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770 · Feb 2016
Clock
AM Feb 2016
The clock has stopped its tock
and it is my heart you've locked
I press rewind just to love you
why don't you love me too?
each second, minute, hour
I want it back again as ours
cause the clock has stopped its tock
and it is my heart only you can unlock
769 · Jun 2015
Weak?
AM Jun 2015
She might looks so weak and sad
But they forgot that a black mamba
Can **** with one bite and doesn't smile
759 · Jun 2015
What Is Love?
AM Jun 2015
Love is the consequence of you
750 · Aug 2015
Deflower
AM Aug 2015
Bleeding sounds like
an exotic pleasure
only if you want to be
inside me
746 · Jun 2015
No
AM Jun 2015
No
No, I won't forgive you
Nor forget about how good we were
No, you are not sorry
Nor even get to think you should apologize
No, I don't hate you
Nor have the desire to even look at you
No, you cannot speak my name
Nor get to miss a single thought about me


The last thing you can do to me
is to be vanished from my life
and let me get the happiness
you chose not to give me
737 · Jul 2015
Pink
AM Jul 2015
He lights up my head
with curse and demon
he makes me say things
we both know I don't mean
I'll shout "I hate you"
I'll scream "I'm leaving you"
The he does that silly smile
hugs me and put both hands
on my cheeks
blows away my anger
with one whisper to my mouth
saying "I love you" on them
and he'll continue
until we taste pink
out of the red lipstick
he ruins
737 · May 2015
Art
AM May 2015
Art
My whole body is the blank canvas
And your soft tongue is the brush
Both of us wear nothing tonight
But moans and sighs

Our racing heartbeats
Create pleasure symphony
While the heat and our sweat
Echoes like trumpets

I barely hear Mocca sings
When you breathe louder
Than their guitar strings

Yet when we stick like glue
I can listen to your skin
Screaming 'I love you'

And on your back
My claws draw
Calligraphy and tattoo
Painting 'I love you too'
737 · Mar 2016
Rejected
AM Mar 2016
though he stares into my eyes
never he finds everything
he's looking for
in me

I wish he does
I wish he does
735 · Jan 2016
Sugar Rush
AM Jan 2016
our love begins
the moment he lingers
my engagement ring
on my finger
735 · May 2015
Please
AM May 2015
Please promise me
That you will embrace
The life you're having now;
The journey that creates
You

Please let me kiss you
Like raindrops when I am near
And listen to them speaking
"You're perfect for me"

Please feel how I wipe
Your weariness with giggles
And how I ******
Your flaws with my thumb

Please choose to remember
That I am in love with you
And that is the absolute truth
You could ever know
734 · Jun 2015
Clinomania
AM Jun 2015
Oh, Dear, tell me
how to shut my brain
from boiling of anger?
or muffled the cries
from my heart out of
pains and memories of him?
please tell me the place
where he's not there
cause obviously
falling asleep is not working
and waking up is even worse
730 · May 2015
Waldeinsamkeit
AM May 2015
Maybe he has reasons why
He's so in love with the forest,
Or rain and mountains

They bring solitude, like crystals
—A solid peace for his clouded mind

They don't nag nor make him
Feel like he needs to put on
His mask and play pretend
They’re just surrounding him,
Listening to his aching bones,
Prevailing chances of love,
Creating a longing sentiment
To return and stay

*Just like everything I hope I’d be
727 · Jun 2015
The Leap of Faith
AM Jun 2015
I could stand on the edge of a cliff
where the abyss of endless despair lays below
above the sparks flies of your smile
and the lie you sew about the chance
I'd find on the other side
Then when you pushed me and I jumped off
there was nothing but a dream
yet
I still shouted how much I love you
until it echoes inside your ears
726 · Jun 2015
Just A Kiss
AM Jun 2015
The tip of your lips curled up
Everytime you form a smile
And I'd love to lean on
My blushing cheek
Or smudge my lipstick
I'm wearing tonight
On to them
721 · Jul 2015
Pair
AM Jul 2015
The one thing you probably don't realize
is that when you decided to chose yourself
above us—what we had and what we were
I forced myself to choose me, too
and when I did, I was crawling above the damages
of what remains from our love
step by step until I break
cause baby we both know for sure
that if we stay 'friends' or whatever you call it
I'll be the only person who's irrationally staying in love
and you won't give a **** about that
Funny, we are a pair of selfish people
who's saving ourselves by hurting others
yet we're unable to stay together
721 · Dec 2015
Competition
AM Dec 2015
all she had to do was sit there
and smile by your side
to make you sacrifice everything
when I had to put up with you
through your down and hell
just so you'd think you love me

