Im alright, Im good, Im fine. No wait, I just lied,

I wish my depression would cease hounding my mind!

Hello new face
Who
Came into my life.

Some day you'll forsake me
As
Others did eventually.

But thats fine,
For
Much of my time
Is
Spent with loneliness
Than
With mankind.

Rose cheeked Maisy
Always brightens
My
Gloomy days
With her
Radiant smile.

Monday, Tuesday , Thursday and Friday,
Are the days I head out to run 2k.

Staying consistent has made me lean,
Discipline fuels me up like caffeine.

-Silly Billy

Mid afternoon,
Stubborn Jane Dune,
Wondered into the forest of death that her folks deemed forbidden

Soon she got lost,
And cried alot,
Because she couldnt find her way back to her parents grand mansion.

Moments later,
A large tiger,
Saw the scared lost girl alone and suddenly sprang into action.

She was attacked,
By the huge cat,
And as a result, little Jane Dune died and went up to heaven.

Birthdays are a cause for
Celebration;
To be merry and content with
People deemed dear,
Who likewise, reverence
The day of their birth.

Yearly,
No longer than a day,
Do we adorn birthday stars
On elegant pedestals.

Yet i find myself alone
Before my cake,
Rerunning ancient
Memories
I wish could manifest their gleeful essence
Into my empty seats
To
Brighten the day i turned 25,
For this eerie silence
Is enough to bring tears
To mine eyes.

Christianity is the only tribe I subscribe to,
And the only religion that is objectively true.

Let me say something thats uncomfortable and taboo,
Doing good works wont give you eternal life or save you.

Call on the name of the lord Jesus before its too late,
Your decision friend, will determine your eternal fate.

-Shivers of Winter


Down from the heavens came a host of pure white snow,

Dreaded winter has come to fill our lives with woe!

Wealthy, poor, short and tall,

Death will come for us all.

Healthy, sick, strong and lame,

In death we’re all the same.

Pettiness runs deep in our species,
Humans are nothing but a disease.

Nestled within these rhyming stanzas will you see,
The six bothersome questions which plague me daily.

Is the bible a book of real history,
Or a book of absurdity and fantasy?

Is Jesus the Christ the only way to heaven,
Or a fraud who tricked us with clever deception.

Perhaps Yahweh is just a man-made deity,
Who ancient people invented to deceive me?

Oh LORD most high who gave me life,
I sinned and I apologize.

Pretty women are my weakness,
For I find their bodies wondrous.

Forgive me for what I have done,
Have mercy on your sinful Son.

-Guardian Angel

Up above and beyond the sky,
Where vast stars and planets reside.

A shiny bright light caught my eye,
And approached me in the night.

''Do not be shy'', assured the light,
''Ive come in the name of Christ.

I was chosen to be your guide,
And protect you throughout your life.''

-Love triangle

There once were a pair of inseparable soulmates who couldnt get enough of each other,
Luna Thapa was a woman of ethereal beauty, while timid Johnson had a stutter

They met when they crossed paths for the very first time when they were both lost at their local train station,
And exchanged joyful laughter when they both found out they were heading to the exact destination.

Shortly after, Johnson married Luna Thapa, and they established a family together.
And every night in their bed whilst their babies were sound asleep, they had all kinds of ***** pleasure.

Life couldnt have been better for them till Lunas black sheep of a sister, came into the picture,
She was just released from prison after spending countless years for being a convicted killer.

Dove Thapa was her maiden name and unlike her sister Luna Thapa, she was always bitter.
She coveted Lunas successful and blessed life, to the extent that she planned to ****** her.

So one dark and rainy day, Dove in secret, brought two magical potions from a witch named Garland,
One was poison for her sister, and the other was a potion of love for her sisters husband.

That night, Dove slipped the lethal dose of poison straight into her sisters cocktail by the kitchen sink,
Then at family dinner, she handed unsuspecting and innocent Luna, the poisoned drink!

Luna perished instantly from the poison, unaware her sister was the cause of her demise!
Even in death, the poison's effects lingered, inducing spasms and altering the hue of her eyes!

Following Luna's passing, Dove then used her cunning to convince Johnson to cremate her quickly,
Because she knew that if the husband allowed for an autopsy, she would get the death penalty.

Before long, Johnson wed a new woman who only won his love with a magic potion of love,
For she was both barren of beauty and virtue which her sister both had. Guess her name? Thats right, Dove!

Envy is a destructive and contagious disease which compels the host to inflict pain and strife,
And like a predator, they only hunt the trusting person who always ends up losing their life.

-The Meaning Of Life


Of all the numerous books written under heaven,

The bible gets the meaning of life right, no question.

-What joy you give to me!

Beautiful as always and a heart as pure as gold,

Just like the stars of heaven, you're a sight to behold!

-Summer.

Cloudless blue sky and hours of pleasant sunshine,

I wish summer could last till the end of time.

Equal opportunity is just for show,

Success has always been tied to who you know.

-The hard truth

Do what you must to get by,
Because life isn't black and white.

-Hold tight my hand

Come, lets fly away to a land free from judgmental eyes,

There, our love shalt never know shame all the days of our lives.

Think twice about who you let into your life,

Most people are lovers of trouble and strife.

-Paradise.

Long ago, there was a man and woman,
They lived in a beautiful big garden.

One day their master gave them a command,
About a special grand tree in the land.

He warned them not to eat from his lush tree,
Which looked irresistible and smelled sweet.

But they rebelled after they became proud,
Therefore, their master chucked both of them out.

-Less is more

Short and sweet is my favourite style of poetry,
A few words is all I use to craft my artistry.

