Some hummingbirds
Must dream of sugar
And I remember your lips
Sweeter than sugar
Some hummingbirds
Take pride in their feathers
Yet, vibrant as they are,
Your eyes remain treasures
And now, my broken wing,
It keeps us far apart
But I will continue to sing  
Longing for your heart
and your lips, a work of art
So here’s a song to the girl  
that this hummingbird
still dreams about

When I eclipse,
just know that we will meet again
and you will be at my side.
I will shine on you again
and we will give the world
something they won't forget-
a dazzling twilight for all to see.
I am your sun,
you are my moon.
Don't leave me in darkness
anytime soon.

The distant lights
in your eyes were a beacon
on nights long ago
I would’ve spent alone.

broken bones tell stories,
broken souls tell secrets,
and broken hearts tell lies.

From known to unknown
From almost to finished
From together to alone
From whole to perished
From safety to danger
From different to normal
From before to after
From devil to angel
From chaos to routine
From angry to placid
From ***** to clean
From bold to timid
From everything that was me
To everything I've feared to be

My eyes still weep for
those memories lost to a
warm and distant past

7:22 PM
16/10/19

Up until 4 am,
for no reason at all-
time just ran away,
And I wish you could
have stayed for
one more night.

It is time for you to let it go.
Only you can be the one to erase,
to rise above and to move on.
Fill your garden with new seeds
and learn to love
what will blossom.

I’m not the person that you think I am
I’m not that person anymore
I see them calling, I do not blink an eye
They have the right number, it doesn’t faze me
There’s nothing I can offer,
Nothing I can say
I’m not that person anymore
I’m not who you’re looking for,
Not anymore

we can just travel
from country to country and
we can disappear

9:40 PM
10/9/19

When people of
our past speak of us,
they speak of a person
they do not know anymore
and that no longer exists.

People always leave.
It was never about them-
It's about the ones
who come back.

If you ever think of me
think back on me,
on us fondly,
and with
warm
memories.

Won't you fall
into my arms?
I can be your palace
or your shallow grave.

Try ween yourself off
of the need for attention
and see what happens

6:01 PM
19/6/23

Did you know that this
smile only exists when
I'm alone with you

11:06 PM
9/12/20

My rocket crashed
into a long, lost moon
after you steered me off course.
How foolish I was to
trust you as its
commander through
unknown depths.

Sunflowers bloom
then sunflowers kiss.
Ah yes,
it's spring
That I've missed.

I used to ask myself:
is it better to have loved and lost
than to have never loved at all?
But lately, I wonder how much
one has to love before they start
to loathe every inch of skin
that no one else seems
to love enough
to touch.

You live, you breathe,
you laugh and don't even know
that you are all my
love, hope and inspiration
all at once.
Do you even remember this face
and what it was
to be as one?
Every heartbeat still beats for you,
for you are my blood,
my soul and my own.

I'm feeling weary,
My mind is grey.
I'm already tipsy
and it's only Tuesday.

They are not thinking
about you - do yourself a
favor - go to sleep

4:49 PM
20/12/21

I live to learn
the science of your
heart.

To be positive
does not mean to be happy
the entire time

11:13 PM
25/2/22

Drifting across your sea-
carry me away with your waves
away from these people
and this land I have outgrown.
Maybe I will drown
but that's a risk I'm willing to take
if it means I get to
breathe you in.

How do I say
“I miss you”
in a way that
will make your heart
ache as much
as mine does?

Monday's here again
and off to work I go to
to do it all again
and countdown
to that next fix.

I want to be me
but I don't want to be me-
what prison is this?

11:02 PM
1/7/19

I wish I could fall
together
as quickly as I
fall apart

You'll go through this world
in search of a lover that
you will never find

5:48 PM
10/8/21

our roots were tangled
beneath the soil but our
petals never grew

8:08 PM
11/9/20

I have made a mess of you
in my thoughts again.
I didn’t know I could feel this way,
neither did she.
Two hearts, one soul
Two cities, one smile
Yet we’re both scared
for different reasons
She feared I wasn’t real
I feared it wouldn’t last.

The left find themselves
caught in between socialism
and a rebellion.
On one hand,
they wish to grant their government
more power,
when on the other,
they claim they cannot be trusted.
Which one is it?
Time is ticking.

You are
no longer here,
but just knowing that
we share the same sky
is good enough
because those shooting stars
carry the wishes from
me to you.

This year,
we found angels
and demons,
heroes and cons,
standing upon and
deep beneath
this world.

There’s nothing better than
the feeling when someone
contradicts
what you tell yourself
about yourself
every day;
that you may have been lying
to yourself
all this time.

I can warm you like a
cup of tea on a winter's day,
I can chill you like a
winter in the U.K.
I can lift you up and
send you reaching for the stars
or I can make you feel
the weight of a thousand pulsars.
I am the worst feeling in this paradigm,
while, at the same time,
I am the best feeling you can conjure;
I am nostalgia.

She is a star
crushing under the weight
of yourself and everything around you.
She devours my light-
it breaks and bends to her will.
Nothing can escape your grasp,
your gaze or your touch.
The force of you is what
always repulsed me.

I am
invisible
when I
am all alone.
Sometimes,
I am
invisible
when I
am among them.

I watch the me i never knew
I watch him stare back at me
through all the shattered memories
And I watch him fade like a breeze
I bury the me i never knew
I bury him deep beneath me
beneath all the love lost long ago
And i watch him rot so deep below

The memory
of you leaves me
yearning,
dreaming,
for your warmth
in this December cold.

She is alone
day after day-
night after night.
Alone between pages and
in between each pen stroke
are the secrets she
keeps to herself.
She'll tell them one day and
they will explode out of her
like the supernova
that she is.

There was always
distance between us;
we both acknowledged this.
But now, it burns too hot -
it's already summer
yet we're still cold.

I truly believe
we would have been happy if
you gave us a chance

3:53 PM
17/7/22

You would think
by now
I would have realized
Just how temporary
a person
can be

I forgot how
we found each other-
all I know is that since then,
I've been feeling a lot less lost
and a lot less empty.

But loneliness
Doesn’t come from being alone
Loneliness comes from feeling alone
And feeling alone comes
From feeling different
And feeling different
comes from feeling unloved
and you feel unloved
Because you don’t
even love
yourself

Losing respect for
someone is worse than being
angry at someone

2:18 PM
27/1/22

With eyes like that,
you could rule the world, baby.
Irises that gleam like
beautiful brown pearls
in between those eyelashes
clams could only dream
of becoming.

We will always
be connected through
love and a theory-
these strings shall
transcend time and space
and bind us
for eternity.