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26.2k · Dec 2014
Stereotypes
Hide the scars,
don't let them see.
They'll call you a ****,
just as they please.

You drink Starbucks,
you take selfies.
You're a White Girl,
you see.

You're hair is red
with your Irish genes.
You are a ginger
with no soul in thee.

Your skin is colored,
your hair so dark.
You are a criminal,
that's how they see.
I really hate some of the stereotypes out there, honestly.
23.9k · Dec 2014
Insanity
I am going insane.
Oh wait, I already am.
I see the demons already,
I see the floods.
At least I don't see,
crimson blood.
14.2k · Jan 2015
Introvert
I'm too shy
to say my thoughts.
I'm too shy
to speak up.

I'm too isolated
to make many friends.
I'm too isolated
to defend.

When you find me some paper,
or a gentle screen,
I'll speak up,
and I will say what I please.

I will rant,
I will rage.
I will create a war,
though it doesn't seem me.

The thoughts in my head,
kept quiet until now.
I have found some paper
to make my crown.

Don't put me in public,
don't put me on stage.
I will only blush
and stammer away.

I am an introvert,
so quiet, you see.
But I am the loudest
of the three.
Extroverts are loud.
Introverts are silent.
Ambeverts are both
where the three are seen.
12.3k · Jan 2015
Dignity
I have nearly an ounce left,
and everyone's getting ready to pounce me.
They want to destroy it,
so I have to beg and plead.

My own friend grows higher on the scale,
turning me so very frail.
Then I become angry
when you boast about.

You expect me to live under your rule,
to live in stupidity
for the sake of you?
I refuse.

No, no, no.
That is not what I'm saying.
Friend, please listen,
before I shout.

I feel stupid myself,
when others brag about.
You are not stupid,
and never shall you be.

You hate me, don't you say?
It feels like you do,
when you lead me astray.
I shall not be ignored for a good score.

I'm not trying to ruin our friendship,
I just with you would listen.
People expect me one way,
and expect you another.

Please,
listen to me.
I'm not trying to make you feel inferior,
or myself superior.

What is this?
Another lie?
Everyday, people make me feel dumber.
It only makes me sadder and number.

I am not lying!
I am not trying to make you that way.
I'm just trying to keep you away.
Safe from the troubles of knowledge.

My friend,
you have no idea, do you?
Being smart means responsibility,
and being hated all day.

I don't care about that!
I just want to feel more for once.
How many times must I apologize
for getting a simple better than you?

Fine,
be that way.
I was only trying to help.
But you pushed me away.

Knowledge is the only thing
that gives me an ounce of dignity.
When I have none,
then not a drop is left.
*I am nothing.
10.3k · Jan 2015
Death
I might be dying.
I don't know yet.
The doctors are still deciding
if I will meet Death.

I can feel
all the weird thumps.
I just don't know...
I'm in a slump.

The doctors have done the tests,
but no one knows yet.
Am I the subject of a pest,
or a huge destructive mess?
10.0k · Dec 2014
Light
L* *oving
I nexplicable
G iving
H ealing
T *rustworthy
7.5k · Dec 2014
Nerd
N* *ever
E nding
R esidence of
D *efinitions
6.4k · Jan 2015
Can I leave?
Can I just leave?
I want to be done with you.
Can I just go,
and leave you be?
Can I just leave?
I don't want to be around you.
Let me go.
Or would you rather torture me some more?
4.9k · Jun 2015
Disappear
Once you left me
I felt lost
When I found myself again
I didn't know what to do

Once I found you again
I lost myself again
To what is real
And what is make believe

I reached out
Just to see if you were there
Every time it feels as if
You're going to disappear
Once again
And now I think you're gone for good
4.7k · Mar 2015
Wanted
Why do you even talk to me?
I am nothing compared to anyone else!
Why do you scoot closer to me?
I have no warmth.
Why do you seem to want me?
I don't recall anyone else wanting me.
Am I even wanted?
I doubt it.
4.5k · Jan 2015
Pills
I'm sorry
that I ever started taking you.
You were the Devil in disguise.
I wish I'd done some research
on what you really were.
Now I'm stuck in this mess,
happy that I caught your flaws
before death consumed me.
Vitamin B6...
why did you have to almost **** me?
4.2k · Dec 2014
Written Scars
I think I've gone too far,
to see the scars,
that I have put in writing,
from my weary mind.
Words can do more damage than we think. Be careful.
4.0k · Dec 2014
Books
Books:
the greatest weapons of the world.
Full of Mocking jays.
Each one being Divergent
to the others.
Books are like a Maze
that we have to Run through.
They're like a Testing
that will never end.
Not even the great Hogwarts
can stand against their power.
Books are more beautiful than the Twilight sky.
More powerful than Percy Jackson,
than the Heroes of Olympus.
Books are the true heroes of the world.
As you can tell, I love books. :D
3.8k · Dec 2014
Roses
So delicate,
a petal afloat.
Pretty and crimson,
flowing through the air.
My heart wonders of it.
How is it that something as so
can be more beautiful
*than the stars above?
My attempt at a happy poem.
3.5k · Dec 2014
Dinosaurs
Dinosaurs have a language of their own:
Rawr- "I love you."

