Sultry and steamy,
Building in my mind,
Internal moans of passion,
Light me up from inside,

Indecisive chains,
Tear me apart,
As I yearn,
To be in your heart.

I'm a big fish in a small pond
I dream big
I see strong
I dig deep
To find what's wrong

Bring it to the surface
Where it belongs
To be processed
and addressed;

Reclassified
To bring me closer to success.

I get quiet when I’m scared
Nervous, when I feel unprepared
I get anxious when I’m alone
Lonely, when I lose sight of myself;
Ungrounded
Far from home....

I am full of feelings
Everywhere
All the time
Sometimes they are so powerful
They consume me alive
Materialize Madness
Incite my moral decline

Dusting off cobwebs
From the corners of my mind
Giving them the proper love
To disintegrate the grime
That takes me off point
And wastes my time

I am full of disappointment
Existential dread
That every breath I take
Is corrosive to my mind
Gnawing away at my essence
Dulling its shine

I am full of opportunity
Bubbling from my purpose
Which guides my every day
Keeps me virtuous
In touch with my happiness
and the joy I find
In living my own way

Love is my lifestyle of choice
It's definitely not easy
But it is my fuel
Powers my voice
Of reason
To act out of care
Speak with kindness
Carry enough compassion to spare

I wish I could heal your pain
With a touch of my verse
Melt in your mouth
As your substitute painkiller
Your naughty nurse

I breathe true reality into life
I break the illusions
That keep you tied
To the false self
The ego that must die

Television static,
Echoing loud and clear,
Pulse accelerating,
As I feel my fear,

The pain point emerges,
It stings and throbs,
The physical manifestation,
Of my selfish flaw,

I’m hurdling through hoops,
A million miles a second,
My insides a rorschach test,
Contorting as you beckon,

Fighting inner turmoil,
Digging deep through the soil,
Trying to plan my seeds,
To stay true and loyal,

My heart aches for fantasy,
My heart yearns with envy,

For passion,
For your touch...
To drown in your love.

Love burns harder
Than any sunburn
It penetrates my skin
Seeps deep down in
To the cavernous lakes
Where my heart and ***** reside
It evaporates them at its peak
To materialize pleasure
And replenish the heat.

Love glows in my chest
Composes my very nature
Tests my every limit
Leaves me sleepless
Restless

I am growing into my power
Each and every day
I am leveling up my psyche
Heart
Mind
Laying down a solid foundation
To withstand the depths of time.

Taking a leap of faith
To better my existence
Blast my own path
To the life I aspire
Feel confident in what I do
Because I am capable
and worthy
of blossoming
into a higher power.

A better future is right in front of you
If you dare to open your mind
Full of beauty and grace
If you dare to face
The mysteries you hold inside.

There is truth
And there is honesty
For those who genuinely care to share
There is love
There is justice
Once you truly believe
And embrace
That it can be found
Then shall you find it there.

I'm self actualizing
Vibing
High fiving
Myself
As I cross the finish line
Thriving in success.

You're vivid in my head
Yet
I long to feel you here instead
Tangible
Between my *******
Lacing your lips with a high
You'll unleash under my dress
Tongue in cheek
As we spar
For *******
Of each other's heart.

I feel like I am everywhere
And everyone
For I am connected to the Universe
Channeling the Divine
Feminine
Aries Sun
Mending the world back together
Unifying spirits
Defying none
Until love is the foundation
Which builds nations
And sustains the human soul.

Word play
Is my favorite type of play
I can do it anywhere
Any moment
Any way

Words are most flexible
I can bend them as I please
Even invent new ones
To fit my very wants and every need

Last but not least
Words are free
I don’t need any other currency
Other than language to set me free.

All continues on,
Life just is,
In my self-made abyss,

Empty space that vibrates,
Fuzzy with feeling dust,
And lack of trust,

The humid warmth from the coals,
Simmering,

In my groin,
In my brain,

Disrupts my sane judgement,
As I succumb with no shame,
To the lustful *****,
Itching to scream your name.

Anticipation
Stirs inside
As I count the days
Until we entwine energies
And create memories
As a whole
Fueled by passion
Pure as gold
Divine as heaven
As the Universe
Watches our love unfold.

I am capable
Of anything and everything
And exceeding expectations

I will blow you
Out of the water
With my delivery and presentation

Wow people
Of every place
Space
and Imagination

Open doors to galaxies
That will recalibrate
Your mental foundation

Fill you with love
5th dimensional
Fixation.

