You got a car you were excited about I loved the smile on you
You got a new suit and wore it with pride I thought it looked good on you
You were reconnecting with our family I was happy for you
But then you were taken from me And now I miss you
My brother had a tough life when young, it made him an angry person. Finally he was getting his life together and we were reconnecting as a family. He was killed only a few months after I had seen him last. I miss him so much.
Somewhere on the other side of this earth Is the place that you call home Even though you're super far away Somehow you fell so close We talk all night and text all day Why must you live so far away? We don’t know what we're doing Sometimes our emotions get confusing Staying up till 12 at night just for you Were 16 hours apart what else am I supposed to do I don’t need anything else when I’m with you You keep me safe from peoples hurtful words You know what to say when I am down Our hearts know what they want They are leading the way But we are confused Let's put it off for another day
I miss you I miss who you used to be The genius, gentleman, jokester The guy I used to write college essays about Question: who do you want to be like? My brother
Where did he go? Where is the light? The light with gold in its tracks I want to see the gold That sleepy gold that made me believe Believe in so many things Goals, and dreams, and miracles The gold that’s called My Brother
I want to understand Believe he’s still there My brother with stars in his eyes But as you can see I’m still here With tears of confusion Mourning the loss of my brother
I’m here, and I love you For all you are now But you see you aren’t who you once were The one I bragged about Smart even when sleeping With work you were over-leaping Across any expectations that were made That is who my brother is
I guess I just want That boy in yellow The one from The happiest times
For now I’ll just be here With my stuffed octopus Remembering my brother That used to be
This is about my brother who just got checked into a mental health hospital and probably has schizophrenia. Just for some reference about what this is about.
you felt so soft and safe the first time you caught my eye-- falling so hard and fast into my life.
i can't help but wonder where you are tonight.
i keep you alive through a cd with the plastic wrap still on, hidden in my bookshelf like a secret, buried treasure. once i take the plastic off and listen, part of us will die. so the disc remains unplayed, i only hear you in my mind.
i miss you more than i know how to describe.
will you wing back into my life just as quickly as you arrived?
when i miss you i say your name when i look at your picture i talk to you hoping you’d also talk to me even when you’re a thousand miles apart missing you is **** cause even all the materialistic things are with me i always have this part of me empty a void that could never be patched by a bandaid a soul incomplete of saturation when i hear your voice it suddenly feels okay when you call my name everything feels alright at day time i could tell i was happy at night time i couldn’t avoid the sorrows that you aren’t with me anymore singing songs before i sleep playing with my hair little kisses— it’s all gone it’s sad to know that the person you love leaves you like a pop of bubble ready to be lost