*I wish I could be a dinosaur.
3.4k · Jan 2015
I'm Done
I'm done.
I quit your game.
I'm done.
Go to someone else.
I'm done.
I quit with your lies.
I'm done.
I quit living.
I'm done.
I quit living with your torture.
*I'm done.
3.4k · Jan 2015
Waffles
Round or square.
I don't really care as long
as they're there. Crispy and
golden, filled with sticky syrup.
Topped with butter which melts
like ice. Take one bite and you
are in love. They are the best
breakfast to ever be on
one's tongue.
I really love waffles. ♥
2.9k · Jan 2015
Apart
She hid things,
and left you in the dark.

He forgot things,
and caused her to anger.

They fell apart,
and he went with another.
She stayed behind,
in her wonder.

They fell apart,
leaving me here struggling
between which side to choose.

I am like the sun which gives warmth:
they revolve around me
as I give them advice,
but I try my best
not to get drawn in.

It's hard for them,
but harder for me,
as I'm tossed around
like a ping-pong unfree.

I don't want to be in the middle,
I just want to be free.
It's not my fault,
so why me?
2.9k · Jan 2015
Drugs
I don't need alcohol,
I don't need a buzz.
I don't need tobacco.
I don't need fake fun.

Music is my drug,
one that keeps me alive.
Even when living
isn't worth it at all.

Music is my drug.
It understands me more.
Humans can't comprehend
what I feel like when I'm awake.

Music is my drug.
It's only fault is keeping me awake.
I am tired,
but at least I have something that cares.
2.8k · Jan 2015
Viola
Like a violin,
only a little bigger.
The darkness of a cello,
the sweetness of a violin.
It sings a lullaby
to the child in the crib.
Loud and soft,
harsh and gentle.
It's the middle,
it's the best of the four.
Though it's not as popular,
it's still what I do.
It's still sings the song
that I want to sing.
No words are needed
to sing different tones.
The instrument is my voice,
the only one I speak with.
2.6k · Jan 2015
Chains
The wall,
cold on my back,
but a trap all the same.
These chains are holding me,
from staying sane.
I need to get out.
I need to get free.
If only you
could understand me.
2.5k · Dec 2014
Dark
D* *estructing
A gonizing
R uthless
K *illing
2.2k · Jun 2015
Soulless
I sit alone
In this dark cold room
Listening through the wall
Of your angry screams

I don't know why I keep doing wrong
I don't know why I can't control myself
I don't know why you always scream at me

You wonder why
I've become so numb
You wonder why
My silence is deafening
You wonder why
I'm a soulless cold monster

In my bed
I just can't seem to rest
Screaming silently
At all this violence

I don't know what I am
I don't know what I did so wrong
I don't know what to do when you scream at me again and again

You wonder why
I've become so numb
You wonder why
My silence is deafening
You wonder why
I'm a soulless cold monster

In my room
Wishing I could punch the wall
Wishing I could just runaway
From all this pain and misery

I don't know how I stopped fighting
I don't know how you keep killing me
I don't know how I got this way

You wonder why
I'm so empty
You wonder why
My silence is screaming
You wonder why
I'm this soulless cold monster

This soulless cold monster
You wonder why I'm soulless
You wonder why I'm so cold
(It's all your fault.)
2.2k · Jan 2015
Happiness
I'm alive,
with new books
and many songs I love.

I have a cell phone,
and a roof over my head.

I have warm house,
and I have a bed.

I have a computer,
and a small tablet.

I have good grades,
and teachers who care about me.

I should be happy,
but I hate being happy.

Happiness only makes me worse
after I see all the negativity
within this frail world.

Happiness makes me feel cruel,
like I shouldn't have it.

Happiness makes me feel greedy,
when others can't have it at all.
2.1k · Jan 2015
Mr. Impossible For Me
Standing there,
all tall and handsome.
Laughing with your friends,
who all adore you.
In class you're one of the smartest,
always answering questions right.
All the girls admire you
and they all want to be with you.
Even I,
but I know I could never have you
because you are Mr. Impossible For Me.
2.0k · Dec 2014
Fire
Fire is what I was,
what I am,
and what I will be.

