What once you had cherished
Had suddenly vanished
The bliss in the heart
The hurt of the art
So beautiful as it may be
It wasn't for all to see
You were a few steps back
You couldn't even act
You lacked in a matter
Now your heart's in a scatter

she is the devil
always ******* on about her crap
doesn't understand the commoner's way
thinking she should be #1
***** her and her ****
let her have fun in hell
freaks like her deserve worst things

I don't know what to do when I'm in front of you
I tend to get nervous about your every move
I don't mean to be so tense
Just want to know what must be done
My heart shakes because of you

I try to act different when you're around
I don't want you to hate me
I really like you
How can you shake up my heart furiously?

The thrill of your lies
Keeps me up all night
You think I'm stupid
But apparently
It's you
For your lies don't bother me
Now that I've come to get you

We like the opposite of the other
We fight over little things
We love the craziest and strangest of things
We never were for the norm
We both say we hate each other
But we still love each other anyway

You were a dog
And I was a cat
We'd play catch
Almost everyday
But one day you stopped
And I was confused
But it was a trick
I shouldn't have bought.

Could it be
You're asking me
To go on a date
With you?

Perhaps, you are mistaken.
I'm not that easy.
But,
so shall I accept your request.

At first it was okay
But then it became all gray.

To simply put,
it was a disaster.

But I found something better,
the effort you put into the date
is something I've come to admire
And now you've become my desire.

I do not know much about love.
But I do know I could feel it.
To think that it would be planned
  on a man I did not know,
  or a man who doesn't know me,
knowing that there is such a distance between us.
But there was a man I did know.
But I did not know it would be him
to which I could feel this love.

Do not cower
For I'll be your power
Your strength and guidance
For your absolute brilliance
Even if I stumble and fall
while you're having a ball.
You are my only one
Even when you are gone.

Crime scene near the house
Police rushing to that place
Me locking every single door
Oh what else could I do
Grabbed every single thing that could be a weapon
Even things that aren't effective
Scared that these evil doers will come at my door
Countless thoughts keep coming at me
I'm seriously praying the rapture would come instead

I lose my mind
To the question
"What is love?"
Thinking of it everyday
I don't know why
It's complicated
Love is complicated

Heartbroken as I may be,
there's so much of the world to see.
I can't go down by my feeling's foe.
I've never been able to stoop so low.
I looked for a chance,
  whatever I can get.
Could see from my stance,
  falling, I would never let.
I came as high as I could
The same height a bird would.
I love where I am right now.
All of the downers should just bow.

You watch a lot of people on TV
Then judge them on their acting
Some really deserve praising
While some I question how they even became actors
They're so stiff
Their expressions so still
Their voices so monotone
I really question their job
I sometimes think I could do better
But who would agree to that
When I feel embarassed trying to be someone else

Instead of hiding in this place of nothingness
Let's go run to a place of brightness
A place we can have fun
Particularly, under the sun
Maybe have love blossom
Love is also awesome
But let's keep running
And never stop smiling

I always go incognito
But I still get scared though
That someone would creep behind
And then they would suddenly find
The things I wouldn't dare
It's too much for them to bear
The reality of this internet-freak
She wouldn't dare speak
As she is ashamed
For the lewd stuff that can be named

When the boy you like
Sang the song you hate most
Then you started liking the song then
Just because he sang it
Because his voice felt soothing to the song
And your heart just races while he's singing
And you can't stop thinking about him

Between friends
There is always a talk of
LOVE
I don't know why
But we came to talk about it
Discussions on who we like
Though I have no one in mind now
But it seems like I do
And I just don't know who
Love talks like these
Never end without a bittersweet feeling

One day,
The nonsensical
  will make sense.
There are a million possibilities in our hands.
Finding discoveries with the science of our world.
Or maybe even magic will never be a joke,
  and be the reason for our still existence in this universe.
But, in that time of our lives,
  we never know what may happen.
For there are many predictions and assumptions
  for the future that lies ahead.

You may not look the best
Or be the smartest
Or be the strongest
But you are the best
When it comes to me
Always have that in mind

I've cracked codes
Upon many men
But yours was the hardest riddle
Probably an unsolvable riddle
You wouldn't let me into your heart
You were a locked door
I had to give up on you
You gave me sorrow
But then again
Sometimes
Love will bring you pain

You came crashing at me
  the first time I saw you.
You were so perfect
  I didn't know what to do.
My life was ever so poor
  I'll never catch up to you.
Cause loving you felt like
  I was being sent off to the moon.
You were too fragile to be mine,
  too expensive.
But you came to be free to me
  I called it a miracle.
Before you,
The universe was so boring
  but you then said it was just my imagination.
  For the universe is everything but boring
  because exciting fate exists in that universe
  and that's what brought me to you.