how is it possible for me
not to think that I was
in a competition with her
when you never love me better?
717 · Jun 2015
Meaningless
AM Jun 2015
Will I be able to look into a pair of dark eyes
without imagining how nice it would feel
if those were yours?
Will I be able to laugh my heart out
without having the urge to tell you
the stupid joke I just heard?
Will I be able to be completely happy
*without you at all?
716 · Mar 2016
Inside Your Shell
AM Mar 2016
you turned off your emotion
and shut the door at me

it doesn't shocked me that much
after all you were always hiding
away from the light of day

to tell the truth you scared me
cause it always seem like
you're ready to walk away
at any time when I'm off guard

so I never bother to knock your door
though I love you and I wish for more
there, I said it
I want you to take a peek
and say, "come inside"
715 · Aug 2015
The Odds
AM Aug 2015
It was told that differences create harmony
that yin balances yang
that South completes North
that the oceans beautify the land
but I realize;
you and I
are the day and the night
that exist not for each other
to ever meet
715 · Jan 2016
Healing
AM Jan 2016
it's strange for me to feel safe or happy
maybe because he introduced me
to insecurity, pain, and scar in the first place
they've been my best friends ever since then
and I don't know who I am without them
but you're here now
serving me a plate of devotion and love;
the one I always hoped for but never got from him
and no matter how tall my walls are
my love safety system is not sounding an alarm
how odd, I pushed you but you pulled me back
so I stopped fighting you and your ray of light
beside, in order to know happiness again
all I have to do is open the door for you, right?
710 · Oct 2015
Invincible
AM Oct 2015
I'm a total idiot,
a disgrace,
a simple-minded,
a fool
but I'm fine with that
because when he's here
I am invincible
708 · May 2016
Light at Night
AM May 2016
how quickly
for you to catch
my falling tears
and here I thought
nobody would ever
love my fears
708 · Sep 2015
The Power, The Battle
AM Sep 2015
To love is to hand over the power to others
it comes with a big risk of happiness and torment
and I, myself, love
I love so deep, I can make the ocean jealous
even though the depth would suffocate me
I still love people deeply
as they continue to send me
into a war I cannot win
—the battle between what I feel
and what I know
707 · Jun 2015
From Him
AM Jun 2015
*******
Fake
Fantasies
Fantastically
Flowing
Fluently
703 · Oct 2015
Hidden Fate
AM Oct 2015
the hidden fate quietly
emanating a light
and I fall in love instantly
as if I've lost my sight
703 · Jun 2015
Vice Versa
AM Jun 2015
You always have a way
Of trashing the band of color
With greyscale
Like acting to be
A ******* monosyllabic
When I spill the L word
Or changing the weather
From purple rain
To extreme cold winter
Like making candies
Tastes like stomach acid
699 · May 2015
How I Know
AM May 2015
We lean on the bed altogether
Our fingers laying one upon the other
Time stops while we enjoy forever
As you sweep my arm like feather

This is the moment where clearly
You are passing your message in secrecy
"Your hug tells me you love me," I told
And you agreed by tightening your hold
694 · Sep 2015
Pictures
AM Sep 2015
I don't want anyone
to see through my picture gallery
cause they might see the things
and the people
*I'm afraid losing
690 · Jun 2015
Bench Park
AM Jun 2015
I know how blinding the beauty of flickering lights
And the peace of the forest could give
But if you’re willing to turn your head and slow your pace
Just for a brief moment, you will find me waiting
Amidst the benches in the crowded park
Longing for you to sit and rest your head on my shoulder
*For always
689 · May 2015
April
AM May 2015
I am in love
With April
With its warm rain
And cold sun-ray
I am in love
Until I doubt that
I've ever loved
Anything else
Before April
686 · Jun 2015
Fast Forward
AM Jun 2015
The only button I’d love to push now is fast forward to the time when your name won't cut my throat like swallowing broken glasses
683 · Mar 2016
A Secret Dream
AM Mar 2016
while I lay half asleep on the bed,
I have a blurry vision in my head;
you in white and big smile
while I take steps down the aisle
680 · Apr 2015
Strawberries
AM Apr 2015
He pulls me like sin
Holds my curves like magnet
Soothes my worries like water
Smiles at me like light
Kisses my lips like red
Laughs with me like babies
Touches my skin like silk
And smells—oh, that sweet
Sour and bitter scent
—like strawberries
678 · May 2016
Em
AM May 2016
Em
without doubt
now I have finally found
the person who has possession
of all my sweetest poetry
678 · Aug 2015
Mrs.
AM Aug 2015
I've always been the Queen to his bed
the ache that swollen in his chest
where he engraved my first name like vow
and called out his whole as mine
so that I'd remember to return back
to the castle inside his cloud nine
that way I know I am never alone
for I have his last name to speak for my own
678 · Feb 2016
Bad Habit
AM Feb 2016
it's just that I've been keeping myself busy
with work, friends, and family
so the time will overlap before me
with a hope to have some remedy