I will stand,
as I am tried to be put out,
like an uncontrollable inferno.
1.7k · Feb 2015
Leave me alone
Sometimes I just feel
like everyone else is
ordering me around,
and not respecting my space at all.
Whenever I tell them to go,
they just seem to show.
I didn't invite you
into my bubble,
so why do you have to burst it
into rubble?
Just leave me alone,
if I don't want you to be shown.
It's that simple,
so do it and just go.
1.7k · Jan 2015
Hello
The first time we met,
you greeted me with a small smile.
You said, "Hello."
I just wish it didn't come with "Hell."
1.7k · Jan 2015
Rebirthing (Skillet)
I lie here paralytic
Inside this soul
Screaming for you 'til my throat is numb
I wanna break out I need a way out
I don't believe that it's gotta be this way
The worst is the waiting
In this womb I'm suffocating

Feel your presence filling up my lungs with oxygen
I take you in
I've died

Rebirthing now
I wanna live for love wanna live for you and me
Breathe for the first time now
I come alive somehow
Rebirthing now
I wanna live my life wanna give you everything
Breathe for the first time now
I come alive somehow
Right now [X2]

I lie here lifeless
In this cocoon
Shedding my skin cause
I'm ready to
I wanna break out
I found a way out
I don't believe that it's gotta be this way
The worst is the waiting
In this womb I'm suffocating

Feel your presence filling up my lungs with oxygen
I take you in
I've died

Rebirthing now
I wanna live for love wanna live for you and me
Breathe for the first time now
I come alive somehow
Rebirthing now
I Wanna live my life wanna give you everything
Breathe for the first time now
I come alive somehow
(I come alive somehow)

Tell me when I'm gonna live again
Tell me when I'm gonna breathe you in
Tell me when I'm gonna feel inside
Tell me when I'm gonna feel alive

Tell me when I'm gonna live again
Tell me when this fear will end
Tell me when I'm gonna feel inside
Tell me when I'll feel alive

Rebirthing now
I wanna live for love wanna live for you and me
Breathe for the first time now
I come alive somehow
Rebirthing now
I wanna live my life wanna give you everything
Breathe for the first time now
I come alive somehow
(I come alive somehow)

Right now
I come alive somehow
Right now
I come alive somehow
This is a song by the band Skillet.
It explains a lot with how I'm feeling.
1.6k · May 2017
STOP
STOP REBLOGGING MY POEMS
I WROTE THESE TWO YEARS AGO
WHEN I WAS THIRTEEN
WHY WERE THEY SO EDGY
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1.5k · Dec 2014
Jars
In this jar,
take a look please.
It's full of the tears
you caused me.

In this jar,
the crimson looks black.
It's full of the blood
you shed from my back.

In this jar,
the creature is alive.
It contains a demon,
and that demon shall thrive as long as you're here.
1.5k · Dec 2014
Switches
My mood changes,
like a light switch.

One minute I'm bright,
the next I'm dark.

One minute I'm dim,
the next I'm blinding.

One minute I'm blind,
the next I cut through the lies.

One minute I'm clear,
the next I'm fog.

One minute I'm colorful,
the next I'm monotone.

Catch me when I'm on,
because when I'm off I'm gone.
1.3k · Jan 2015
Home
If you took the time to notice me
I'd have somewhere to be,
and someone to live for.
1.3k · Jan 2015
Opinions
I hate opinions,
they destroy everything.
Two relationships destroyed,
many more to be the same way.
I'm not perfect,
and I think differently.
Please, just hear me out...
Maybe you can help me
understand how you think.
I'm sorry for hurting those
who were my closest.
Now they're gone,
*and it's all because I had a stupid opinion.
Never...
ever,
get into a debate about
sexuality.
1.3k · Jan 2015
Tears
Falling,
through the endless dark.
Hiding,
the fears inside my heart.

Feeling,
like I'm all alone.
Staring,
at the endless walls.

I want to feel again.
Get out of this numb state.
I want to heal again.
Get out of the pain.

Shattering,
is my heart of ice.
Letting,
the torture rip me apart.

Alone,
am I in this corner.
Dripping,
are the tears of blood.

I want to feel again.
Get out of this numb state.
I want to heal again.
Get out of the pain.

Breaking,
are the lies.
Melting,
is the shadow on my life.

I want to feel again.
Get out of this numb state.
I want to heal again.
Get out of the pain.

I want to feel again.
Let me feel.
Get me out
of the numbness within
my
soul.
1.2k · Dec 2014
Goodbye
I'm not saying the word;
it's meaning does not work right now.
I'm not saying the word
because I know I'll be back.

