The best kind of thief steals in plain sight.
In front of the entire world
He fights and then there's the obvious flight.
most of it is instinct and partial stupidity.
Guess we will never know.
But I beg of you,
Come again.

I am of an unpopular opinion
that if you have yourself, my dear
you are never alone.

I don't care about
A standing ovation
Or a storm of applauding
Faceless crowds
All I care about is being applauded
By the right people

For all the things I've said and done,

I'm glad for all the things i haven't said or done,

burning bridges is the best cathartic

it prevents you from falling back on lousy habits...

I'm the queen on my bed,
I have my supple throne.
My pillow and my worn blanket,
Everythings so soft and fluffy.
Why do I ever bother to get up?

Stop waking me up,
Its agony!
I rather have my eyes closed,
For the reminder of the calender.

My issues are nothing new,
Not old either.
Just common.
Isn't that's what we all are?
Similar are our difficulties.
Just different setting, different levels.
We all are heirs to wisdom.
It grows and we learn.
I take my time with it. I lean forward. I try.
Everything is interconnected.
Everything is same.
Everything is common.
This world is common.
I'm bored and aren't you?
Shapes, colours, snowflakes.
Nothing were made to be similar.
The reason it's all so very interesting.
To feel, to see and to touch.
Their intricate patterns amuses me.
If the day goes white to blue,
And the nights yellow to black.
Aren't we all necessary. All the colours.
We weren't made to be different.
Be separated and humiliated.
But guess what we learned from humility.
We let wisdom grow inside us.
We let it strengthen our bonds.
We accepted us and so did others.
Now we come up at first.
And Now we stand out.
In a world this common,
Its refreshing to be different.

I hate that you are so far away,
I hate that we have the distance.
I hate knowing that I'll have to be patient,
I wish I could meet you again.
I would if I could believe me,
I wish I wouldn't have to wait no more.
I thought the wait was over
I wish I was wrong and I wish I was strong
I hope that i could see you again.
I miss seeing your face.
I hope we would hang around.
Like friends are supposed to do,
I hope i will see you again,
i hope lord will grant me that bliss
I hope you know,
That i miss you everyday
When the sun rises from the horizon
Till it goes back in its cave,
To do it all again

Inspirational qoutes are *******. Dont let them fool you.

Draw a heart on your palm
if you miss someone really bad
And pretend it's beating there
Pulsing away dub lub dub lub.
Its hard I know
Pretending makes it easier

Stop now,
Stop poking in the empty
Corners of my hollow heart.
For I'm afraid,
All the pieces I held together,
Will come apart.

I've planned my escape
Long before you've made your move
I see the light now
And I'm moving towards it
My checkmate in sight
I'm gonna leave and you'll be left behind
Keep bidding and keep planning
I've already made my dismise.

Nothing makes sense,

Not even you.

I feel like I cannot feel again
   The depth is gone The edge is gone
           I'm emotionless and stoic
   I'm static and white noise
              I donot feel anymore
     I'm dangerously numb,
All I do feel is anger burning holes in my skull
         So full of words begging to be let out.
   I'm so lost in my nest of decisions
       I regret my flight and my freedom
    I regret everything I did n didn't do
             These feelings are for me
    And shall consume me
           Till there are only bones and ashes
        But I don't want to regret anymore

Take a leap of faith with me,
Come with me.
Let my eyes test you
We'll jump off this cliff
Before they get us
And never look back.

Curse are the living,
For death is easy.
Gushing wrath of olden winds,
Stab with potential.
Go ahead raise our dead.
Ease them from their story grave.
Pray they crawl out on all limbs.
Ask you your blood,
Don't you dare refuse.
Ask you your truth,
Don't your dare lie.
Coz they already know.
They've swirled around and they've been Here before.
Walked on death leaves,
Death revokes death.
They know they've been here before
Ask you your life,
Don't you dare tell.

We shall learn to fly
And leap of the mountain cliff
" Let's hop in together" you say
We'd dive in a deep blue ocean
Waves crashing through the roof
Overwhelming our emotions
Perils to the minds treasure
And shout till we lose our voice
Wash out from the cage and hold to freedom
Wash out the soot of our past And born a new
Like the phoenix being reborn From its own flame
Be like a rockstar no one has ever seen
Singing the ballads of glory
Screaming for love,justice and faith
Swinging the crowds around
Getting high on our adrenaline
Jumping high and crashing down to the ground
Setting the world on fire
The fault is in me and its in you.
Mortal beings we might be
But we could live forever

you are the worst kind of let down,

the cat keeps dragging you back in.

I wish that you were the kind of person,

your face lies about being.

