Everyday I tell you, Saranghe
But you always say,Mianhe
You're sorry that it can't be me
The one that you can love truly
Just how much sadder this could be

It is my heart
It is my life
My own emotions and feelings

But It is not mine
For it is yours

I can no longer contain these emotions
I can no longer control my heart
I can no longer choose my life

For everything leads to you

It is mine but not mine
*For I am yours

When the sun will cease to shine,
And the moon hides behind the clouds.
When all the stars have fallen
It will prevail, Darkness will.

What should I do by then?
Should I wait with arms wide open?
Let darkness be embraced by me
And be bound together for whole eternity?

Even before, I have known darkness
It kept me away from loneliness.
So darkness be embraced by me,
Come to me and set me free.

Bathe my heart with sadness
Take my mind too, fill it with madness
Drop my soul in the abyss of wickedness
And lead my life to nothingness

I can already hear it coming
The nearer it comes, the greater the fear I’m feeling
But I won’t let these petty emotions overcome me
For in the place I’ll be going, Fear and Courage wears the same face

It is already here, now come and take me
Set my spirit free

In this imaginary world where we can escape from reality.

I am the ruler of my own kingdom.

Who ever reads my pieces lives through every story.

You shall take part in my mission to shape this kingdom to rule over this world.

Like every ruler needs, I need someone to be my adviser.

Will you be that someone?

When depression strikes,
A door for poetry opens.

The door that lets out the misery
The pain that keep hurting me
In turn invites public sympathy
By posting some of these poetry

Poetry that grew, from the feelings I have taken out.
Poetry that nourished, from the tears that I have shed
Poetry that would die down as times passes by.

And what I hope for,
Is when the leaves of my peotry starts to fall to the ground
My heart would be healed from the pain that once surround.

Waking up to the chirps of love birds
Breathing in the sweetness in the morning air
The bulb in my head lights up
"yah, it's the day for love"
So I exhaled my breaths of bitterness
ARRghh, the stench..
My breath was stinkin' of jealousy

My back was tellin me not to get up
But too bad, I already fell to the trap
Set by my stomach that has been growling
For food it was asking

I spent the whole day normally
In my bed, horizontally
Skimming through the channels on the TV
till night came and someone called me

I received flowers and hearts
and I realized
I shouldn't have been jealous of others
for all this time
I realized now
That stuff like this actually bothers me
and it burdens me
Specially coming from someone who likes me
But someone I would not like to see

Masyado kitang minahal
AT masyado mo rin akong minahal
Dahil sa masyado nato, Masyado tayong nasaktan

Kailan nga ba nagsimulang maging lason … ang masyado nating pagmamahalan?
Sa nakaukit sa aking memora’y nahulog ako sa napaka tamis **** ngiti,
Ang mga mapang-akit **** titig at ang napaka lamig na boses na binubulong ng yong labi

Nang ako’y iyong ligawan masyadong mabilis mo akong napasagot ng oo
Kasi napaka laki naman ng amats ko sayo
Kaya nagkaroon agad ng isang “tayo”

Tayo ay nagtagal…. Masyadong nagtagal
Na tila masyado nang napuno ng “tayo”
Nakalimutan na natin ang para sakin at sayo

Masyado nang naging masikip

Bumuo tayo ng napakaraming mga pangarap
Para sa ating hinaharap
Kaya masyado nitong kinain ang ating panahon
Ang dugo at pawis nati’y nilamon

Masyado tayong naging kampante
Na palaging nariyan ang isa’t isa kahit sa oras para sa kanya’y nagkulang ka na
Masyado nang naubos ang ating lakas
Upang mabuklod ang ating bukas
At di na natin namalayan na ang ngayon pala’y naging masyado nang marupok
At ang ating tayo’y.... unti-unti nang nalulugmok

Hanggang sa naging madalas na ang paglabas ng mga salitang nakakasakit na
Ang paglakas ng mga boses na nakakabingi na
Masyado nang naging madalas ang pag-aaway sa kokonting pagkakataon na tayo’y nagkikita

Masyado nang dumalas ang pagtatanong kung bakit pa?
Kung ipagpapatuloy ko pa ba...
Dahil masakit na

Masyado nang dumami
Ang rason ng aking pagsisisi
Hanggan nasabi ko sa aking sarili
Na tama na
Ayaw ko na
Kasi napakasakit na

Masyado kitang minahal
AT masyado mo rin akong minahal
Dahil sa masyado nato, Masyado tayong nasaktan
AT ang sakit nato’y gusto ko nang makalimutan


Kaya hanggang dito nalang ang pag-ibig na binuo ng Napaka at Masyado.

