Not all good is bad
Not all bad is good
Just two halves of an ever changing world
Eyes like spiders
Nails like blades
I am Cruella De Vil.
If I don't scare you, no evil thing will.
~C.D.V ♡

I'm good at tying up loose ends;
i spend my free time fastening nooses from the intestines of bad memories.

Green
Blurring forests and a lead foot
Racing the enemy in my thought
Being pushed aside,  I put
Money in the hand of a grim who could be bought
Playing a card game with fate
Pinky promises with a double pair of eights and aces
The grave took the bait
And looked me in my two faces
Green
Sick at the reminder of midnight wine
I can't find my last dime
To place a call to a home that's not mine
cherish the bitter taste of a lover who's long since past their prime.
I'm not proud of my virtues nor vices
But I'm giving them up,  again
Everything comes with prices
Please Don't make me give up my pen.
Green.
Gardens of rosebud
A prickle a thorn
More water than mud
Less lust than scorn
I'm growing some petals
I hope you notice
Although this sun never settles
A beautiful white lotus
Green

Yellow
Broken boards of plastic
A mannequin of blockade
Accept this apology quick!
So you can be remade
The brakes stopped
Or at least the ones in my brain
I hear a whistle, hopped
In the way of a train
Whispering suggestions and hints I can no longer ignore
Pages ripped from the seams
This hazing I can take no more
Waking screaming from my dreams
I woke up covered in ****
I'm sorry for my language
No one will hardly miss
Me
Yellow

Red
stop lights in front of train tracks, you were my biggest friend because friends let friends, keep going

If I gave you
a pencil for your thoughts
Would you promise to
Write
Them
d
o
w
n

I WANT TO SHOUT I LOVE YOU FROM THE TOP OF A SNOW COVERED MOUNTAIN AND WATCH THE SNOW BILLOW DOWN LIKE AN AVANLANCHE OF MY LOVE

She pleaded with pirouettes in a game of Russian roulette, a trigger happy princess who's looks only shot blanks.  A tight rope teen, a choreographed ****** scene as the ballerina danced with death. It took more than a few bruises ankles and broken hearts to stop this one women show. From pain comes art, it was self-destruction that was the theater's downfall.

O' Blackbird cant you see in good faith what you've done to me, surely you must since you never blink an eye, O' blackbird how under ever such a watchful presence could I lie, early bird catches the worm but neither one of us rest, please O' dear let me leave the nest, I promise I wont stray near of far or reach for any a star, I just want a break
let me fly  O' blackbird,  let me be unconfined, I will always be yours and you will always be mine, I just long to let my wings stretch and soar, me and the sky forevermore, how the blues and greys are nothing compared to ours

DEAD POETS HONOR.;
- I PROMISE TO SPEAK OUT OF TURN
- I WILL LET MY COMPASSION GET IN THE WAY OF MY OTHERWISE ACTIONS
-I WILL NOT BE AFRAID OF MY OWN VOICE
-I WILL SEIZE THE DAY
-I PROMISE  TO INSPIRE, TO CRY, AND LET WORDS SEEP FROM MY EVERY PORE
i shall not break this vow of commitment to my club so help me, poet, my peers shall dig the dirt from atop my head and sacrifice me to society's whims.
i am a dead poet and this is my honor.

I'm in love with your coffee shaped heart, and the way your scent of fresh bagels wafts through to the bedroom as you kiss me with the taste of sugar and cream on your lips. A caffeine high radiates from you as you grab my hips from behind while I make breakfast in one of your over-sized t-shirts. You have to go to work but I grab your hand and whisper "please, stay for one more cup"

Dear you, its 3:12 am I can't sleep because your arms are not wrapped around me. You are the if in my life, a chance I'm forever willing to risk and the lone star shining in my galaxy, my knight in shining armor. I am your princess, your angel only because your breath gives me wings to fly. I love you. I need you. I miss you. I hope when you wake to this. Your heart will reach out for mine and skip a beat, wanting to soak up every second we have with each other, even though it'll never be enough. For now I hope you're sleeping sound, maybe my sweet lullabies are caressing your dreams and scaring your nightmares away. Dear you, my Alex David, good night, sleep tight and think light. Sincerely, Mrs. Lyles.

When I exist 6 feet under the ground.
*tread carefully

Finally together
At last
You close your eyes and wrap your arms around me
You hands explore mine as I'm trying to catch my breathe
You're exhausting the seven seas the way that you caress my bones and declaring I'm yours by decree
I swear ill hear you in my head past death
Breathing on my neck and whispering sweet words in my ear
I'm going to faint, I think as I pull your face up to kiss my lips
I will never ever ever love another, my dear
As we stare into the irises of each other, my whole world tips
I'm so in love
It's been two years and I still get goosebumps

"I ******* hate you
I will never love you, ****
*******, *******, die."