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Mar 2015 · 988
she hates herself
Jasmine smiles Mar 2015
Does it make you feel good?
To make people love you
To make them fall in love
To make them think your perfect

Does it make you feel good?
When you tell them
Everything they want to here
All the things you wished you could say

Does it make you feel good?
When you fade away
When you loose touch
And collect more

Beauty is the only card you know
How to play
Perfection is there only thing you know
How to immitate
Love is the only thing you know
How to play with

Does it make you feel good?
Collecting hearts
By the thousands
Hearing their sweet whispers

Does it make you feel good?
When you actually fall in love
But you know How disgusting
You really are

But still you seek the attention
The compliments
The love you don't deserve
But they still do
Do you feel good?
I hate myself
Mar 2015 · 754
Not for me
Jasmine smiles Mar 2015
He walks confidently
But not for me...

He flips his long pefect hair
But not for me...

He plays his guitar
But not for me...

He smiles
But never for me.

I am not the girl he dreams of at night
I am not the girl he longs to speak to
I am not the girl that makes him sweat
I am not the girl that he craves to bed with

I am not anything to him
Not like she is
I hate boys
Feb 2015 · 771
I DO not care
Jasmine smiles Feb 2015
Go ahead
Ignore me
See how much
I really don't care
I don't care as much as
Ariel doesn't care about the land
I don't care as much as
Momma bear doesn't care for he Cubs
I don't care as much as
Lincoln didn't care about slavery
But with these examples
I guess you could say
I DO care
I care a lot more
Than you could ever comprehend
Feb 2015 · 415
Dear daddy
Jasmine smiles Feb 2015
Dear daddy,
Do you remember me anymore?
Of course you do because you still curse my name to my mother.
Do you know I'm here
Right in the next room?
Because you pretend I'm not
Even here
Like I am just a ghost who's
Aura pollutes the air.
Since summer I have not been blessed with your recognition.
I never new your neglect could ever affect me like this.

Do you ever think about me anymore
The little girl you once adored
I never thought that the man he swore would die for me could go on living with out me so easily.
Every time I hear you come through the door its send piercing spears through my heart. When I think of how you used to ask me how my day was at school was every day it makes me feel like nothing.

After so many countless attempted apologies. Notes letters gifts and pleas' I have lost all hope that you will ever care for me. Do you care that it's hurts every time I think of you or when my family and friends ask me about you. Do you care that every time I see you walk past me I want to collapse. Do you care that more and more every night I cry and cry endlessly for you.

After so much time I am not angry anymore. I am just so heartbroken and lost. I just want to talk to you again. I just want you to hug me again I just want to see you smile for me again. I just miss my daddy so much. I don't understand what I did to make you despise me so much. I don't feel like things will ever be the same between us. Will you ever talk to me again? Daddy! Daddy please...
Jan 2015 · 587
juliet
Jasmine smiles Jan 2015
Long flowing hair
Curls perfectly round
Beautiful sparkling green eyes
Long thin legs
White perfect smile
Outstanding talent
She can sing
She can't paint
She can act
She can dance
She is friendly
She is smart
She has everything
She has nothing
Women hate her
Jealousy consumes her friends
Men's lust over ride their brains
They can't help but fall in love
She is given titles she doesn't deserve
She is a ***** a **** a dirtywhore
Because she's pretty
But all she wants is a friend
She wants to fit in
She just wants to be like everyone else
She cries because she is lonely
She knows she should feel lucky
But she still strives to be perfect
Even when people hate her for it
Because she feels like its all she has
No one is like her
She has no where to belong
Aug 2014 · 2.5k
Separation
Jasmine smiles Aug 2014
The world wants to pull us apart
They want to rip the love from our hearts
They want to here our cries
Just as we begin to thrive

The world says we are too far
Because we don't have a car
But my love reaches across borders
It doesn't diminish with orders

You hold my thoughts
And I hold yours
To hard we have fought
just to close the doors