I dont give a ****
I dont give a ****
I didn't really wanted to have that
I didn't even liked that person
Nevermind me

These are the words I say to hide my weak self
I don't want to claim anything
For I am always afraid
Afraid to love
and to lose that love
Afraid to want
and never getting it
Afraid to chose
and at the end not to be chosen

I don't attach myself to anything
To not get hurt
At the end no one did hurt me
But still
Yes, I am not hurt
But I am lonely

who are they to tell us
what should we do and what not
those selfish *******,
already living their lives
and they try to take away ours
by telling us what to do?

no they can't
I won't allow it
nobody can dictate my happiness

I loved you once
But no longer it is now
For I hate you more than ever

I loved you once
Did a lot of things
Just to get your love in return

I loved you once
And gave you my heart
You accepted it
But you never gave yours in return

I loved you once
But I no longer have a heart to love
For you never gave it back
Now I am left with a mind that can only hate

I loved you once,
But I’ll hate you forever

I loved you once,
But I hate you
For not giving the love back
For not returning my heart

I loved you once,
But I’ll hate you forever
I’ll hate you more than ever
until the day when you’ll return my heart
and then on that day

I can love you once more.

I’m lucky they say
To have found a better guy than you
To have become a better person than you
To been living a life better than yours
But I only live to see the day that you regret

That you regret the day you pushed me away
When you’ve let go of the hand that asked for you to stay
So every single night I pray
For the day to come when you shall pay

Pay for the sins you’ve committed
Pay for all the hurt you’ve given me
Pay for all the promises you’ve never kept
Pay for the broken heart that you’ve left

The broken heart that can never be repaired
Bruised, tattered, worn and impaired
Can no longer feel, give or know love
Hate is the only feeling I will ever have

So I only live to see the day that you regret
And maybe only then that I can forget
All the hate, hurt, pain and let
These burden be washed away
By the tears that you will shed on that day

I’m lucky they say
But I am only living to see the day
The day when you shall regret
and the day that I can forget.

Ang iba galit sa mga paasa,
pero minsan din ay naaiingit ako sa kanila,
kasi masasabi ko meron din namang panahon na naging masaya sila
sa pag-asa na pwede pa,
kesa sa nagsisimula palang
pero ayun, binara na.

The flames have died,
the candles are spent.
The flowers have wilted,
but the tears hasn't stopped.
Today,
The wind blows in a different direction
time had past
but the tears just wont dry.

Yung akala mo kayo na
Eh, part time kalang pala

Ginawa ka lang palang pamaparaos
Kahit katawan mo nay pinuno nya ng galos

Ikaw naman tong si tanga
Sabi mo sa sarili kaya mo pa
Kahit damang dama **** ang sakit na
Nagbabakasakali na kayo ay pwede pa

Ano bang meron sa kanya?
Na ang iwan siyay di mo kaya
Samantalang para sa kanya
Part time ka lang pala

Tinatawagan ka lang kung may kailangan
Binibisita lang pag walang mapaglilibangan
Hahalikan ka, mayat maya ay uutangan

Ganyan ba talaga ang iyong ideya nang pagmamahalan?

Gayun may gusto ko sa iyoy ipa alala
Na sa iyo may nagmamahal pa
Hindi ka ginagawang part time, at tunay kang inaalala

Sa iyong mga magulang na sa kanilay higit kapa sa ginto
Sa mga kaibigan **** bukas lagi ang kanilang mga pinto
Kaya kailan ka pa ba hihinto
Tigilan ang pagpapakatanga at magpakatino

Puso may nasugatan, maghihilom din ito
Sugat na dala ng pait ng paghihiwalay, ibaon mo na sa limot
Ba't di nalang isipin mga maliligayang alaalang iniwan
Ng taong minsan **** minahal

Mahirap mang bumangon, kakayanin pa rin
Dahil sa bawat unos na pinagdaanan
Kalinawan ng damdamin ang nakaabang
Na siyang magbibigay lakas sa iyong muling pagbangon

Mabigat man ang mga paa, kaya pa ring igalaw
Kung may determinasyon, kaya mo rin umusad
Ito'y mahirap pero 'di imposible
Magpursige ka lang, makakaraos ka rin

Kapag ikaw ay nakabangon na,
Umusad mula sa kinatatayuan,
Pagkatapos ng mga luhang lumunod sa'yong mga mata
Bagong mundo ang iyong matatanaw.

