My heart is yours
Do whatever you want
Just don't break it
  into a million pieces.

Simply,
I am in love
with the thoughts of being in love.
It'd be hard to see,
A future of mine,
to be in love with someone.
Whereas
Thoughts are my domain
And
Reality is uncharted territory.

I'm starting to like you.
Well, I think I am.
I'm so curious to know more about you.
At the same time,
   I'm scared.
I look awkwardly when you look at me.
I laugh even at your lame jokes.
You pick on me
   I'm not surprised
  because you do so on other girls.
My eyes wander off to your place,
   I try to keep them away.
I stay quiet when you're around,
   but inside I want to say a lot.
When you get my attention,
   I probably look mad
   but that's because I don't know what to do.
It's hidden,
   my feelings for you.
But obvious,
   you have none for me.
I know this yet I still ponder.
But it's okay.
It's love.
I'll let it play with my heart for a while more.

An awkward phase,
We come face to face.
My heart starts to race
In such a peculiar case.

I have nothing to show
And you might say, "No."
I'm prepared to see you go.
My chances with you are low.

Yet, you stayed here with me.
Something I couldn't foresee.
You were looking for my heart's key.
And all I'm filled is glee.

What a beautiful case,
that is to say, my face.

tic toc tic
Our time's run out.
tic toc tic
The creeper's coming out.
tic toc tic
Whatever goes on at night
tic toc tic
No one* could save us now.

I love myself.
    I have to.
But if I don't,
    I've devoted my heart to another.
Loving you is a bliss.
A joyful wonder in the process.
You are my one true love.

Love is not simple.
It is kind yet rude. Sweet yet bitter. Warm yet cold
Always there yet it could go away.
Anything could happen.
And I know that since the day I met Love.

Learn to rely.
No need to be shy.
I'll lend you a hand.
No, this is not a demand.
I'd like to be a friend.
A day and more to spend.
A time with you would be great.
It's like we'll be friends because of fate.

You *******. I never really understood you. You have to make an argument every single time we talk. I hate it. Stop pushing things that aren't even related. Like, why do I have to go through with your crap? I never really done anything to make you mad. If I did, tell me what it is. 'Cause that will be our way to clear everything. I want to understand. You. You are someone I want to figure out. You don't have a formula or maybe a  riddle I need to solve. But you're just a mystery. A mystery I can be proud of solving. Just get on with it. Let's go our separate ways. What are we supposed to do? We do this all the time, right? Let's both forgive and forget each other. This will all be part of our hidden past. Forget the times we actually smiled at each other. Forget the times we confronted each other. Forget the times we held hands. Forget the times we ignored each other. Forget the times we were in love. "Forget","Each other", that's all I'm saying now. Maybe we weren't in love. We must have thought we're just comfortable with each other. We could've stayed strangers if it weren't for our lonely hearts. I love you, ******* it. No need to wish on a star. I got you. But a star could've helped if I wished  we both knew how to actually love. We just thought of it as a concept.Now we know how it feels. And how much pain we gain through it. Now, what's this? You say you love me too.
Then, we go back square one again.

For that guy who acts like a ******* bullet
That would burst into flower petals all over,
How dare you?

How dare you,
Make my heart flutter with just one shot of a look,
Make me smile just by looking at yours,
Make me scared because I can never predict what you'll do,
Make me fall for you even though you know it's not possible.

You know it's true
Yet you have no mercy on my heart.
I hate you for that
Yet I can't help but fall for you even more.

Just because* he loves you
  doesn't mean he won't leave you.
Just because he hurt you
  doesn't mean you can't forgive him.
Just because you're the perfect girl
  doesn't mean you get recognition.
Just because you're sad about a break-up
  doesn't mean you won't have another lover.
Just because of all these misunderstandings
doesn't mean they won't clear up.
Just because you think it's love
doesn't mean it's really love.

A space in my mind
is kept for you.
These thoughts in my head
I wish to come true.
But reality strikes.
In my dreams you stay.
These fantasies of mine
just won't come today.

Frantic with boys
I don't know how to act
Short comings and words
My heart is under attack
Thumping in its cage
Rose cheeks coming out
Please take it slow
I am under no control

In this world of normal,
I was the strangest one.

I know I'm over-thinking
But it might be true
That everything is nothing
In this world of blue

Though our paths lead us to different places
We'll meet again beyond the boundaries of our fate

The words, "I love you,"
Only come when it's too late
Or at least
We choose to put it at the second
Instead of being true
To our hearts