Humans beings are unpredictable people,
And their nature is fickle as well as evil.

The problem of evil forbids my soul from continuing my family line,

But perhaps Yahweh could sway my mind by showing me a clear and obvious sign.

-Birthday wish


Chapter 29 was definitely not my cup of tea,

Perhaps Chapter 30 will turn out to be great for me.

-Bad news.

Suicidal thoughts stopped by to see me today,

They promised me they can make my pain go away.

-My perfect match

Years of heartbreak sadly left me in such a broken state,

So I thefore concluded that loneliness was my fate.

But one day, Jesus told me, ''dont lose hope, its not too late,

Take my hand my son and I shall lead you to your soulmate!''

Time moves so fast,
Im 24 at last,
Jesus our only saviour, has added a fresh new chapter within my life out of grace!

Im so lucky,
And feel bubbly,
How blessed I am to spend another birthday with my family no one can replace!

-Chocolate

Smooth,creamy, highly addictive and altogether sweet,

Chocolate is and always will be my favourite treat!

Endless questions I have for the one whos ways are higher than that of mankind,

But only one amongst many stands out and never ceases to torment my mind.

Why oh why did you feel the need to stain suffering with the world you designed?

Optimism stands on my left shoulder,
And pessimism upon the other.

One screams,''**** yourself dumb *****!''
But the other whispers vise versa.

Several moons ago,
When strood was filled with snow,
My father crashed my first ever car into someones residence.

Without consulting me,
He had taken my keys,
And selfishly did as he pleased, for he's a man who lacks common sense.

Three years ago, I signed up for the army,
I trained hard every single day just like Rocky,
Whilst i was waiting for them to get back to me.

But when they looked up my medical history,
They were forced to reject me, unfortunately,
Because I suffer from iron deficiency.

Perhaps if i was not born with this diffculty,
I'd most likely  be serving this great country.

Death at one time use to give me anxiety,

Thanks to made up assumptions by society.

But one thing Im completely sure of is I know,

When my cold lifeless body is lowered below,

I'll lovingly be recieved by The Almighty,

As well as his entire heavenly family,

Who will fill my spirit with everlasting glee!

Great Britain was once dominated by Christians,

But now the land is tainted by false religions.

-Nightmare

Around 8 in the evening,
Johnson had woken up screaming,
Because he underwent a nightmare.

His soul was in deep distress,
So  he attempted to suppress,
What had just given him quite a scare.

What on earth did Johnson see?
Haters of Christianity,
Burning in hellfire and in despair.

Make the most of your life while you're still alive,

For YOU never know when MR. Death will arrive.

-The fate of the Nephilim

Bound underground
To
A place we cannot see,
By
The Almighty,
Who
Showed Them zero mercy,
For
They hastily forsook
Their
Heavenly seats,
To
Bear corrupt entities
With
Daughters of Eve,
And
Teach men all kinds of divine secret deeds,
Resulting
In
Human depravity.

-Laws Of Balance

Look all around, balance is present everywhere,

Everything in our world has an opposite pair!!

Salvation descended
And
Planted his everlasting
Message,
Which took root
In
Israel
And flourished on
A
Large scale,
Concerning
A
Remedy,
For mankind's mortality,
Guaranteed to any,
Who truly believes.

-My Flaw


The root cause of my stuttering lies within my anxiety,

It is my one and only embarrassing insecurity.

-Blood Of My Blood

They say blood is thicker than water and to that I agree,

Loyalty will always be synonymous with family!


If the world were to turn their backs on me and push me around,

My dear family would be there to lift me up from the ground. 


Family's forever, unlike fickle friends who come and go,

No other bond comes close to the family bond, this I know.

-Prayer

Father, i have become addicted to a certain kind of pleasure,

And no matter how hard i try, i keep on committing this error.


I am so hopelessly dependant on what is destroying my flesh,

I regret ever trying it, this sin has caused me nothing but stress.


I humbly ask that you purify me of my immorality,

Otherwise, this big sin i keep practising will be the death of me.

-My Burial Wish.

Please listen to my request within my letter,
Once the time comes to make my bed six feet under:

Sprinkle fresh crimson roses upon my cold body,
Then spray me with lavish perfume made from honey.

Put a little bible within my jean pocket,
Place an art sketchbook and a pen in my casket.

Tie my gold crucifix of Christ around my neck,
Next lay my Paul Reed Smith guitar upon my chest.

Dress me in my baja hoodie I find fancy,
From Nepal handmade in the Kathmandu valley.

Clothe my legs with new light blue skinny denim jeans,
Put batacombe dark leather boots on my feet please.

Lastly, leave my gold ring on my right ring finger,
For it was a surprise present from my father.

Daughter of Adam draw near to me,

I have composed a new melody.

Lend me your ears for my work of art,

Its based on YOU, my love and sweetheart.

-Fickle Friends

Who will help me up when I fall?

I have no friends, no one at all...

-This i've seen time and know too well



Some time ago in a land of snow, there lived an honest young woman named Zilpah Hope Drake.

Though she played by the rules of her society, she could never ever catch a break.

Day and night, her  village ceaselessly accused her of having a dark cloud above her head,

Even her beloved family joined in on bullying her and her best friend named Fred.

Disheartened by the abuse she underwent every day, she was overcome with sorrow,

So Zilpah Hope Drake, desperate to flee her suffering ended her life on the morrow.

Real friends are as hard to find as a dinosaur bone,

So I’ve decided to spend my short life all on my own.

-The reign of winter

Hot summer is all but gone and decemember draws near,

May my soul endure the coming chills of winter this year.