I love you 30 miles away
The same as 30 centimeters.
Jul 2014 · 950
Youth
Jasmine smiles Jul 2014
There is no way of knowing the Truth,
That's something we never realize in our Youth.
We search for answers as to Why,
So many people hurt us and make us Cry.
But answers like that are never There,
Because most times life just isn't very Fair.
We are just trying to find out who we really Are,
But it feels like I never get very Far.
"Just do what you think is right you will be Okay."
But what if I don't know whats right Someday?
But I will just try to grow Old,
Without the world making me cold.
But I promise to myself to stay Strong,
Even when the sorrow lasts far too Long.
I will also stay strong for Others,
I truly believe we can help one Another.
So when all those you care for Flee,
Just please always have faith in Me.
Together we will find the means to Fight,
All our demons that cause our Fright.
I will never let anyone extinguish your Light.
So we shout from the rooftops with all our Might.
"We are young but we wont loose Sight!"
"Of the lovely things that keep us a Flight."
We are Young,
Our lives have only Begun.
Jun 2014 · 306
love(12w)
Jasmine smiles Jun 2014
Many search for love
But we must let love search for us
Jun 2014 · 320
a world of my own
Jasmine smiles Jun 2014
This is a world of my own
In the day the sun kisses your cheek
The cute little frogs speak

The wind Carries you to higher places
This world is covered in beautiful faces
Here is where flowers sing songs
Capable of righting all wrongs

Here you are my God
And I am your goddess
Our world is engulfed in bliss

This world is full of our children
Sorrow is forbidden
In this world I am capable of flight
I am weightless in your sight

Your are my king
Accept me as your queen
This is how it was supposed to be
They look up to you and me

the world will stop when we kiss
Let's show them what true love is
Jun 2014 · 347
how do I write?
Jasmine smiles Jun 2014
How do I write when the pages are shred
and your engraved in my head
How do I write when your words are stuck in my brain
And all I hear is the thumping rain

you were my inspiration
But now you are my devastation
You stop the scratch of my pen
Because I'm thinking of what could have been

Have you no remorse?
your love is my curse
How do I write something new
When all I think of is you
May 2014 · 582
again
Jasmine smiles May 2014
This phone
This boy
Is going
To be
The death
Of me.
This week has been pretty tough
May 2014 · 5.1k
I worry
Jasmine smiles May 2014
It seems I always worry about something
When we apart
I worry when we will talk
Or if you will leave me

When its the day of our meet
I worry what I will wear
How I'll do my hair
Will I be good enough?

But I know none of it matters
When we are together
You love me any way I come
For once my worrying is done
I see him today <3
May 2014 · 477
In Time
Jasmine smiles May 2014
In Time
People say
All answers will show one day
We wait

We wait to know
If we got the job
We wait to know
How we did on the test

We wait to know
what we are going to be when we grow up
We wait to know
if are kids are ****** up

I wait to know
If he will leave
Soon enough the answers
Will be revealed to me

In Time
Apr 2014 · 1.9k
I'll dream of you
Jasmine smiles Apr 2014
I lay down in my bed
It's been a long day
I pull my knee's inward
and let out a sigh

I stare at the ring on my finger
the one you gave to me
I hold it and twist it in my fingers
until i have examined every color, every butterfly.

I close my eyes and clench my necklace
I trace the shape of the turtle with my figertips
I feel the silver in my hands
and remember when it was in yours

When I close my eyes a tear runs down my cheek
A tear of joy and sadness
Your sweet memory dances in my mind
Your love pierces through my heart

I miss you, I love you
exhaustion overwhelms me
I am ready to dream of you
Until I finally get to see you

Sweet dreams my love.
This week is really hitting me hard. I can not wait to see him again. It has been way to long. I love you.
Apr 2014 · 1.5k
Artist (10w)
Jasmine smiles Apr 2014
Don't
judge
an
artist
by the
colors
on
their
pallet
Apr 2014 · 6.6k
blue sky
Jasmine smiles Apr 2014
I can always count on that blue sky
you have helped through things all my life
you have healed immense wounds
that pierced through my heart like a knife

when nothing seems to go my way
you are always there on a sunny day
when I feel as if I have lost all my might
you always make me feel like its alright

your beauty is known throughout the world
you warm the heart of every boy and girl
your always there to watch over us all
and you never ask anything of us at after all

maybe I love blue skies
because it reminds me of Tori's eyes
my poor deceased sister
lord knows how much I miss her

whenever the world has done me wrong
you were always there all along
as long as your above me I have no fright
when the sky is blue I'll be alright
Appreciate nature. It was such a beautiful day today. 4/26/14
Apr 2014 · 9.3k
we don't care
Jasmine smiles Apr 2014
You changed the colors of your hair
We don't care
You got an A on your test
We don't care

