I'm worth more than how you’ve treated me.
I settled for less because I thought I didn’t deserve the best.
I let you come back over and over again,
let you trample all over me.
I blamed myself for your toxicity,
and let you poison me with it.
Eventually i said to myself,
I'm not unworthy of your love.
You are unworthy of mine.
I deserve better friends,
I deserve to be loved and cared for.
Not to be toyed by people like you,
to use me to stroke your egos.
I'll live my life to the fullest.
You’re not worth dying for.
I'll have my own glow up,
do what i love,
and surround myself with those who truly loves me.
Because I totally deserve it.
I said bye to those suckers and hyped myself up. I don’t need them.
Pillows getting tired catching teardrops
Searched for boogeyman underneath,
telling him to dry them this time
Wondering how long this would last
Shall I wait until the sun comes up?
No one knew she's dying to die
No one knew she's counting her breath
No one knew she needed help
no one also knew she survived alone
Drying up her own tears
picking up her broken glass
putting up a brave face
She did not came out from a storm
For she became one
There are battles we chose to fight on our own ; at the end of the day , it's us who picks ourselves up after hitting rock bottom .
Don't let fears of the yonder
Keep moving forward to the best of your ability. You may not be moving as fast as you want but give yourself the credit that you're still moving regardless...
Me: Mirror mirror on the wall,
Who's the strongest of them all?
Mirror: You. You run, chase, trip and fall yet you get back up after it all.
Let the past be buried
The future be bright
To summon the light
Millions will come
Billions will go
Will never let you go
Have faith in God
Just open the lock
Let the pigeons fly
Above the sky
Admiring how filthy your life is?
Do something that revives it.
Follow your heart
Build your desire
Let yourself spread like fire
BURN IT DOWN
New elements discovered, is it enough to motivate us to move into the other lane
Not ready to face this fight, different person different light
Just want to pass out waiting and watching, ready to take the last jump
It doesn’t matter what variable you give me I will always **** life up
What happened to my dreams, now they’re just lost in my memories
Full of anger, void of all the rest, I’m ready to see my rest
But only in my own manner
Others might see it as selfless
But only in their own manner
It’s simple really
Selfish is just my own thing
It’s not meant to be much , but it still is
I dumped my laundry
On the ground
Hoping it would allow me
To feel motivated
Motivated to move
To clean to work
But all it did
Was sit on my floor
I sat with it too
Staring at the pile.
Looking for the answers
Written in my shirts
Put down your podcasts, pause all your shows
You've gained all the info you can from the pros
While Oprah is smart, and Jordan is wise
The words that they share are but words, not the prize
You can't be successful, or all that you dream
If you can't overlook all opinions mainstream
Some people will curse you, while others cast doubt
To be all you can be, you've got to crank out
Ignore all the fluff, get down to the work
Rise above all the slime and the dark muddy murk
First set the intention and just go from there
Your mind is a blessing with thoughts rather rare
To be all you can be, there is no more try
The doers will do and the others will sigh
You're destined for more, now this much I know
Just put in the time and you'll reap what you sow
Yup!!everyone says that
I am insane...
But the reason behind it is so silly
As I like the things others don't
I am termed insane!!!
If it's the reason
Then I will shout and say
I am insane
I just love this word insane!!!!!!
Just wanted to share what my mind said