I miss how you used to laugh And inspired everyone else to do the same. I miss your fearlessness. Your curiosity. I miss how much you loved to run and play games. I miss a lot of things. But what I miss the most is how pure you were. Like the light from the midnight moon. You were gone too soon, Innocence.
Her Continues. . . Searching for you when you’ve been around many times. Looking for something where no one has but, you. Unique bonds, they’ve never seen you, surreal for being you. Nor they know you’re saving your right hand for the right one. Nor they know what kind of a stone you want for your special day. Unlike me, I’ve seen it I’ve seen you, the real you. Princess cut it is? Yes, that’s right princess. Long past sunset, second drinks. Cheering the bottom glass of whisk with cherries. Summer must come sooner Because I’ve missed you.
I see you leaving tiny bread crumbs. I'd follow them and eat them along the way. However, I feel as if maybe you'd poison me. Or maybe you would lead me into a deep and empty abyss. Feeling trapped, I would never be able to let go. A prisoner in my head, but yours too.
We were special late nights falling asleep on the phone tone to tone laughing crying cheek bones hurting from all the smiling planning whispering comfort that was us now there is silence no good mornings no sweet dreams no thinking of you's I sit here dreaming heart sullen crusted tears salty cheeks red stained lips wishing thinking of you missing you trying so hard to just say no
Today it would’ve been your birthday. I would’ve made a handmade card for you as always signed with a “love you” phrase and painted bouquets together with some real tulips. It would’ve been a perfect day.
But it is not the same this year, I am alone and you’re not there. God had another plan.
You taught me to be brave and faced with trouble never to complain. Even while fighting so much pain you were a rainbow after rain. You taught me on a stormy day to be a wave.
But it is not the same this year, I am alone and you’re not there. And out of habit I have made your card.