You got a new car
We don't care
You recieved a promotion
We don't care

You ate at that new resturaunt
We don't care
You bought new dress to flaunt
We don't care

Children are starving
Madmen are are carving
Up women they grabbed of the streets
Say goodbye to our heartbeats

Soldiers are dying
Innocent people are crying
we can try to fight starvation
But we are headed to damnation

but you don't care
It has nothing to do with you
just keep breathing your clean air
You have more important things to do
Apr 2014 · 703
I will not stop
Jasmine smiles Apr 2014
I will not stop
when the world abandons me
I will not stop
When your king decides to flee

I will not stop
When you push me aside
I will not stop
In your attempts to crush my pride

I will not stop
When the cowards tell me to hide
I will not stop
When you're no longer by my side

I will not stop
When all good has died
I will not stop
I don't believe in suicide

I will stand strong
When the world swears I'm wrong
I will stand my ground
And create a new town

A town that basks in beauty
It is my duty
To guide my children to light
And witness them take flight

I will stay pure
Till all ignorance is cured
Apr 2014 · 1.3k
same pain
Jasmine smiles Apr 2014
We all hurt
we have all tasted the dirt
We have all felt pain
No matter how little its all the same
Its not a competition
Its no ones ambition
Don't be upset because I have a sadder story
I don't do it for the glory
Did I forget to mention
its not about the attention
We need others to care
Not to compare
people need to feel
Before anyone will heal
Your pain is just the same as mine
You will understand in time
the darkeness will clear
until then I will always be here
To hold your hand in the dark
To show you how to find your spark
believe in your heart
Then begin a new start
Apr 2014 · 2.4k
A Poets Best Friend (15w)
Jasmine smiles Apr 2014
A
Dictionary
is a
poets
best
friend
with the
exception
of her
pencil
or
pen
Apr 2014 · 3.2k
Rhyming and Timing
Jasmine smiles Apr 2014
I really like to read poems all the time
but its sad to say how few actually rhyme
a lot of your poems i tend to find boring
when they honestly should leave me adoring

So if your up for the challenge
and want to show me your talent
then spit out a good rhyme
way beyond its time

So make me feel like im singing a song
with ever last word i stumble upon
so go now no time to waste
spit out those rhymes in great haste

P.S. please avoid copy and paste
Apr 2014 · 682
It was my...
Jasmine smiles Apr 2014
It was my eyes
you claim sparkle in the sun
It was my cheek
you brushed your face against
It was my lips
you stole a kiss
It was my hair
you played with
It was my body
you caressed
It was my heart
you left with.
Apr 2014 · 2.9k
change (10w)
Jasmine smiles Apr 2014
I cant
change
the world
with poems
but I'll
try.
Apr 2014 · 6.7k
Bittersweet Lie
Jasmine smiles Apr 2014
What can I say
That has never been said
What can I read
That has never been read
What can I hear
That has never been heard
Who can I say "hello"
Who has never heard "goodbye"
Who can I say "I love you"
Who has never heard "I hate you"

Everything is a Bittersweet Lie.
Apr 2014 · 490
Haiku
Jasmine smiles Apr 2014
its better to be hated
then loved for who you are not
stay true to yourself
Apr 2014 · 661
memoir
Jasmine smiles Apr 2014
"The sadness consumed me.
It was all I could see.
She was the light that kept the shadows out of my room.
She was the warrior that would slay any demon
that tried to corrupt my heart.
But now they have all come for me.
Now they have stolen my innocence.
Now I am lost left to hate this life I have been dealt.
This is no longer a life".
This is just a very small segment from my memoir Stay Golden about the passing of my sister
Apr 2014 · 1.4k
let it go
Jasmine smiles Apr 2014
Let the pain go
Let your beauty show
Then they will all know
What mistake they made
When they let your friendship fade.
Whats done is done. I am letting go of the pain you dealt to me. I can truly be happy again. We all will receive what we release. I will release beauty.
Apr 2014 · 1.9k
Pain
Jasmine smiles Apr 2014
Those who know true darkness
Can find the light in the deepest abyss

