The last moments of us kissing
It tasted like my first time smoking
The feelings were sad and bitter
The tastes that I refuse to remember
Let's pray for the world. It feels like killing is such an easy thing nowadays.
"I frightfully wonder
whether that kiss on the leap day
could be our last kiss
and I get all sick
and pray we last forever
because the curse of the haunting
memories of all the kisses before
would burn my skin
and my soul."
Was the day
You broke up with me
I was stupid to let you go
I thought you would come back
That day I was crying,
But you couldn't even see the meaning of those tears
You have changed
Those eyes that once looked at me with love
That nose that breathed of love
Those lips that once spoke of your love
Was no more
That day, what I saw was
Eyes like a dead man
Nose that breathed from a tank
Lips that dried up
But even then
I still loved you
It hurts to see the sickness take you
Little by little
It changed you
So I cried
But you couldn't see the meaning of those tears
I kissed you
To show you I still love you
That I am here with you, for you
But with those hands that once caressed me with love,
You pushed me away
The frustrations that we kept
Swept us like a storm
You keep telling me I no longer loved you
Telling me it was just pity
You said the time for our ending has come
I said I was tired
But I never wanted us to part
I never wanted us to end
Taking care of the sick you was tiring
But since it's you I can endure it
I never want us to part
I am tired, but I never want to let go
Why didn't you understand the meaning of my actions?
Even though I was tired
I held on to you,
With my remaining strength.
Don't leave me
I just want you to hold on to me.
I can feel my tears trickle down my face
I don't want our relationship to end
Please hold me
Why couldn't you understand the meaning of my tears?
But then you said
And asked for a wish
I granted it
Hoping it will make you come back to me
I was stupid to let you go
I though you would come back
If only I knew,
I should have cried my heart out then
And begged for you to stay
I should have said the words I wanted to say
But after granting your wish
The light in your eyes gone
The breathing from your nose stopped
Then I knew
The words from your lips, I will never hear them again
You ended our relationship. But I haven't said goodbye.
I couldn't even speak the words I wanted to speak.
Will I see you in my dreams?
Even if it will be a sad one I don't care.
As long as I'll see you.
And then I'll tell you the words I couldn't say to you that day.
I loved you before. I still love you now. And will always love you.
'Coz I am stupidly in love with you.
This poem is inspired by the the song Eyes, Nose, Lips by Taeyang and Stupid in Love by Soyu ft.Mad Clown
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