Mas maliwanag, mas kaakit-akit, maganda
At mas nararapat sa iyo.
Nasaktan ka man, 'di titigil ang mundo upang ika'y hintayin
Kaya tahan na, dahil ang buhay ay patuloy pa rin.

Peace minus one
Is no peace at all

For peace for everyone except one
Is not peace at all

That kind of peace
Is nothing but a delusion
For people who want to
Live in that illusion
That peace can be kept
Even if not everyone is in unison

Open your eyes and see
That the real world is not perfect as you thought it would be

People are dying
Children are crying
While
Polit^cians are eating
The fruits of their farming
The kind of farming
Called peace keeping

They fight
In the name of peace
They conquer
For the promise of a better future
A peaceful world

If we continue the fight called peace keeping
Then we would attain peace
Coz there be none left to fight

No one will survive
The peace keeping fight

For peace can never be achieved
For peace would always be
Peace minus one

Unless
There would be no one.

My mind isn't a one way track
The weak train who is now almost giving up
From the back and forth ride
Decisions are made only after
Thinking about it a 100 times
After my actions are done
I think about it a 100 times more

The weak train who is now almost giving up
The train wants to stop
The train wants to rest

The train doesn't know itself
The train asks if he is indeed a train
The train thinks he is no longer a train
but a pendulum
from those thoughts always swinging back and forth

The doctor says thinking hardly is a good thing
Inorder to come up with a good decision
But doctor
what you dont know is
the train still hasnt made a decision
it's mind is still full of question
running back and forth
till now, it still hasn't reached its destination

Can you please,
Just even once
Look at me

Seeing your back look sadder
Seeing your silhouette grow smaller
You left without looking back

So I ran fast
as fast as I could
To catch up to you
To run ahead of you
And here I am in front of you

But why cant you see me?
Why wont you even look at me?

I feel empty
My emotions were stolen from me
By the man who once told me that he love me
But suddenly, he just left me

How a fool I was when I told him I would give him anything
So a gave my all, I gave my everything
But Without a warning he was gone
Took everything now I am left with none

Darkness
Can never swallow light
But it can swallow
Your heart...

So keep your passion
Burning
coz darkness is just at the corner
Lurking
  Waiting
For the right prey it will be
Hunting.

Sayon man makalimot.
Assignment malimtan,
Klase malimtan,
gamit malimtan
ug ubang mga buhatunon malimtan,
pero pag abot sa imo, nganong lisod man.

Dali kaayu sugdan pero ngano man jung pwerti lisora undangan
ang gugma ko sa imo nga gadala raman unta ug dangan

It's amazing when I see
Scammers pretending to be
Someone else just to feel some glory
Oh, for them, I feel so sorry

how can they settle to be an imitation
When all they need is a little bit of contemplation
a little push of motivation
more on self-improvisation
and a whole lot of determination
And They could become God's best creation
and someone else's inspiration

Why settle at second best
When you can be the best

In this age where almost everything is in digital
Social networking sites that could be detrimental


Here in my bed i am lying
With one hand on my phone that keeps scrolling
Even while knowing
Time I keep on wasting

Still, i cant stop from scrolling.

Reality is what separates the real me and what you see
Reality is what we call it
but how come we can never be real in this world we call reality?
In order to survive reality
we must change, conform to the standards set by this "reality"
we must hide the "real" us. Lock it up inside the box we call the mind
The real me only now exist in an imaginary world made by my mind
Facing reality another persona is created
A fake who lives in Reality
Someone who is kind hearted and good.
Always pleasing people.
Praisng the one's higher in heirarchy.
Never forgets good manners
Always says thank you
when the "me" inside my mind just shouts out
"*******"

Reality is what separates the real me and what you see

Someday I’ll be successful
Someday I’ll be a better person
Someday I’ll achieve my dreams

Tomorrow is another day
To open new doors for success
To become a better me
To be a step closer to my dreams