No matter what is choking me,
strangling me within,
I will never say it
I will never say goodbye.
1.2k · Jan 2015
Unforgiven
It feels like
part of my silver soul
was torn out and locked into a cage,
one I cannot reach for
I am chained to a dark stone wall...
1.2k · Mar 2015
Impostor Thoughts
Every word's a trap to your lies.
Every thought pushes me down,
***** me into the ground.
My shadow and soul wait,
waiting for you to let me out
from the dark stain of your perfect life.
Blood runs red,
lies run dark.
There's not one spot
that's a spark in this storm.
You put impostor thoughts in me
replacing the ones of healing.
I'm breaking out but of these chains...
but why do you keep dragging me back
into this cell of destruction?
1.2k · Jan 2015
Strings
I'm sorry
that I hurt you.
I didn't mean to,
but you pulled my last string.
I didn't mean to pull you down,
but the string led me down too.
I think that'd I'd break.
I snapped like a string.
1.2k · Feb 2015
Kill Me
**** me,
just do it now.
I'm done with this life,
with all its stress and anxiety.
My parents say
that I'm a demon hotel.
I say
that I'm just living how I want.

**** me,
just throw my life away for me.
I'm done with all the tests.
I'm done with all the misfortune.
There's no one
that will ever love me.
At least,
it feels that way.

I'm so confused.
Some people aren't ignoring me,
but yet they are.
I feel so lonely...

These hollow hands,
this hollow body...
It needs something,
someone to fill it back up.
Yet no one seems to hear the echo
from inside.
1.1k · Dec 2014
There's a place for you
No matter how hard it is,
how weak you are,
there is always a place for you
in my heart.
You're not alone,
never shall you be.
1.1k · Jan 2015
If you…
If you want to die,
I won't stop you.
If you want to cause self-harm,
I won't yell at you.
If you don't care about anything,
I can't make you.
If you want to lose everything,
that's not my problem.
I'm sorry,
but I'm tired of saying things over and over.
*I'm sorry…
1.1k · Jan 2015
New Year
Everyone is writing them,
I guess I should too.
It's a new year,
everyone says it's a new start.
When really you stay the same.
You never restart.
I have no New Year resolutions,
for I will not stick with them.
Things will get in the way.
I don't see the point,
so I shall not bother.
Everyone have a good year,
even though I will stay here.
1.1k · Dec 2014
Trite
Yes,
it may be a known opinion.
But it has a new form.
Someone that's willing to speak up.

Yes,
it may be a known idea.
But it has been taken into action.
Someone that's willing to do it.

Yes,
it may be a known remark.
But it has been said.
Someone that cares enough to say it.
1.0k · Jan 2015
Claws
Claws that scrape down my arm.
Claws that draw crimson blood.
Claws that whisper,
"You're done..."

Claws that scrape the metal walls.
Claws that tear me to shreds.
Claws that whisper,
"You're a mistake..."

Claws that scrape my heart.
Claws that are seared in my mind.
Claws that whisper,
"I wish you'd never been apart..."

Claws that scrape my soul.
Claws they scrape my irises.
Claws that whisper,
*"I wish your mother had been bare..."
1.0k · Feb 2015
Why?
Why are you depressed,
my friend?
Why won't you talk to me?
Why can't we go back to the old days
where we always answered?

Why won't you tell anyone,
my friend?
Why are you so down?
Why are you unseen?
Why can't we be closer again,
the way we used to be?
1.0k · Dec 2014
Amber
A* *rtistry
M agnificent
B elievable
E lucidive
R *elatable
For my best friend :3
1.0k · Dec 2014
Into the Light
Shaking, are these weary bones.
Trembling is this heart made of glass.
Quaking is the Earth beneath my feet,
as I take a tired step into the light.

I have hurt so long,
too long to tell.
This feeling is new,
so how do I embrace it?

I fall to my knees,
not sure I deserve it.
I have done wrong,
hurt so many.
Am I really here?
Or am I dreaming a great dream once again?
1000 · Jan 2015
Heart Problems
Hospital every year,
then every two.
This fragile heart needs mending,
for it's more than *******.

Two surgeries,
three months
and seven years.
There were so many tears.

My heart is so fragile,
it needs great care.
I will be fine,
as long as it's there.

Aspirin for six months
and probably more when I'm fixed again.
Medicine and hospitals are part of me,
as am I part of them.

I was born this way,
though I wish it weren't true.
It was merely a mistake,
or was I the accident?

"I don't mind hospitals."
It's a partial lie.
They seem normal to me,
but a screaming child
keeps me awake
when I try to sleep
the beeps away.

Let's take a moment
to appreciate
that we have technology
that keeps my heart awake.

I'm not alone-
I already know.
My mother was there too.
Maybe that's why I'm so askew.

The nurses are nice,
the surgeons are kind.
I just wish the matresses
were a bit softer... (:
Yep, I have a heart condition.
946 · Dec 2014
Happiness
I can't be perfect,
no inspiration for happy.
I try, and try again,
with no luck burrowing through.
Please understand:
I can't sound happy,
in this metal box of no hope.
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