I see opportunity
Everywhere I look
So many ways
To play
Out the possibilities
Of every outlook
And enlighten
The present day
Bring about understanding
Love
To lead the way.

Time traveling
Unraveling
The love
That's dug
Its way
Inside my memories.

Stop rushing
Be present
In time
Snooze
Hit that button
Indulge (in yourself)
Feel alive.

Makin' moves
Creating grooves
Syncing to the synchronicities
The Universal mood.

I'm not going anywhere
I'm going everywhere

Until I can be everywhere
All at once
All the time

Authentic and free
As me as I can be
While the Universe guides me.

I’m doing stuff
I’m going places
I’m being bold
I’m letting go
To flow
And become present.

When people ask me who you are
I tell them
You’re the love of my life
You aren’t my boyfriend or brother
Husband or father
Just a boy in my life
Who fills me with love
Unlike any other.

I feel flat. Dull.
My words come out chonky, generic, and lull.

Am I stuck in a block that doesn’t exist?
Non-existent limitations
Stifle my wrists

Maybe I just need to get going
To go anywhere at all
To work through the junk
That has my mind feeling
Like it’s stalled

Waiting for the next best thing
That I already have
To harness
And take that leap
Without the fear of a fall

Because all I can do is go up from here
Vibrate
Loud and tall.

Agonizing existence,
Overwhelmed and annoyed,
By the ridiculous amount of choices,
And how little I grow,

Everything and anything,
That is how I feel,
Yet,
Nothing reigns more joyously,
Than my fear.

You’re
The wind beneath my wings
That rings the chimes
That make my heart sing

The air that fans my fire
That burns in my being
The source of my desire

The smoke which fills my lungs
And makes me high

Stoked on your love
By your side
There’s no place I’d rather be
Until the end of time.

Being vulnerable is terrifying,
Standing naked with my feelings,
Going through the motions,
Of emotion,
Healing. ❤️‍🩹✨

I miss you, I miss you, I miss you
I miss you so much
It makes me feel as fragile as a tissue

That would tear from the weight of my tears
That shed the pain of my love
And release my deepest fears

That allow the ability
To persevere.

People push my buttons
Everywhere I go
Intentional or not
They constantly push me
To grow
Step outside my boundaries
Find new ways to know
What I’m comfortable with
What I won’t allow
And ways to glow.

I’m having the best day
I’m in my zone
The force is with me
As I effortlessly flow
Empowering all around me
With the confidence to grow.

I’m right where I’m supposed to be
Right here, right now

Letting go
Letting go
Letting go
Of all that does not serve me
Of all that stunts my growth

Breathing in
Breathing in
Breathing in
Bravery
Patience
And compassion

To spread love and light
In the kindest of fashions.

I am in understanding
That I have no control
Over all the thoughts, sensations, and feelings
That I experience
At any given time
I accept this fact
To give me power
Over my reaction
To enable my ability to reply.

Authentic City
One of the hardest destinations
To find
Once found hard to stay at
Unless you can find peace
Not always fitting in
Not always feeling liked
Not always being treated equally
Despite being aware of what’s not fair
Or right.

To live a life of integrity
Is to create peace of mind
The power of tranquility
A state of time.

Melting into the warmth that is you,
Melting into the dream that came true.

Suspense,
Mystery,
Engulfs my mind,

Fire,
Breathing,
Heavier with time,

Desire burning,
Aching to bust,

Wet and creamy,
The residue of lust,

Dripping from inside me,
Quivering from your touch,

Traveling through my body,
Reverberating in such,

Take me,
Use me,
Fill me up,

Love me daddy,
I’m your little ****.

The power of play
The power to make you feel alive
Remember that existence isn’t meant to be lived in vain
But to be experienced
If you care to thrive.

I don't need anyone to keep me company
When the Universe is with me at all times
Paying attention
Keeping me accountable
Being present
When I feel lonely inside.

You can control
The quality of your time
With your mood
Nothing has to truly ****
If you can open your mind
See past the 3D
And enter the present groove.

Exerting true power
I bloom
Into the flower
Of the present.

I climb mountains of emotion
Ride the downhills
Trying to sync
Trying to flow
With the unpredictable path of life
On my soul-cycle Of love.

Finding the flow
The balance
The art
Of fulfillment
And letting go
Knowing when to say yes
When to say no
Self care at its best
Proof that I’ve grown.