Enjoy the beautiful moments of your life
Leave all your regrets
And face reality with a smile
You're not alone
There are people to lean on
They'll be the cure for your heart
*You need to survive

I thought it was okay
For me to make it to the last minute
And there you were waiting for me
I took slow breaths before approaching you
But I felt too afraid to come
I backed out
The next day you were gone
I had no idea where you went
Maybe I do
And it's somewhere away from me
I smiled sadly at the decision I made
I should've come yesterday
I shouldn't have been afraid
I should've told you how I felt
You told me to go by then
And yet I failed to
I'll never be able for this again
I'm just a coward waiting for the consequences

Don't be too obvious
Even your whisper could be heard
Don't be too obvious
Your glances could be caught
Don't be too obvious
You failed
And now he's looking into your eyes
And melting you inside

You
And your squinty eyes
You
And your pretty smile
You
And your tall height
You
And your skin whiter than mine

All these things
Are what I physically like
About you
But you're more than that
That adds more thing about you
Do know that
I love you
Because you're
**YOU

I want to be loved by you**
Were the lyrics sang by Marilyn Monroe

I wondered whether I should've told you these words

But then again you won't take me seriously

But that wouldn't stop me from loving you

'Cause loving you is an activity matter in my life

And so I wish that you would feel the same for me too

If I had told you these words, would something have changed?

You disappeared so soon.
I knew you were going but I wasn't prepared.
I cried on my knees.
Memories of us flashed in my mind.
You left me a voicemail.
That would've been the last time I heard your voice.
But, now you're here.
You're back with that silly smile.
I run to you and hold you tight.
And I say it now.
I love you.
Don't leave me again.
Can I trust you with that?

I like you a lot,
  but I love my friends.
I look at you from afar,
  yet she looks at you near.
I sit beside you,
  but she talks to you more.
I stayed closed in my spot,
  yet she could be open about it.

She likes you a lot
  and she's my friend.
She's obvious about it
  and I'm here for support.
She's been with you longer
  and I've only known you for a while.
She'd be a good match for you
  and I'll be here at the sides.

You were first a friend
But now a lover
You used to call me by "Hey!"
But now you call me by "Bae"
I'm still getting used to it
But I'm glad we've stepped up

I got frightened
By the movie's end
To where I screamed loud
It reached the cloud
Some parts where funny
It was kinda sunny
But most were scary
No signs of being merry
The fatality it had
Made me sad
Wishing I'd never go online
But I'd always whine

If only I was a bit thinner
If only I got a bit taller
If only I didn't have to wear glasses
If only I got nice clothes
If only I could put a bright smile on my face everyday

If only I have enough confidence in myself
To show you how much I can be
In front of you

I met you on one Spring day
The world started blooming that day
The winter coldness passed
The ice of my heart started melting
You were the one to replace
The one in my heart's case
Your hand branched out to me
And I held on to it
Days passed
Spring's come to last
Summer's coming
And so our story meets a new chapter

I know each one of us has a moment in our lives,
  a moment when we make regrets.
Like,
"Why the hell did I do that?"
"What was I thinking?"
And later we abuse ourselves with punishment good enough to repay for what happened.

Run run run
Run fast fast fast
There's no one to hold you down
Run run run
Run fast fast fast
But time
Oh time can slow you down
Run run run
Run fast fast fast
It's too late
There's nothing you can do
Stop stop stop
There's no point in running now
For what you're living for
Has been crushed
Shatter shatter shatter
You can hear the pieces of your life breaking
No more time
No more life
And now
Bye bye bye

get a cup of coffee and
think about the day
think about the night
think about your life
think about the good and the bad
think about today
what happened today
been blessed or not
enjoy the time given to you
dont let anything get into
the day filled with new opportunities
and a day
that should be filled with smiles

So,
  I'm a girl who hates shopping.
I despise it. I get bored.
I'd rather look for food than for clothes.

I'm a girl who's really undecided.
So don't expect me to tell you what I want for my birthday
For Christmas
And for every other occasion like dates.

I'm a really weird person.
And I could say so many random things.
If you're that weird too,
I hope we're compatible.

I'm a really shy girl.
So please bear with me
That I can't take the approach always.

I'm one fragile person.
Tell me everything's all right
And that I should be fine.
Let me know you're  by my side.

Tell me if you love me.
Tell me if you hate me.
Make me yours only,
  and I would be in my happiest days.

I have a prince
She has a prince
My prince was captured by her charms
My tower stood low compared to hers
It shaded over mine
I'm left alone inside this tower
I don't even care about such fairy-tale anymore
But will I ever find my happily ever after?

In my hand
is a photograph
A picture of a memory
A memory I keep clear
Cause it holds a picture
Of me and you