Tomorrow is another day for improvement
But today is a better day to do it

Why wait for tomorrow
When I can open that door now
When I can be that person now
When I can not just take a step, but a leap
Or even run towards that dream now

Not tomorrow but today
Not later but now

Because
Someday might be too late

Not everyone is given the blessing of a tomorrow
You’ll never know when your tomorrow will end

Try your hardest now
Not just for yourself but
Also for the ones you love

Say ”I love you” to them
No one is assured to have a tomorrow
Not you... and not them

So do the things you can do now
So that you will live without regrets tomorrow

Your back that is shining
It is you that i am chasing
To become like you, i am dreaming

How can someone from the past
Live in the present and can easily surpass
The me who you walked past

They kept comparing me to you
Saying how much better you were
And you dont even have a clue
How much it hurts, because its true

The fact that it is you
Is what hurts the most
Because you are the person
that i have lost

They kept comparing me to you
Saying how great you were

I am hurt
I am angry
For i am you
And you are me
But how is it that you are always greater than me?

They kept bringing up the past
Competitions won
Awards gotten
Honors received
A bright future ahead

But guess what?
Your future is my present!
The bright future they said is the moment I am living now
But it isn't as bright as they've hoped
Because at me no one bothers to look
Because at the me who was you, they always looked back

But hey cant you see
That person is still me
Please don't just look back
And please look at the current me
Accept the real me

You were bright
You were me
But now this is how i came to be
So please just...

Huhh....

When you read a story
and it ends short
you are left hanging
you are disappointed

When you read a story
and it ends long
even the problems has been resolved
you are still disappointed

you've already lived through the story
every main character is a friend
every nemesis is an enemy of your own
you wanted to see every characters story
but your time is not enough
the story has been too long
it must end

stories
even when short or prolonged
endings
even when hanging or solved
still leaves a sad longing
at the end

Why is it that evrytime I am trying
To study for my exams, to prevent me from failing
I often find my self just staring
To the ceiling that once was nothing but plain boring
But after studying, the ceiling becomes more interesting
Tell me what is it with studying, that makes everything
Interesting
Well everything, except for studying...

Today
I know
You want to break up

Don't try to hide it
Your eyes tells it all
The burning love, no more

You that once smiled brightly for me
Now drowned in tears
I no longer want to see you like that

Don't cry for me,
As if you care
Pretending to be nice
When I know it's all lies

I know you want to leave me
But just can't say the words
You keep pretending nothing's wrong
When nothing was even right

Those lips
When you kiss me
I get choked up
I can't breathe
It's no longer love
It's poison

Crazy in love
That was how we lived
You and me, was our everything
Now
we are just crazy
But no longer with love

Now we exchange blows
Words that hurt more than knives
With our relationship
You keep telling me you're tired
But you can't even end it

Don't hold on to me
Feeling your breath against my neck
Is like a cold wind piercing through my skin

Now our love story is nearing its end
But even now you won't say it's over
I know you want me to say it's the end
Even now you are the nice one
And I'm the bad guy
The one who broke up with you

Fine, I'll be the bad guy
I say
"It's over"
I no longer want to see you with tears
I hope you'll find a better love

So don't hold on to me
I might never let you go.
Then you'll continue to hurt

So now please go,
Don't ever come back,
If you do I'll fall in love again
And the cycle of pain will continue

"But just grant me one last wish
Smile brightly for me again
Leave me with that beautiful memory"

Your eyes,
That looked at me with love

Your nose,
That breathed love

Your lips,
That spoke of love

We were stupid in love but now is the end, goodbye my love

That day
Was the day
You broke up with me

I was stupid to let you go
I thought you would come back

That day I was crying,
But you couldn't even see the meaning of those tears
You have changed


Those eyes that once looked at me with love
That nose that breathed of love
Those lips that once spoke of your love
Was no more


That day, what I saw was
Eyes like a dead man
Nose that breathed from a tank
Lips that dried up


But even then
I still loved you
It hurts to see the sickness take you
Little by little
It changed you


So I cried
But you couldn't see the meaning of those tears

I kissed you
To show you I still love you
That I am here with you, for you

But with those hands that once caressed me with love,
You pushed me away
The frustrations that we kept
Swept us like a storm

You keep telling me I no longer loved you
Telling me it was just pity
You said the time for our ending has come

I said I was tired
But I never wanted us to part
I never wanted us to end
Taking care of the sick you was tiring
But since it's you I can endure it

I never want us to part
I am tired, but I never want to let go
Why didn't you understand the meaning of my actions?

