At one glance,
  you entered my heart.
Trapped in this wonder
I become.
No words flow out.
I look at you in admiration.
Can you draw out the rest
   of what this heart has to say?

As a fangirl
I go through these daily encounters

Looking at your pictures online
Listening to your music
Watching your shows

Whenever I see your face
A big smile is placed on mine
I get this feeling of hype
That I can not even understand

Sometimes I hate this side of mine
But for some reason
I can't remove it from me

So I appreciate this side of mine
And look forward to what else is in store

Life can be taken at any moment now
I pray for those who have been taken
And I pray for those who have yet to end their fate
But to my loved ones
I say this to you
When I die
Be prepared for a change
There won't be anyone to laugh with
Anyone to be angry about
Anyone to be sad about
Anyone to make you smile
And I dare say
I love you
and  Thank you
I've had so many memories with you
I've made so many disappointments
I've had the best time I could ever hope for
I've lived with an honor to meet you
And through this,
I'll say my

**Goodbye.

The sun that shines through the window
Is what I hate most during morning
Waking me up eventually
Wishing it was still night
The dream I had of you last night
Was something I was hoping for
For me to be in your arms
Kissing you goodbye
But all that was in a dream
A dream that ended
Because of daylight

Being alone
is not that bad
A peace of mind you have at last
Sometimes
People are such a nuisance
That I wish to withdraw from them
Alone I can do nothing
But I could be in relief from other people's expectations

Why is it easy to make
But so hard to feel

Love is oh so powerful
That I have been warned
Of what may happen to this fragile heart of mine
And whatever my mind would do

I write upon a blank space
A rhyming composition
And give out all these feelings
The love that flows within me
And keeps me engaging to new things
But why do I feel so pained thinking about it
That the love that'll happen to me would be changing me to a different person
It may be because I think of a certain someone
Or I am just pessimistic about everything as usual
But at all times I know that

*Love is what moves the heart the most.

You
In that long sleeved red shirt
And black shorts
Caught my eye
I remember that day
You were a stranger
With your friends
You were behind us
At the line
You repeated the ride like us
About a thousand times
I stole a glance
But that was it
I kept seeing you
For the rest of the day
I know we'll never meet again
But I'll still meet you in that memory
Remembering it

You looked like Prince Charming
I didn't know what was coming
Letters were sent out to the whole town
Written was an invitation to a ball in the castle
Th brat sisters taunted
The stepmother always evil
Fairy godmother came
And made me beautiful
I danced with the prince
Leaving him hanging by twelve
Left a shoe for a clue
And he searched the whole town
Later found out
I was the one
I saw the prince
Apparently he wasn't the one
I danced with someone else
It was a butler
How'd I end up with him
I have no idea
But for him to be the prince I thought
I declined the real prince's offer
And went for the butler
The prince was sad
I suggested he look at my sisters
For they were desperate
Mother was glad the prince came
But the prince has taken no interest to each of them
The prince kept searching for a wife
Sister's still desperate
Mother just as evil
and I lived happily ever after just fine with my own prince

This is the part of the story
Where the hero and his damsel realize each other's feelings
But what if we change it a bit
The damsel loves the hero
But the hero already has another
Quite a shocker for a damsel
Though love finds its way
It cannot be the same
Knowing that there once was another
The damsel let go of the hero
And set off for her own story
This time
The part of this story is that
She is now the heroine

The day we went stargazing
I remember what you asked me

"What do you think of me?"

Of course
I thought you were amazing
Someone I can rely on
Someone I hold dear

I asked you the same question

You thought of me as the stars in the sky
Shining brightly
Light for the dark

You told me I was the light to your heart

The words you spoke
Feelings rushed over me

At that moment
I knew you were the one
My one and only

I am your star
And you'll be my sky

You watch a lot of people on TV
Then judge them on their acting
Some really deserve praising
While some I question how they even became actors
They're so stiff
Their expressions so still
Their voices so monotone
I really question their job
I sometimes think I could do better
But who would agree to that
When I feel embarassed trying to be someone else

Who would've thought it was you.
A beautiful creature
  Disguised as a nightmare.
Lurking around
  and Making a mess.
My lips tremble
  and My eyes shake.
But such a kind man was shadowed by his appearance.
If only he had looked better,
  the whole world would be grateful.
But it's only the looks they see,
  for they haven't seen the Beauty in the Beast.

Heartbroken as I may be,
there's so much of the world to see.
I can't go down by my feeling's foe.
I've never been able to stoop so low.
I looked for a chance,
  whatever I can get.
Could see from my stance,
  falling, I would never let.
I came as high as I could
The same height a bird would.
I love where I am right now.
All of the downers should just bow.

The time we finally got closer,
But how come our distance only came further?
The bitterness I feel about you,
  Why must you push me far?
I thought we finally had a bond that ties us by fate.
But misunderstandings and problems just get in our way.
I loved you for who you are.
But I guess knowing you wasn't enough.
Take me out of this void you created.
You're the reason for the pain I feel when I can't even explain it.

