I enter a dark room I search all over Can't find my innocence Can't feel any sober I see him, sitting on the couch Directly in front, I begin to slouch "Hello dad" - words I'll never say As he decided, that was the day In the dark, he played a game "If you leave, I'll blow out my brain" No one to protect me, I gotta get away Don't touch me daddy, I will never be the same Leaving the house, closing the hidden door I hope I never witness the gore
I tried to quit This awful Habit I ended up far deeper Into this hole I dug. ♦♦♦ I'm hopeless and smokeless, and just imagining How much I love the taste of smoke. ♦♦♦ You call me a fool, and threaten to leave Have you tasted this magnificent taste? ♦♦♦ You throw them away and scream and yell I am back to this depressing state. ♦♦♦ Now I am hopeless and smokeless and ready to leave Five more dollars, and I think I am free. ♦♦♦ I won't be free when I'm dead Or gone crazy inside my head I'm still hopeless and smokeless But now I'm a fool.