The worst thing when you know what you need Is when your needs are not met And you know you have to leave But you tell yourself "Not yet". Then you hope they will change, But you know that's not fair. You can't ask them to do that When you can't do it yourself. Now you cry in the dark And you're lonely and scared. "What if there's no one there?" "What if no one here cares?" Now you have an eternity To live by yourself And they say: "You'll be free!", But is it freedom? Or hell?
you broke it you broke your promise just like you broke my trust im tired of trying and hoping that you will change you broke it i find it funny that you think im the one being selfish i continue to trust you as you take more and more advantage of that it hurts that im losing you to something like this i put my faith and trust into you i feel like you wasted my time you wasted my energy because i used it to try and help you change there's obviously no change you told me again just today that you've changed but as time passes i find out more and more how you haven't in fact, you've gotten worse i hate getting yelled at for confronting you i hate that you confide in my sister for advice i hate that you make the choices that you do i hate that you hurt me more and more every day i hate that you think that its okay i hate that i haven't given up yet i hate that i push people i love away to be with you i hate what you're turning me into i hate the names that you call me you say that you were just joking, but it actually hurts i hate the new things you have tell me every day because 9 out of 10 times they're bad i hate that i hate so much about you i hate that i feel anything but love and enjoyment towards you i used to worship you i used to think that nobody was more perfect for me you wonder why i haven't worked to get ungrounded its because being grounded gives me an excuse an excuse to say no to parties and bad ideas that you have its so much easier to say that im grounded rather than i don't want to im sorry that i feel this way im sorry that i tried to fix what was going on with you i should've recognized that it was "none of my business" so here's to me being sorry for caring<3
I can't think, I can't think go away I can't think go away I can't think I've been driven to the brink Wrap your arms round me so Now just go! Now just go! Lead me on with your words Empty words! Empty heart! First you're warm then you're hard Go away! Go away! I can't think!
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It's 02.20 am in the morning Let me just sit in And take all that in Every words Every sentence Has life been way too ******* me? Oh i thought i was powerful Or maybe i was wrong? Is it just an illusion i have on my head? Because truth is, i can't handle any of this As i wish i could So i keep on thinking i can I keep on dreaming i could I constantly wondering if i would Endure all the pain By myself, Take the suffering away from others And burn it inside my flesh But i can't! Can i? The illusion of me, is there But i am not capable of doing any For better things My heart does ache My body gets weary And no one will ever see it People are too blinded By their own thinking By their own mindset By their own perception Including me We are fooled by ourselves It is proven by the theory That our thinking Is pretty much shaped By our own desire And i'm telling you it's good You gotta put yourself first You need to do things that satisfy yourself But remember, Other people exist too And respect is much needed.