Everyday the new stuff is here And I'm loosing myself in fear! Can't see myself anywhere, been tormented with none of my share. Its beyond me, can't help myself What they shoved to my face I cannot repair.
In all this disarray the fragments I'm loosing of myself. Everybody keeps on pushing forward, but it drags behind me, in the back! Sometimes what you cling to most Is the one to hurt you most!
The whole world finds it easy Am I the only one suffering?
Without you, the world is only a planet perishing anyway. Stars are just little dots which don’t even exist anymore. The sun is a burning ball blinding me. Raindrops are small bullets pattering down to the ground. The heat is the enemy trying to melt every single atom of my body And the cold is the one trying to freeze my blood. You are part of my heart, my inspiration, my soulmate. Without you, I am just a machine working day by day until my engine is broken.
Now that I have been thinking about it over my sleep, I think you are kinda like ice cream, you are like ice cream on a very hot summer day. you keep melting away, but I keep taking you back, putting you back up in the freezer. Trying to make you like before, at least I think I do, but I keep losing parts of you,
Some parts of you that I love, So tell me should I stop freezing you back Taking you back?
The stars twinkled so loudly And you left so quietly I didn't hear you go Even the constellations had no clue. And I know its wrong But sometimes I feel low And blue Without you. And you'll never know But the stars still shine For you. They wish you where mine But don't worry I'll wait till the end of time I'll watch a billion stars die Just for you. And sometimes I wonder Out of all the goodbyes You said If mine was the one That stuck in you head.
everyone is afraid, afraid of loosing something, some of money, other of pride, some of fame, some of beauty, but i am afraid, of loosing the most precious thing of my life, i am afraid of loosing you.............