Just stop Stop guarding me Stop speaking for me Stop trying to protect me I know you love me, But my weakness is your fault So, please I'm begging Leave me alone With my hurts And let me fail So that maybe On my own I can heal right For once.
If you try to protect me forever, I'm only going to grow to hate you.
i trusted you to guard my emotions but somehow you captured my heart and managed to let darkness into my chambers your attack managed to make my heart vulnerable susceptible to breakage and just when I thought your invasion was over you decided to crush my heart to absolute fragments an unforgivable plot yet you were forgiven and although it took me forever to rebuild after you i would take you back in a second and suffer all over again
The light is shining We're on display The whistle blows Nothing's moving The air is still Everyone yells PA 4 beats of silence And then it starts The colors spin The laughing begins Then you toss You hold your breath As the colors fly through the sun Everything stills The light pours through you, you are endless You catch 4 beats have gone by Since the silence ended 4 beats is a lifetime
I pledge allegiance To my guard flag In the band room at (your school's name) in America And to the pole For which it's on One show flag That costs a lot Hopefully indestructible And that it will move smoothly and surely for me
Sorry if I'm a little hard spoken on this poem, But the ******* that i put up with for so many years got me Clinching my fists and releasing my hate on the tree in the Backyard where all the weights are, no point to recharge, No point To be on guard, **** this life and the people that tried to end mine, Picking on my mental illness, I can see the end around the corner. Is it a crime to want to live in peace, no there no peace nowhere, They say God doesn't put you through something you can not beat, And while I'm torn between the fake and reality , I can not be.