but when I stop a short while;
I have nothing on my mind
but you
677 · Feb 2016
Myself
AM Feb 2016
chin up, dressed up, show up
remember that single is enough
and double is somehow too much

always put my guard high;
love myself first, then give others
some of my love, just some of it

keep in mind that falling in love
only makes me weak
and weakness ruined my smile
so I have decided to fall for me

yes, people are nice but hey
it doesn't mean I have to
give them the key to my castle
cause I am mature enough
to use my brain more than
my worn out heart

and I only need myself
inside my heart
674 · May 2016
Standstill
AM May 2016
forgive me for wanting
to pause the ticking clock
and simply dance with you
over the silence of our kiss
672 · May 2015
On The Contrary
AM May 2015
Yes, I am walking on the sidewalk
It is safer that way
I no longer grasping for your hand
It is out of my reach
I think I'm suffering from amnesia
Your face seems unknown
And I'm incapable to recognize love
Love itself is too elusive

No, it's okay
Just let me walk away
Don't feel bad
You only make me sad
And it's not like you've ever
*Demand me to stay
670 · Jun 2015
Windowpane
AM Jun 2015
I planted roses around the walls
And locked the door with too many keys
After he shut my world off
Then you softly knock on my door
Though the thorns cut your palm
But instead of forcing your way in
You built windows on the walls for me to see

That the world still has not lost its beauty
*Just because he left me
669 · Aug 2015
Future
AM Aug 2015
You ought to know that
whenever I see a young woman
holding her little baby
who probably looks like the daddy
I find my mind imagining my own
with you—only you
can’t think of anyone else but you
668 · May 2015
Unbending
AM May 2015
I was told not to give away
My heart and devotion
For I've watched people
Got their heart crippled

But, love,
My dear love
Tell me what shall I do
When there's nothing else
I understand
Than being in love
With you?
668 · Mar 2016
Negativity
AM Mar 2016
point out my shame, I'm to blame
for I give away my heart easily
now I got nothing inside my chest
but negativity
661 · Jun 2015
He Has Mine (10 W)
AM Jun 2015
The broken pieces of my heart make his a whole
656 · Aug 2015
Be
AM Aug 2015
Be
Be kind,
Be honest,
Be brave,
Be curious,
Be your best self,
If they ever tell you the opposite
make them all pay attention
to your back!
653 · May 2016
Little Red Riddinghood
AM May 2016
Because of you
I, now, have come
to a realization of
how careful I must be
as the sweetest tongue
always have the sharpest tooth
just like the lies you speak
right before you bite me
653 · Jun 2015
Starvation
AM Jun 2015
One night
Your scent whispers
From the scarf you left
Then one day
Your voice appears
A lot like a fantasy
Later on
Your touch vividly
Caressing my reality
At midnight
In your absence
I crave for you
More than
I ever thought
Humanly possible
649 · Jan 2016
Loving You
AM Jan 2016
loving you is like bungee jumping
cause it feels safe to let myself falling
maybe because you ******* the knot
and make the risk worth the shot
loving you is a lot like loving me
we have those similar bruises, you see
our hearts are in pieces just fine
but the universe made our stars align
645 · Mar 2016
Repetition
AM Mar 2016
even if I knew how this ends,
I'd still jump, I'd still fall
I'd still love you until I bawl
cause I swear
everything you are
is worth the repetition
644 · Aug 2015
Love-hate
AM Aug 2015
People said that there's a thin line
between love and hate
and I agree to that cause
it's you whom I date
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