You left me with a blank mark.
You asked of me to give you love.
I gave you my all
Yet you left me with a blank.

Do you like books?
  Well, I do, too.
I don't really get it when people say they love the smell.
And, most of the time, I just get ones with good covers.
Like,
  Books are hella expensive.
And I got both pockets out with no cash.
But I still decide to buy it later.
Because reading is fun.
Makes me feel so comfy.
And keeps me in my calm state.

Such ideals
  and standards I can not find.
In men I try
  but end up unsatisfied.
But once, I had found
  an exact opposite in mind.
A smart man
  acting like an idiot.
A man I had fallen for.
Different from what I thought
  but feelings should come first.
In him, I had found
nothing I had wanted.
But love was there,
  And that's what he handed.

You disappeared so soon.
I knew you were going but I wasn't prepared.
I cried on my knees.
Memories of us flashed in my mind.
You left me a voicemail.
That would've been the last time I heard your voice.
But, now you're here.
You're back with that silly smile.
I run to you and hold you tight.
And I say it now.
I love you.
Don't leave me again.
Can I trust you with that?

You were a dog
And I was a cat
We'd play catch
Almost everyday
But one day you stopped
And I was confused
But it was a trick
I shouldn't have bought.

We met each other for the first time
We both fell at first sight
But that was it
Because that was where we  met our beginning
And our end

Everything was black and white
No sign of colors flashing by
With no emotions in our face
The world is nothing  but a shelter
One came by and flashed a tint of yellow
Enthusiasm came by and spread confidence
Then came red
Gave us the motive to make action
Also came blue
And gave the calmness
Thousands of colors splashed into our world
Bringing up changes in me and and you

We like the opposite of the other
We fight over little things
We love the craziest and strangest of things
We never were for the norm
We both say we hate each other
But we still love each other anyway

I know each one of us has a moment in our lives,
  a moment when we make regrets.
Like,
"Why the hell did I do that?"
"What was I thinking?"
And later we abuse ourselves with punishment good enough to repay for what happened.

Whenever I think of a crush
My mind makes an image of you
I don't even talk to you that much
And I hardly even bother to interact with you
But
Why is it you are the one I think about
Whenever I tell myself
I don't like anyone

I thought it was okay
For me to make it to the last minute
And there you were waiting for me
I took slow breaths before approaching you
But I felt too afraid to come
I backed out
The next day you were gone
I had no idea where you went
Maybe I do
And it's somewhere away from me
I smiled sadly at the decision I made
I should've come yesterday
I shouldn't have been afraid
I should've told you how I felt
You told me to go by then
And yet I failed to
I'll never be able for this again
I'm just a coward waiting for the consequences

So,
  I'm a girl who hates shopping.
I despise it. I get bored.
I'd rather look for food than for clothes.

I'm a girl who's really undecided.
So don't expect me to tell you what I want for my birthday
For Christmas
And for every other occasion like dates.

I'm a really weird person.
And I could say so many random things.
If you're that weird too,
I hope we're compatible.

I'm a really shy girl.
So please bear with me
That I can't take the approach always.

I'm one fragile person.
Tell me everything's all right
And that I should be fine.
Let me know you're  by my side.

Tell me if you love me.
Tell me if you hate me.
Make me yours only,
  and I would be in my happiest days.

I'm always left undecided
But decisions are just too much for me to bear
I always feel like choosing the other
Will make me feel like regretting the other choice
Now people choose for me
But who am I to say I don't like it
Because with so much time passing
No one would want to waste it

What if devil is a fallen angel?
And I was an angel in the past
One with the widest of the whitest wings
Before you've shown your face to me
You were my temptation
I fell under your spell
You've brought me to sin
Something that never felt so good
But never was right
I'll never reach back the gates of heaven
And be forever trapped in this eternal pit
Of your selfish doom

Don't tease me
You think I'm easy?
Was I the only one trying work this out?
I'm sick of you
Goodbye

Don't be too obvious
Even your whisper could be heard
Don't be too obvious
Your glances could be caught
Don't be too obvious
You failed
And now he's looking into your eyes
And melting you inside

get a cup of coffee and
think about the day
think about the night
think about your life
think about the good and the bad
think about today
what happened today
been blessed or not
enjoy the time given to you
dont let anything get into
the day filled with new opportunities
and a day
that should be filled with smiles

I turn my head to your face
And what I see is sparks
I never really understood what it means to fall in love
But is it alright
If I fall in love with you?

Though he won
He got bad views
Though he lost
He got good views
The world anticipated
Locals let down
The world saw it
As a fight worth watching

so much passion i felt in your voice
i sense a longing for something far away
it seems to be you're already growing up
must you spend your youth in a beautiful way

Though I forgot about you
Somewhere I feel know you
A part of me says I know you
Maybe it could be that
What the mind forgets
The heart remembers