with a little candy,
As if it meant nothing.
Mila Berlioz Mar 2016
Kissing cigarettes
Kissing the smoke,
It's all I can kiss and it's all that can go down my throat.
I promised something, but so you did.
I hope she kisses you
and I hope you don't have to kiss smoke
Mila Berlioz Oct 2015
Oh darling, my favorite person.
Kiss me, kiss me as if there were nothing else to matter but us.
Kiss me, cross the whole Atlantic to kiss me.
Darling kiss me, do it, kiss me passionately, kiss me,
I'm imploring you to kiss me, oh please do so.

Come here, hold me, sit me on your lap, tell me stories.
Let's go on picnics, let's have a cute homemade dinner.
But most important kiss me.
I want you to kiss me, kiss my forehead, kiss my nose,
kiss my cheeks, kiss my lips, kiss my neck.
Kiss me.
Mila Berlioz Sep 2015
You were my first love
You were my last love.
You made me up,
You destroyed me once again.
You made me feel,
You now have made me numb, dull to feelings.
You were like my sun,
My moon and my stars,
The one who lighted my skies.
You've taken my light away.
You've left me in darkness.
Mila Berlioz Sep 2015
When did the moon
Find out it was meant to be light?
When did the sun find out it was
Also made to be light?

When they saw people needed them to see.
How could people even do things
Without any light?

When are you going ro realize you're
Meant to be light?
You light up people's world
Maybe not everyone's
But you light up people's lives.

Be the sun when they need you at the day to go out.
Be the moon when they're crying over someone at 2 a.m.
Be light.
Mila Berlioz Sep 2015
I've lost it,
I've lost my mind, myself...
The two most important things that shouldn't be lost, I lost.
I could not stop it from happening
Circumstances made it that way.
The lost of his touch, his love, him
Made me who I am now,
A cold manipulative person
A woman who plays with people's feelings
I have a thought, a motto that stipulates not to ever regret something
In fact I don't regret a thing,
But loving you is the only exception.
I got lost.
Mila Berlioz Sep 2015
The Moon,
People ask me why I like the moon so much
I like it, I like it because it makes me feel safe
It stays still, it changes so much
But even with that, it stays still.
I like it, it inspires me
Its beauty inspires me.

The moon is strong
It has to move so much
Everyday it moves a little
Everyday it makes an effort
The moon, it's just wonderful
It glows, and doesn't get mad
Whenever clouds cover it.

The moon is magic.
My favorite kind of magic.
personal favorite
Mila Berlioz Jun 2016
Can anybody tell me why?'
I'm just here with waves crashing down in my lungs, not being able to breathe. And yet I call it love; I call it passion.
My rib cage is crashing? Little by little.
Mila Berlioz Nov 2017
He’s so mad,
But I love him so bad.
I can’t help but to feel so sad.
Tap, tap, tap, my cigarettes pack goes.
Beat, beat, beat, my heart beats for him.
What else can I do, when we aren’t near?
Knock, knock, knock. I knock on his door.
He opens the door, I love him so much.
Can YOU love me madly?
Mila Berlioz Aug 2017
That taste, that warmth.
Oh goodness, it was like heaven.
Your lips, so soft. Your skin.
Our lips touching.
It was like our souls were trying to reach each other.
And eventually, they did.

Kissing you, felt like making love.
Making love on your lips,
Dancing on the starts, on your lips.

I yearn, I long for another kiss of yours.

It was out of the normal, it was too special.
So special I can't describe it in words.

Make love on my lips.
Mila Berlioz Sep 2015
Even when I was away
Even thousands of miles away from you
The only thing in my mind was you
The only thing I could think about
Was your existence,
And how much I love you;
How I would cross the world for you
But I still think you wouldn't appreciate it, even if I crossed
The whole universe
Just for you.
Mila Berlioz Oct 2016
I light them up,
They fill my lungs.

I light them up,
They calm myself.

I lit you up,
And as you filled up my heart,
You took away my problems.

But the thing with the cigarettes is that they get to an end, and you finally throw them again.

I thought you were my everlasting cigarette, yet, I was your temporary one.

You lit me up, you filled me up with your lies, and you threw me away.

What a shame, being someone else's cigarette.
Mila Berlioz Sep 2015
It was new for me at first
It hurt, the cat hurt me
It was painful at first
I got used to it
As he kept on doing it
I liked it then

People asked me what were those
I answered the cat.
My sweet cat.

I use to hate my cat.
Now I love my cat.
I know he is no good to me
But he distracts me.
If you didn't quite get it, it's about cutting
Mila Berlioz Nov 2015
My month came with pain,
Problems, oh god, so many.
My month came with love,
Love I should've accepted, but I did not.
Instead I went on loving someone who did not deserve my loving.
My month came with so much,
My month, my month, it's probably just like any other month.
Perhaps, every month's pain piles up, more and more.
Quite birthday month.
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