What if the dark side isn't dark
but white pure light,
beautiful, innocent.
A perfect disguise.
Devil in white.

I've seen the sun
it's bright and hurts my eyes .
Its all hail and mighty ,
But that has nothing to do with me.
I've seen the dark,
I rather say I'm thrilled.
Its all smooth and mysterious ,
Oh the effect it has on me.
Its dangerous n torturous
I dare say I don't care.
It twirls me around in its arm
I dare say I've never felt so alive

If I go missing, will you search for me?
Will you rake the world ?
Tear it upside down in my pursuit?
If I were drowned in an ocean
Would you pour out the blues?
Would you swim in indigo depths looking for me ?
Oh friend of mine.
If I were lost in merry oblivion
Would you snap me out of it?
Or let me be ?
For I was smiling when I lost everything
My dearest
If I were lost in the never land
Would you come after me?
We'd soar the skies
We'd never grow old.

The ****** of the east and west,
At Your recovery we all rest,
Lord is merciful but the people are not.
Clocks tick and the days goes by,
I'm afraid that you will never be forgotten.
The west will dangle you
Before the eyes of thousands.
For all the thousand things they want
Your agendas are quite right I'm afraid,
Perhaps they thought metal was the answer.
They were afraid as well.
Showed, praised and written about,
Cherished and awarded.
Our dear malala.
I can't help think,
Perhaps you're a puppet
And west the clever puppeteers.
Brave as you are,
I know for sure now that
You don't stand a chance.
Life might be short but it seems like an eternity.
For change is what you want,
You don't reside with the enemy,
You don't accept their awards.
When a government can't assure us change,
What chance do you stand with your words,
For you are just a girl with a bullet hole.
And half this country is drowned in illiteracy.
Brace yourself sweetheart,
Cause you are just another girl,
Where millions others are fighting a real fight,
All you do is befriend the woeful west.

I'm such a sucker for
over explanatory wordy titles
there's no fall out.

the millennials like to dream,
we like to believe in anything.
love, life and food cycles lasts forever
at least in photographs it does.
the age of superhero movie adaptations
and the golden age of TV.
where an epic episode cost ten million
times have changed
but we never stop dreaming
its a daydream nation out there

My words are light
my head lighter but my heart's weight heavier
  Far ago waiting for the deed
       Beyond the castle doors
Funny how it's sunny at the moment.
    The doors open to all suggestions                                                      
Good, bad , worst you name it
     I've been left looking beyond  My castle door for the face      
      That will crease to be mine    
He'll walk head high and chin up
     to the bride in white with roses in her hair    
To the bride he'll call his own forever
   I've been left at the alter before
This time I choose to walk away

My part.
My world, My life, my words,
You don't own any rights to my movie.
So back off. Better still just disappear.
Better still live and let life.
My mistakes, my regret, my decisions.
Look out for me all you like.
But don't block me out from mine.
Warn me all you want,
Be concerned, be cautious.
Desultory waste it will be. Still.
Let me be.
After all we learn from our mistakes,
Or do we not?

I've stayed awake
Staring at the start sky
For heaven's sake
Let their be lightening
Let their be thunder
Let their be a full blown perfect storm
So great, it'll leave me asunder
Lord knows what's going on.
Surely the storm and my beats
Go by the same rhythm
Someday when you return
Curiosity will lead you forward
And you'll steal a peak outside
That day you'll know
To what my eyes dilutes
To what my heart beats
The unknown world oh so hidden
Like a starling pearl in its oyster
You shall see the depths
Of my thoughts

What if I were to **** myself
Not out of love lost ,
Not out of a broken heart,
Not out of lost hope or misplaced faith
But out of the fact that I didn't want to live anymore
What if I were smiling for so long my lips feels like they will never be normal
Should I crease my heart and let my lips fall into place ?
What if behind all the concealer my skin is still broken and confused
What if underneath my sleeves there are lines left behind by filed nails ?
If suicide wasn't in your book of survival is fleeing away acceptable ?
How is that in anyway different ?
Easier to say but hard to perform.
For I'm so distraught now I don't wanna live anymore
What if the deed is done and you find the bottle half empty
Will u ever forgive me ?
Will you put flowers on my grave every new year.
Wishing I was there to see the pretty fireworks my eyes couldn't see anymore.
Would you ever buy a white dress and know I wouldn't ever see you wear it or wear one no more ?
Or would you diminish my face forever?
Shove my memories in a shoe box disposed of in the bottom closet ?
Would you hate me for it?
Will you give my choice a definition ?
Too cowardly not to go on
Too scared to fall
Too sick of being afraid
So let me ask you again
Will you ever forgive me ?