Even though I was tired
I held on to you,
With my remaining strength.
Don't leave me
I just want you to hold on to me.


I can feel my tears trickle down my face
I don't want our relationship to end
Please hold me
Why couldn't you understand the meaning of my tears?


But then you said
It's over
And asked for a wish
I granted it
Hoping it will make you come back to me

I was stupid to let you go
I though you would come back

If only I knew,
I should have cried my heart out then
And begged for you to stay
I should have said the words I wanted to say

But after granting your wish
I saw
The light in your eyes gone
The breathing from your nose stopped
Then I knew

The words from your lips, I will never hear them again

You ended our relationship. But I haven't said goodbye.
I couldn't even speak the words I wanted to speak.

Will I see you in my dreams?
Even if it will be a sad one I don't care.
As long as I'll see you.
And then I'll tell you the words I couldn't say to you that day.
I loved you before. I still love you now. And will always love you.
'Coz I am stupidly in love with you.

As she was about to marry Death
Someone interfered
So she ended up marrying Pain instead


Since then,
Not even a single day passed that she had not planted tears on the ground.
She planted them with her own bare hands.
Her own bare trembling, frail, bone dislocated, muscle squashed up, ligaments torn hands.


Until the time came
When the tears she planted came to life
The land gave birth to Hurt, Sadness, and Regret.

She continued to feed them with her tears until she was all dried up.
Until it was time for harvest.

But it was not the three to be harvested,
it was her.

Her time has come,
the time she can finally met Death.

Hurt, Sadness and Regret were farmers of death.
Messengers, deliverer, bringer
of death.
They were tasked to harvest her,
and deliver the harvest to Death.

Hurt was first,
to strike her down with his scythe.
Delivering immense pain  in her already smashed up body.

Sadness took over,
putting her on a box,
memories started flashing before her
and in a spit second she relived her life.
Her mind not being able to handle this extreme phenomena,
it no longer was able to hold soul in.

So her soul left.
She was now being delivered to Death.

With a little bit of consciousness that remains, she asked

"Where is regret?"

So they answered

As you are about to meet Death, travelling to the void, we are to accompany you..   But his task is different..
Sadness and Hurt may be lost in the void, but never Regret..

Regret remains...

Regret is someone the void could not contain. Even the void could not eat him .
So he remains in this world as a reminder of your life. He remains so that a single bit of you remains in this world.

Yes, even in DEATH,
Regret still remains....

raid drops
falling

the sky
roaring

Heaven
is crying

It's crying for the world
The world that has lost its way
humans that is bathed with sins

He is crying
tears that could wash away your sins
he is giving

Still people keep sinning
What's the point in saving
If in their evil,
there is no stopping

Still he keeps trying
He continues in crying

I pray he wont lose hope in humans
On us
until the day
he stops crying

and see Him

the Heaven.. Smiling

The death of a meteorite
Is the birth of a star
For a moment that it’s falling
Down the atmosphere, speed it’s gaining
For a moment to be shining
For a moment to be sparkling
In exchange for that moment
Is the meteorites’ ending
But the meteorite didn’t care
Even when it hit the ground
Crushed, broken and can no longer be repaired
For even just but a single moment
It was not a meteorite
But a star
A falling star
Yes indeed, the death of a meteorite
Is the birth of a star

Outside the tower
In fear people cower

Outside that they call the slums
Where people were nothing but bums

Till one day you are called inside
they say the tower you must climb

you are chosen they say
there is a role you will need to portray
you need to conquer
this 300+ floored tower

And at the top they promise
A land full of promise
A wish will be granted
You'll have anything you wanted

You then build dreams as high as the tower
Only to find disappointment
outside they call you chosen
inside they call you a regular

Along with people that were also "chosen"
You must climb with them
live with them
befriend them
Fight them
Betray them
**** them
Step on them to climb

those same people as you
those same people who were chosen
those same people who were called regulars
those same people that share dreams as you

you need to beat them
and carry the weight of betrayals to climb on top
will you still accept
the title of
a REGULAR?