Now and again, suicidal thoughts come to torment me when I am heavily filled with so much grief,

But they always flee from my broken soul whenever I call upon the name of the Jesus, my relief.

-When two became one flesh

All my life I've been alone,
No one waits for me at home,
For I thought love hated me.

But by chance we met one day,
In the sweet cool month of May,
And now you're my wife to be!

Blessed is the lamb who bore our sins,
Hes the one true God and King of kings.

Only he is worthy to be praised,
All who call on his name shall be saved!

The Stranger:

''Ah behold,
A fresh new soul,
Far from old,
Joins us within
Sheol.''

''Some pass peacefully,
Others don't, sadly,
How did thine untimely
Demise, come to be?''

The New Soul:

''Sewn around my arteries
Was life,
Keeper of my organs.''

''But my body laboured
No more,
When sorrow guided
My
Feeble hands to severe
My core cords,
Hidden inside  
My
Scarred wrists.''

-Wind

Hidden in nature
but
Sensed by all,
Thy sweet whistle
And fresh breeze,
Is ever present,
Wether at
First light,
Or
Dead of night.

Yeshua, Most High,
Please hear my cry.

A dark cloud  hangs
Above my head,
And rains misfortune
Wherever I tread.

Whatsoever thing I sow
By faith, always withers away,
Even unto this day,
As I write this in pain.

Ah me!
I beseech you, your majesty,
Let me be,
And test me no More!
I cant take another second
On this planet I Abhor.

Every single day,
My soul slaves away,
At a soul ******* job I detest with a passion.

Making art full time,
Is my goal in life,.
Someday when the time is ripe, my big break will happen.

-Why?

Dear Yahweh,

Why do you greet me with problems everyday?
I really wish you would give me a break.

Depression came to visit me recently,
Im haunted by bad memories frequently!

Once I have the guts to cut my major vein,
I will finally be free from all my pain.

-Rubik's cube.

Three by three on all six sides,
Worlds hardest puzzle device.

Six colours including white,
Very popular worldwide.

Hard to figure out, alright,
Always keeps me up at night.

Some can solve you easily,
Others try to ceaselessly.

Though Ive failed time after time,
I will solve you by and by.

Yahweh, I am so angry with you I am shaking!
My faith and trust in you alone, is slowly fading.

Life is too stressful and very unpredictable,
I hate that wherever i go, theres always trouble.

Humans are ******* and inherently malicious,
We are like a deadly disease that is contagious.

We ****** each other over nonsensical things,
And feed vile propaganda to our innocent kids.

You dare claim we are superior to animals,
But didnt we used to own slaves and keep them in shackles?

You made a big mistake when you chose to create life,
Because of you, all kinds of life suffers all the time.