Bleak eyes and sore throats,
Dark room and elevated pulse,
Several broken promises
Floating away on Aladdin's carpet.
Leaving the premises of my heart.
Burning bridges all around me
Consuming me and setting the world on fire.
They burn the city up like fireflies
Disappointments and expectations gone awry
Exhaustion and anger is what remains
Empty broken bottles line my kitchen floor
One stuck on the door won't let it close.
Sleeping is burning through me
Anxiety won't let me sleep
I cannot recover the harsh words
Said in anger and distraught
Adrenalin has its peaks and ditches
Mine is still roaming around scattered
Words I always wanted to say
are imprinted on their minds
And recorded in their ears
So are theirs on mine
I cannot forget them.
Mother always said going forward and regretting is always a waste and believe me I'm in no haste
Although in my darkest time I do regret
I can't take back my words
And I won't let them take back theirs

If you are ever feeling low
Like you will never rise at all
Take a pen and draw a pair of wings on your wrist
And make a vow that it will never bring you down ever again
If you are ever feelings like you won't ever fit in
Remember that it's alright to follow the road less travelled by
Better have traveled and suffered and it's been all worth it
If you ever feel inferior
Take a pen and draw a tuft of veins on your wrists
And remember that we are all just blood and veins
Nothing under the sun have been ordinary of late
Strive to be extraordinary and accept your imperfect perfections

Beauty is my everlasting imperfection,
Imperfection is my omnipresent reflection,
My dear shadow, my belonging.
My Lord given gift,
Fueled by faith and paitence,
And omnipresence is ubiquitous.
I know and I believe,
Omnipresence is perfection.

I've loved writing words
That I'm sure nobody would purposefully read
Yet, I truly hope they like it and read it
I hope people get me
Understand what I'm trying to say.
I hope that someday teachers teach my poems,
Disect it mercilessly to understand it,
It would be so much easier just to ask the poet.
Although I hope I'm not dead by then.
I'd love people to read my words
And appreciate it like my friends do.

If immortality was the prize,
Would you cough up enough
To win it?
Would u commit any sin?
For it'd be all yours to revel in.
Through cycles of sunrise
And sunsets.
Through cycles of progress
all around you.
Would u wait around,
For the heavy curtains to drop.
Would you risk
Transdence for something,
This permenant.
Would you live in physical immortality,
Or rather be remembered
As an essence by others.
through your sacrifices and charity?
Through your words and voices?
Through your deeds and choices?

Smiling is a forbidden pleasure .
Let our eyes do the talking.
Pious intentions your might be,
Don't be so sure of mine.
Same love, same intensity
But whole another dimension.
It might startle you.
It might impress you.
Perhaps it would scare your,
Remember this I do forever,
I don't taste and leave
I stay and devote.
Love me alone or hit the empty road.

The road skits faster
Than my eyes can capture
Gravel flying upwards like bullets
The winds are familiar
So is this place
My conscious is emancipated
As I draw closer towards home
The warmth and safety enhances me
Familiar is what I crave
Home is what I need
To forget today's work and sweat
Truly I don't need that anymore
It'll be on pause till tomorrow
When I return to that world again
But for now its home
Like a queen needs her bed
So do I.

They left him there. On the open fields of misery. He didnt even know how to spell his name. The doubts and anger clouded his brain. He was just so angry. They brought him ashore and then they just left him there. It didnt make sense to him. Was it something he didnt do. For he couldnt rememeber why he deserved their tourture. They left him there and he didnt even know how to spell his name.

Lucky are those whose destiny
Is choosen for them
For I feel their path
Is clear cut and laid out
They know what they are meant to be
They've had enough time to accept it
Unlike me for mine judgement
Is clouded with antsy and fear
With doubt and uncertainty
The future I foresee is out of my control
That makes me feel forlorn
Will all the risks be worth at the end ?
I frequent that path
Maybe I need to hold on
Till the end of the tunnel
When the light will reveal my place
And there will be no one
But myself to blame
Then I shall accept it raw

Saints are just sinners,
who do everything right.

Shadows keep creeping up,
Always Next to me at night.
They catch me off guard,
They'll swallow me whole tonight
But isn't that queer.
Very sinister indeed.
Always in full gear,
You keep me wondering who you are,
Running curiosity through to my peril.
But I've fallen in love
With million twinkling stars.
And I'm no longer afraid of the dark

You possessed so much
Turn the bricks into a haunted house
Your mind filled with skeletons of the past and present
You've killed someone here
Trapped them behind hollow bricks
Now I sleep alone
Transfixed by the blue black stars spinning above