Those who live in the most horrible places
Can find hope in the worst situations

Those who are the most poor
can find the richest qualities in life

Those who have felt the worst pain
Have felt the best happiness
Apr 2014 · 809
What does is take to trend?
Jasmine smiles Apr 2014
What will it take to trend?
In what way do I need to pretend?
To actually be popular again?
I write more and more
Are my words just a bore?
What will it take to get my foot in the door?
So go tell me your price
Humors me give me advice
When will my words suffice?
Is it wrong to want fame?
Am I the one to blame,
For conforming to societies game?
A little butthurt
Apr 2014 · 528
what's trending
Jasmine smiles Apr 2014
No one likes my poems anymore
Because I'm not a depressed *****
The good stuff hardly trends. Just whine about your life and be slightly slutty and you got it.
Apr 2014 · 468
poet
Jasmine smiles Apr 2014
A true poet
Will Always
have something
left to write
Never stop writing even if its ******
Apr 2014 · 575
The town
Jasmine smiles Apr 2014
This town is hateful and cold
Its smothered my dreams since I was 6 years old
These people have nothing to do
But sit around and crush you

They shoot crude stares
How can I not be aware
they laugh at all I hold dear
Alas only three more years

Until I'm gone
Able to fly to my own song
able to awake to open arms
Free of all alarms

three more years
Till then I must remain here
In this secluded town
I will never let you bring me down
Apr 2014 · 644
hollow
Jasmine smiles Apr 2014
He left me hollow
just like his words
He left me in the dark
To lie lifeless
In the shadows
Devoid of all light

Until the day I saw you
It was just another day until I saw you
every colors in the world is in your eyes
Everywhere you look you shine a light
my impurities are washed away in your sun
I am beautiful I am free

But now I fear
That I will awake you will be gone
Left again to feel the spear
of only a memory of your song
Keep my love
Don't make me hollow
Apr 2014 · 1.5k
not so stranger
Jasmine smiles Apr 2014
The face I once ran to
Is now the one I hide from
The eyes I once gazed at
Are the ones I can't bare to see
The voice I once yearned to hear
Is now the voice that pierces through my heart
The one who once said I love you
Is the one who now says I hate you
The person I knew better than myself
Is now the stranger who walks past me
Apr 2014 · 789
Follow me
Jasmine smiles Apr 2014
I check for a notification
It's just an observation
But none is there
that makes me want to pull out my hair
So please one little click away
And surely it will make my day.
Apr 2014 · 701
love
Jasmine smiles Apr 2014
I feel like I am nothing
Whenever he starts bluffing
He plays with my heart like it's a game
I hope he will came back but it won't be the same
For my trust has already been broken
Painful words have already been spoken
I tell everyone your nothing
But the truth is your everything
To me you are my heart and soul
But all along you were just playing a role
I have to let you go
But what's worse you will never know
all the pain you shamelessly dealt to me
But I'm forced to let it be.
Apr 2014 · 6.7k
The Withered Flower
Jasmine smiles Apr 2014
I hold you so deep in my heart
When I listen to my soul
Your constant ringing,
Is still guiding my every step.
You have left me and even if not by choice
The anger, The sadness,
Is still drumming in sync with my heart.
Your memory is like a withering flower.
Slowly starting to bend
slowly, dying
What am I to do?
I share my water, my food, even my love.
But your time is up
I hold that dead flower so gently in my hands
But still it crumbles
Being the fool that I am told I am
I try to mend the broken petals back together
In hope that somehow
You will bloom once again
Into the beautiful flower
That I remember you to be
That is still in my dreams...
I wrote this two years ago. It is based on my dear sister who passed on due to leukaemia
Apr 2014 · 1.3k
my bio can never tell you.
Jasmine smiles Apr 2014
The scariest sparrow
Hides the bravest soul.
The girl most narrow
Her heart Carries the heaviest toll.
The man with the most beautiful mind
Is labelled useless in society.
The woman most kind
Lacks necessary variety.
The boy most vile
Has the most ambition.
The best bio
Is the worst description.
What did you write in your bio?
Apr 2014 · 1.1k
words.
Jasmine smiles Apr 2014
Words are just broken meanings
Just constantly taking beatings.
Slowly they begin to die
More and more with every lie.
Always said and always misused
Till soon enough their souls are skewed
And they now mean nothing to you.
I love you, I promise, I will never leave you, you are beautiful to me. Words with empty meanings

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